Experience description:

I was a university student I lived in a flat with other residents. It was early evening, I never used to watch TV and I was bored, the apartment was very small, and the only part really for me was a small box to sleep in, so I didn't have anything to do, and decided to sleep a while. As soon as I began to sleep, I felt a tingling in my feet, that was going up me and I lifted my head, to see what was happening, and I saw my feet right there, and I noticed I had no control over either of them, I couldn't move them, I leant my head against the pillow, and I asked myself what had happened while the tingling carried on up, I had no control as it climbed up, I felt bad because I didn't know what was happening, when the tingling or recollection (I don't know how to describe it) arrived at my abdomen. It felt like all my intestines were shaken, they moved but didn't hurt me but I felt very strange, it went on up, to my thorax, by now I was feeling very frightened, but I didn't know what had happened to me, and I wasn't calling for help, because I thought that I was staying here sleeping or at best it was a dream, really I wasn't worried and I didn't want to call anyone, also this process was quite rapid. When it got to my thorax I couldn't move my arms just my shoulders, I would have liked it to have happened like this, and I wanted to wake up, (If it was this) but everything was so real, it wasn't a dream, it was very early, I just wanted to sleep because I was bored. As much as I tried I couldn't move to get better from this muscle cramp, and I couldn't breathe, I was very worried, I was thinking God help me, I couldn't breathe. What was happening to me? This cramp passed and I felt it arrive at the level of my mouth, and I felt my mouth open very much trying to get air, but I had no power over my body,

It continued rising, and I blinked a lot to the point where I couldn't anymore. I felt a pressure, almost without pain, really more a pressure on my forehead, where I felt something like when you are sat down and get up, yes it was as if I got up, and from a place of darkness, I could perceive somehow a place of massive dimensions. On going there, I noticed that there was no more anxiety, fear nor serious feelings. There was no sound, I didn't see anyone. I felt that I was still me, that I could speak, that I could think, and I started to ask “What is that?” Where am I?” I worried because I knew that I had stopped breathing, and that if some minutes should pass my brain would die, on this I was clear, I didn't want to die. I spoke a little there I tried to convince who knows who, because I didn't see anything, that I needed to come back, because I didn't want to die, my body wasn't breathing and needed to breathe. In spite of the fact there was peace there, I wasn't really there, and I thought, I want to see myself, I want to see how I am and immediately it was so fast, I felt like you do when you are stood up and suddenly sit down, or as if you get up to go somewhere and end up in another, I couldn't find the words that were adequate. I felt as if I was in my forehead, and I could see my body, it looked like it was on it's side, or it was me that was on my side beside my body, “My God how ugly I looked” with my mouth open, and half panting, as if anxiously trying to breathe I wanted to speak or inhale a mouthful of air, I felt sympathy for myself, my eyes half open, again I felt like getting up, and in the dark place, I wanted to look with my own eyes, or someone's, and felt like revolving. I saw all around me, everything was dark, I said to myself “I dont like this” everything was dark, “Why is it all dark?” I dont want to die! I want to come back. I want to see myself, when I said that I want to see myself again, I felt myself fall, I felt the pressure on my forehead, and I was on my side, and I could see myself as I was. This bit is difficult to explain, I didn't have a body, they hadn't shown my in a story, tales that the spirit is golden, brilliant shining, there could be nothing further from the truth, it was like some essential bright colour, like when you are wearing a cloak of Tulle, bright cream in colour, and you fold it several times, and hang it in in space and at the same time conforming to it, with my tiny points of light that shone, and shook, but their light was very tenuous, I looked so vulnerable, it was an essence that shook rhythmically, as if waving but in a slow graceful way. It was me and I was alive! But now I couldn't see myself anymore, and started to see myself rise, and there was this immense darkness. I went quiet, and then began to feel myself displace, I went into a vertical position, and my displacement felt gentle. But I thought, “What's happening to me?”

I began to ask “Please, don't take me away” “I want to go on living!” And that I was very young, I am not ready, I want to come back, I want to breathe, my body will die if I don't breathe, I felt myself stop, I heard laughter, jeering, but in the best sense of the word, as if amused with me, so I felt. I knew I wasn't alone, but I couldn't see. I went back and down, I saw my body with my open mouth, I was desperate, because I wanted to enter I wanted to come down, and occupy my body, and I couldn't I didn't know how to do it. I asked myself why? I know I was alive. I could reason I could speak I could see, I could hear the sound of a TV, and the girls in the little sitting room, that connected the bedrooms. They were moments of anguish, this happened a few times, something made me go on up from the dark place where I was, and I made myself stay there, when at last little by little I descended it was as if as much as I went out, I occupied my body, my eyes blinked a lot, and my mouth closed my thorax got bigger, and when I got into it I could inhale air, my stomach turned when I said it in one form or another. They shook, and on going in to my right foot, I raised my body, I felt quite tired when I got back into my legs. I covered my face in my hands, it didn't stop there, someone spoke in my mind, not in my ears, they said don't fear, don't fear, I replied I am not ready, it is too much for me, it wasn't the moment. It tried to talk to me, I don't know what it was or what it wanted from me, now I know, and reading experiences so beautiful that many others have had, I was sorry not to have obeyed it, I stopped looking I stopped listening I stopped wondering, at best I had remained there, then I wouldn't have experienced what I had experienced in all these years. I hadn't been able to tell my story, I realize I am a stubborn spirit. I tried to. To try harder to this voice. I just had to support my back, on the bed, and elevate a leg, everything happened rapidly, and go out again through my forehead, I never had time, I know to raise my right leg off the bed, I went out again through my forehead, I saw my body without form, shaking harmoniously with its millions of living lights, with tenuous light, that comforted me between total blackness and displaced me, through this space and I said.

I am sorry beg your pardon, but I am not ready, not now, I am not ready this time, I said calmly, without anguish, and I came back immediately I entered my body rapidly, and I got up, I went out to the sitting room, and the TV was on, but the girls were chatting, in a bedroom, I went to the kitchen to have some water, felt truly sad, I kept a diary where I liked to write down my notes, my story, or writing of other writers, I asked myself could I write about what had happened? Surprisingly a voice sounded in my head, I know it wasn't me, it said “No!” I was surprised because I thought that it had all ended, but no. I asked it, could I write about it? It said yes! I tried but when I read it I felt I couldn't really explain it, in words. I felt it broke all the pages. I don't know if this was a NDE, I would like your opinion responsibly put, and I would like to reiterate that it really happened.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No

Was the experience difficult to express in words? No

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  All the time I was alert and conscious.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness  I felt that I was a being higher or more important I was very alert I could think and discern quicker than normal, I felt like in spite of not wanting to be there, I wasn't afraid, of this place even though it was dark.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.  I thought I could see without having physical eyes.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I could hear my words even though I knew I didn't have a body.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? Yes Only while I knew that I was in my body, when I left it I don't remember

What emotions did you feel during the experience? First peace, and a feeling of emptiness

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see an unearthly light? No

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify   I heard laughter very clearly as if not enduring the necessity to laugh but contained

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? No

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place   It felt like I had arrived in a physical place, a large physical site, but I couldn't see it.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning  I thought that the weather changed but at the same time, it didn't help my state or produce an effect on my motionless body.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes I felt the difference between the physical plane and the dark region where I had appeared.

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life  It felt like my interior was going and would arrive at a point where I could now never return from, I didn't want to die, I knew that in this place I would have ,more chance of returning.

Did scenes from the future come to you? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)? Yes  It felt like it was normal what had happened, and to continue with my lifein another form, wasnt something new so I felt...

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? No

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? No

What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I believed I went down a tunnel seeing other beings on the same journey, I thought that I would see angels, I believe in Angels, but I have never seen one.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.  I don't remember  I don't remember anything transcendental or of importance, that had happened at that time, it was only this experience that nwas as if I had had last night.

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: Now I never fear death I know that you will die at just the moment just to do it. Never before. When you are ready. I know that life continues. What will I do there? I don't know. But I do know that you will continue when you keep on progressing in knowledge and love.

My experience directly resulted in: Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes   That we should respect ourselves help one another, and understand ourselves, All of us are ONE.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain  I have become an empathetic person, sometimes I surprise myself with my intuition, that I have and how many hits I have, and sometimes I perceive fragrances that others can't. I feel more sensitive than before, sometimes more than others, to sense or perceive that I am not alone, that someone isn't one but various people or entities I don't know how to explain it, they are limbs of me. I have had very vivid dreams of deceased family members and have had physical manifestations that have confirmed to me information or beliefs or attitude that I have to take, and they gave it to me. I feel a connection although not palpable I don't know, I have the conviction that a continuity exists between myself here and them there, I know it is all real.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? The great respect one has for free will, also love, the understanding wee have, not forgetting the sense of humour.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I spent a lot of time, many years, I shared it with a friend who didn't believe me, then I shut up. Then I wrote here on this page, a short time ago. But I was pending and I was sure they wont publish it, now I don't know if that was it or that I didn't understand and I didn't accept it as an error and that you could share it, or it is that they don't believe me, and for this reason I have written it again, because I am not lying to them.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real  This was so real, that in spite of my age, I still consider the things were real, to see my children well settled, well established, together and happy. I am in the will of the Father, if he wants to take me and I will go happily, really there is a connection that remains active, although I don't want to die, but I know that death isn't the end, I am so convinced, it is because I carry the gravity of the soul, I don't doubt even for an instant that I am right.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real  Now I am sure of the answer, I don't think it I don't now question it, I don't reason about it. I simply feel. I am happy.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes  It is difficult to find friends with affinity for you, I see the spaces and try to fill them. I am more subjective, I like to express what I feel, that which I believe and I don't find all men are equal, They are jealous, so I decide to shut up. I continued with it and with the current people that were so strong especially to those that seemed to be interested. I wanted to know what they felt. That which they dreamt, those that liked it and those disgusted especially to learn and understand and comprehend. It is truly difficult, I am on my own (physically) while at the same time accompanied for a period and then, it fitted in, but I don't know how to help the people put it away, I can count myself but I don't know what to save once we had woken up to the feast.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes how can I explain previously. I was living in “a bad copy of life?” I felt as if reality wasn't there, that I was an intelligent being, that needed a physical body, to inhabit this sphere and that I am here in order to LIVE a series of experiences that for now, are far away in my knowledge, and explain it to me?

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes Everytime I read any commentaries or questions related to death or the existence of life after death, when I give an opinion over all the things or situations, that I have never seen but that I know, I just don't understand this, I simply believe that which the others say when they are describing their great homes I just say yes.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I have learnt three important things. 1) we are immortal 2) that there there is good humour 3) that they respect free will.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes

What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you? To offer hope to people. Everything is finely calculated so that we are well and we are going to get better.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? No it went well.

DESCRIPCIÓN DE LA EXPERIENCIA: 

Estudiante de universitaria, vivía  en un apartamento con varias residentes. Era temprano en la noche, no acostumbraba a ver televisión y estaba aburrida, el apartamento era muy pequeño y lo único realmente mío era un box pequeño para dormir, así que no tenía nada que hacer y decido acostarme un rato. Nada más acostarme comencé a sentir hormigueo en mis pies que iba ascendiendo y levante mi cabeza para ver que pasaba vi mis pies derechos y me percato que no tenía control sobre ellos, no podía moverlos, apoyo mi cabeza en la almohada y me pregunté que me pasaba el hormigueo siguió subiendo y en la medida que subía ya no tenia control, sentí angustia porque no sabía que ocurría, cuando ese hormigueo o recogimiento, (no se como describirlo)llegó a mi abdomen, sentí como se estremecieron todas mis vísceras, se movieron no me dolió pero se siente muy extraño, siguió ascendiendo el hormigueo a mi tórax ya me sentía muy asustada pero no se que me pasó no pensé en pedir ayuda, porque creía que podía estarme quedando dormida o a lo mejor era un sueño, en realidad no me pareció ni pensé en llamar a alguien, además fue relativamente rápido ese proceso. al llegar a mi tórax ya no movía mis brazos solo los hombros quería que me pasara eso, quería despertar (si fuera eso) pero todo era tan real, ni siquiera tenia sueño, era muy temprano, solo quería acostarme porque estaba aburrida.Por más que me esforcé no podía moverme al ascender más ese calambre ya no pude respirar, allí me preocupé mucho y pensaba Dios mío ayúdame, no puedo respirar, que me pasa? ese calambre ascendió y sentí llegó a la altura de mi boca y sentí que abrí mucho la boca tratando de tomar aire pero no tenia potestad sobre mi cuerpo, siguió ascendiendo y sentí que parpadeé muchas veces hasta que ya no pude hacerlo sentí una presión casi nada dolorosa, en realidad más presión,en mi frente, sentía algo sobre mi frente y a continuación sentí como cuando se esta sentado y decides levantarte, eso fue lo que sentí que si me hubiera levantado y entre a un sitio que que era la oscuridad total podía intuir que era de inmensas dimensiones. Al entrar allí noto que ya no había angustia, ni temor, ni siquiera sentía gravedad. No había sonido, no vi a nadie. Sentía que seguía siendo yo, que podía pensar que podía hablar y comencé a preguntar ¿ que es esto?, ¿donde estoy?. Me preocupé porque sabía que había dejado de respirar y que si pasaba varios minutos así mi cerebro moriría y no quería morir, en eso estaba clara, no quería morir. Hablé bastante allí, trataba de convencer a no se quien porque no vi nada, que necesitaba volver porque no quería morir, mi cuerpo no esta respirando y necesito respirar, `pese a que había paz yo no lo estaba y pensé, quiero verme, quiero ver como estoy de inmediato eso fue rápido sentí como que estas de pie y te sientas, osea sentí que salí de un sitio y baje a otro, no consigo las palabras adecuadas. Sentí que ocupé mi frente y ya pude ver mi cuerpo, yo lo veía como si estuviera al lado, osea yo estaba al lado de mi cuerpo y me vi. oh Dios que fea me veía con mi boca abierta y semi ladeada como si con angustia quisiera hablar o inhalar una bocanada de aire, sentí pena por mi, mis ojos entre abiertos, luego sentí otra vez que me levantaba y entre al espacio oscuro quise buscar con mi vista algo o alguien y sentía que giraba, y veía a mi alrededor, todo era negrura y dije no me gusta, todo esta oscuro, ¿porque todo esta oscuro? no me quiero morir, quiero regresar, quiero respirar, quiero verme, cuando dije quiero verme otra vez sentí que bajé, sentí otra vez la presión en mi frente y ya estaba a un lado y pude ver lo que yo era. Esto es difícil describirlo..no tenía cuerpo, nos han mostrado por medio de historia, cuentos que el espíritu es dorado, brillante, luminoso, nada más fuera de la realidad. era como especie de una esencia color claro algo como cuando tienes un manto de tul claro color crema claro, y lo doblas varias veces y lo suspendes en el espacio a su vez era conformado todo el o ella con minúsculos puntos que emitían luz y se movían pero su luz era muy tenue, lo vi tan vulnerable, era una esencia que se movía rítmicamente como ondeándose pero de forma suave, grácil. Era yo y estaba viva! ya luego no me vi y volvía a sentir que subía y ya era esa gran oscuridad. Me quedé quieta y así comencé a sentir que me desplazaba sentí que iba en posición vertical, mi desplazamiento lo sentí suave. Pero pensé que pasa te moriste? no, yo no puedo morir, Por favor comencé a pedir que no me llevaran que yo quería seguir viviendo que era muy joven, no estoy lista aún decía, quiero regresar, quiero respirar, mi cuerpo morirá si no respiro, sentí que me detuve, escuché risas, carcajadas pero en el buen sentido, como si se divirtieran conmigo, así me sentí, gozaron con mi actitud, era más de una carcajada, sabía que no estaba sola pero no vi. sentí un retroceso y baje, vi mi cuerpo con la boca abierta, fue desesperante, porque quería entrar quería bajar y ocupar mi cuerpo y no podía, no sabía como hacerlo yo misma decía porque yo se que estaba viva, podía razonar podía hablar, podía ver, escuchaba el ruido del televisor y a las chicas en la pequeña sala que conectaba las habitaciones. Fueron momentos de angustia. eso repitió varias veces algo me hacía subir a la estancia oscura y yo que me obligaba a quedarme. cuando por fin poco a poco fui bajando , porque fue así, tal cual como salí, así mismo fui ocupando mi cuerpo, mis ojos parpadearon muchas veces mi boca se cerró, mi tórax expandió cuando llegué allí pude inhalar aire mis entrañas se voltearon por decirlo de alguna forma, se movieron, se estremecieron cuando llegue a mis piernas elevé mi cuerpo,sentía algo de cansancio cuando ocupé mis pies saque de inmediato mi pierna derecha fuera de la cama y luego la otra y me quedé sentada, me cubrí mis cara con mis manos.Esto no termina aquí, alguien me habló a mi mente, no a mis oídos, era a mi mente, me decía no temas, no temas, yo le respondí no estoy lista, esto es mucho para mi, no es el momento. Trata me decía. No se que era lo que quería o quería conmigo, ahora que lo pienso y leyendo las experiencias tan bonitas que han tenido muchos otros, lo lamento no haber obedecido, me perdí de ver o de oír, me perdí de maravillarme, a lo mejor me hubiera quedado allá entonces no habría vivido lo que he vivido en todos estos años, no lo habría podido contar. reconozco soy un espíritu terco. Yo lo intenté, yo le dije a esa voz esta bien trataré. Yo solo tuve que apoyar mi espalda en la cama y elevar una pierna todo se sucedió de forma rápida, no tuve tiempo se subir mi pierna derecha a la cama, salí otra vez por mi frente, vi mi cuerpo sin forma que se movía armónicamente con sus millones de puntos vivos y con luz tenue que lo conformaba entre a la obscuridad total me desplace por ese espacio y dije _ lo siento, perdón, pero no estoy lista, ahora no, no estoy lista esta vez lo dije tranquila, sin angustia y retrocedí de inmediato, entre más rápido a mi cuerpo y me levante, salí a la sala y el televisor  estaba encendido pero las chicas estaban charlando en una habitación, fui a la cocina a tomar agua, me sentía en verdad triste. Tenía una agenda donde me gustaba escribir mi notas, mis vivencias o escritos que me gustaban de otros escritores, me pregunté a mi misma sera que puedo contar esto? mi sorpresa fue que una voz en mi mente entró, se que no era yo, dijo NO,me sorprendí porque creí que todo había terminado, pero no, le pregunté, puedo escribirlo? dijo SI. Traté pero cuando leía sentía que no podía explicar bien con palabras lo que sentí. entonces rompí las páginas. Yo no se si esto fue una experiencia cercana a la muerte, me gustaría que me dieran su opinión de forma responsable y respetuosa que fue lo que me pasó.

¿En el momento de su experiencia hubo algún evento asociado que amenazara su vida?    No     

¿Fue la experiencia difícil de explicar en palabras?    No     

¿En qué momento durante la experiencia tuvo su mayor nivel de estados de consciencia y alerta?    Consciente normal y el estado de alerta     Todo el tiempo estuve alerta y consciente.    Sentía que era un ser superior o me sentía importante estaba muy alerta podía pensar y discernir más rápido de lo normal. sentía que a pesar de que no quería estar allí, no tenía temor de ese sitio pese a la oscuridad.

Por favor compare su sentido de la visión durante la experiencia con el sentido de visión cotidiano que tenía inmediatamente antes de la experiencia.    Sentí que podía ver sin tener ojos físicos.

Por favor compare su sentido de audición durante la experiencia con el sentido de audición cotidiano que tenía inmediatamente antes de la experiencia.    Podía escuchar mis palabras aunque sabía que estaba sin cuerpo.

¿Vio o escuchó algún evento terrenal que estuviera ocurriendo en el mismo momento en que su consciencia / conocimiento estaba separado de su cuerpo físico / terrenal?    Sí     Solo mientras sabía que estaba en mi cuerpo, cuando me desprendí de el no recuerdo haber oído los ruidos en la casa.

¿Qué emociones sintió durante la experiencia?    Primero paz, sensación de vacío.  

¿Entró o atravesó un túnel?    No     

¿Vio usted una luz sobrenatural?    No     

¿Vio usted o se encontró con un ser místico o presencia? ¿O escuchó una voz inidentificable?           Escuché risas contenidas muy claras, como si no aguantaran las ganas de reír pero se contenían.

¿Se encontró usted o estaba Consciente de algún ser fallecido (o vivo)?    No     

¿Se hizo usted Consciente de eventos pasados en su vida durante la experiencia?    No     

¿Le pareció que ingresó a algún otro mundo sobrenatural?    Un lugar desconocido y extraño     Sentía había llegado a un sitio físico de gran envergadura pero que no podía ver.

¿Pareció que el tiempo se aceleraba o enlentecía?     Parecía que todo pasaba al mismo tiempo; el tiempo se detuvo o perdió todo sentido    Me parecía que el tiempo transcurría pero a la vez no repercutía en mi estado o no producía efecto en mi cuerpo inerte.

¿Pareció que usted repentinamente entendía todo?     No    

¿Alcanzó usted una frontera o estructura física limitante?    Sí     Sentía la diferencia entre el plano físico y el lugar oscuro donde aparecía.

¿Llegaron a usted escenas del futuro?    No     

¿Tuvo la sensación de saber algún conocimiento especial o propósito (***sólo de la experiencia)?    No     

Por favor, describa cualquier cambio que pudo haber ocurrido en su vida después de su experiencia:   Ya no temo a morir, se que moriré en mi momento justo de hacerlo no antes. Cuando este lista. Se que la vida continúa ¿que haré allá no se, pero se que seguiré progresando en conocimientos y en amor.

¿Tuvo usted algún cambio en sus valores y creencias después de su experiencia y que hayan ocurrido como resultado de la experiencia?    Sí     Que debemos respetarnos, ayudarnos y comprendernos. todos somos UNO.

¿Tuvo usted algún don físico, fuera de lo ordinario o especial después de su experiencia que no haya tenido antes de la experiencia?     Incierto    Me he convertido en una persona más empática, a veces me sorprende lo intuitiva que soy y los aciertos que tengo Aveces persivo fragancias que otros no. Me siento más sencible algunas veces más que otras a sentir o persibir que no estoy sola, que alguien y no una sino varias personas o entidades no se como explicar, estan pendientes de mi. He podido tener sueños muy vívidos con familiares fallecidos. He pedido manifestaciones físicas que me confirman alguna información o creencia o pensamiento o actitud que deba tomar y me la dan. Siento una conexión que aunque no se palpe, no se vea tengo la convicción de que existe una continuidad entre yo aquí y ellos allá. Se que todo es real.

¿Usted a compartido esta experiencia con otros?    Sí     Pasó mucho tiempo, muchos años, lo hice a una amiga y creo no me creyó, entonces lo callé. Luego lo escribí aquí en esta página hace poco tiempo. Pero estuve pendiente y no la publicaron, ahora no se si fue que no entendí y no acepté por equivocación a que se pudiera compartir o es que no me creyeron, por eso lo vuelvo a escribir porque no les estoy mintiendo.

¿Tenía usted algún conocimiento de experiencias cercanas a la muerte (ECM) previamente a su experiencia?    No     

¿Qué pensó usted de la realidad de su experiencia poco después (días a semanas) después de que sucedió?    La experiencia fue definitivamente real     Eso fue tan real, que a pesar de que a mi edad aún considero ver realizada cosas pendientes, ver a mis hijos realizados, bien establecidos, acompañados y felices, estoy a la voluntad del Padre si quiere llevarme yo con gusto me iré, en verdad es una conexión que queda activa, aún no quiero morir pero se que la muerte no es el fin estoy tan convencida, es que lo llevo gravado en el alma, que no dudo por ningún instante que este equivocada.

¿Qué piensa actualmente usted de la realidad de su experiencia?    La experiencia fue definitivamente real     Ya me conmueve la pregunta, ya no lo pienso, ya no lo cuestiono. ya no lo razono, simplemente siento. Estoy feliz.

¿Sus relaciones han cambiado específicamente como resultado de su experiencia?    Sí     Es difícil conseguir amistades afines a ti los veo vacíos y pretenden irse vacíos.soy más subjetiva, me gusta expresar lo que siento, lo que creo y no encuentro gente igual y me evaden, entonces opto por callar. les sigo la corriente a las personas que me parecen interesantes, deseo saber lo que sienten, lo que sueñan,los que les gusta y disgusta solo para saber y aprender a comprender y aceptar. Es difícil en verdad, estoy sola (físicamente) y a la vez bien acompañada. rato de encajar, trato de consentir de ayudar a la gente de aportar de que vean que pueden contar conmigo pero no se que pasa no consigo tener amistades. Tal pareciera que mientras más te sensibilizas a las realidades etéreas más te apartas. No se explicar.

¿Ha cambiado la práctica de sus creencias religiosas/espirituales como resultado de su experiencia?    Sí     Como explicar que estoy viviendo en una mala copia de la vida? que siento que la realidad no es esta? que soy un ser inteligente que necesitó de un cuerpo físico para habitar esta esfera y que estoy aquí para VIVIR una serie de experiencias que por ahora están fuera de mi conocimiento explicar el por qué?

En cualquier momento de su vida, ¿Hay algo que alguna vez lo haya hecho reproducir alguna parte de su experiencia?    Sí    Cada vez que leo comentarios o preguntas relacionadas con la muerte y la existencia de vida después de esta. Cuando dejo una opinión extensa sobre cosas o situaciones que no vi pero que las se, no entiendo esto, yo sencillamente creo lo que dicen los demás, cuando hablan de sus maravillosas vivencias yo digo si.

¿Las preguntas realizadas y la información provista por usted describen precisa y exhaustivamente su experiencia?    Sí     

¿Hay alguna otra pregunta que podría ayudarle a comunicar su experiencia?    Van bien.

¿Hay alguna o varias partes de su experiencia que sean especialmente significativas para usted?    El gran respeto que se tiene al libre albedrío. Además del amor, comprensión que tienen, tampoco olvido su sentido del humor.