Tracey D Pre-birth
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Experience description:
Waking
memory while in deep thought. I was just cleaning my house and in deep thought
when I suddenly had a waking vision/dream of being in a dark place kind of like
space. There was a table and a male who was kind of wearing wizard robes, he
wrote something in the book. He showed no emotional at all, not kindness, not
anger, nothing, just factual. There were others there but I couldn't see them. I
felt very happy and innocent. Someone said, "okay, it's time to be born now" and
I said, "okay". That's it. This memory has stayed with me all of these years and
I consider it very real.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
awake
Was the experience dream like in any way?
waking dream/vision/memory
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during
the experience?
none
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
noises?
no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
Yes
the male who wrote something in the book at the
table and some others that I didn't see.
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
Yes I was at a place, not earth, outer
space like. It was dark but not dark. I couldn't see the floor.
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of future
events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I know we come from somewhere
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
None
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience
with others?
Yes interested
What emotions did you experience
following your experience?
I felt kind of
hurt that there were no emotions from the people that sent me to be born. They
were not happy or sad or angry, just factual. The ones who told me to born were
somewhat kind to me in their tone of voice but the male who wrote in the book
had no emotion.
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
Best was that I
know we come from somewhere. Worst was the lack of emotion from the others.
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
as far as I can
remember, I wasn't thinking about anything to cause this waking dream, I was in
deep thought as I usually am and just cleaning my house. My children were
watching tv.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
Yes Once on LSD, I saw the sky open up
with a ring of fire and many females w/o pupils in their eyes were coming down.
They were from God. I assumed it was Mary but am not Catholic and didn't know
that Catholics revered the V. Mary as they do. Non-drug related: I've had many
waking visions that have come true.
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes