EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

I fought hard and cried and screamed but chose to go thru abortion. I mean who really wants that? Heartbreaking. I was not forced as I had to stop clinging to the wall and walk into the room on my own. Its hard to go back to this moment but I had chosen to go thru with it and it was not long before I was out for the procedure to begin.

I saw a bright light and felt LOVE all around me and an angel was standing at a slop toward the top as I walked closer but there was no stairs as such it was like nothing was under my feet and I just kept walking towards the angel who's light was very bright and comforting. There were angels all around me like in an oval shape with their wings spread out and glowing light as beautiful as the sun. I do not recall any words just an inviting love and compassion and comfort. Then I woke up and as I woke up I alerted the Dr's that I saw Angeles, Angeles everywhere. I believe as I was coming to I mistaken the Dr's around me as angels and I believe I told them that they were Angeles too. I'm not certain though on that part of what I told them. I assume they have it on record. I recall the feeling or understanding as if everything is going to be alright and I was forgiven.

There is something WONDERFUL upon the heavens. I don't recall seeing my body but perhaps my soul was making a journey or just maybe I was in form but my eyes were fixtiated on the angel.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain  I don't know of something happened to me during procedure but SOMETHING happened!

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     All I could say is that there were angels everywhere. It was hard to talk about even though people are interested. Its very personal yet its an experience with sharing.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?         When anesthesia wore off

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   off woke up with a new understanding that to me was real and it offered proof. It was the feeling of being one with the angels.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   How can that be measured? I felt normal in terms of vision prior but came out of procedure knowing I wasn't alone.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I could hear sounds like humming and hearing was acute. Something changed me and I was very sure of what I felt and heard.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Love, forgiveness, comfort, with LOVE being the strongest emotion. Even a love that surpasses a mothers love to her living children. I love my children to the end of the world but this love i felt is immeasurable in comparison.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Uncertain   I can't say for sure, because all of a sudden I was walking towed a light that revealed an angel.

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   Bright and calming light... It was not the sun and it was not a light that is bright as lights in a stadium. It was very special and I was not afraid.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Angels everywhere and a slight humming

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
A brilliant darkness with an unexplained mysterious calming light that made you want to walk to it.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Its like going somewhere in a race car but not going anywhere at all. Everything became irrelevant.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
I stopped near the angel his light was so bright. I don't remember any words or if any were spoken.

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   There was an awareness like nothing I have felt before. There is something there waiting for us with an intense LOVE!

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes   It was the feeling that I was returning somewhere I have been before but never until this moment could confirm.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   Its the feeling of walking closer and as I got closer to the angel I felt as if "one" and there was no judgment but only forgiveness.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Uncertain   All of a sudden I woke up.

Its like as if I was forced to be on earth as I had 2 wonderful children I had to finishing raising.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   Love was everywhere. Limitless pure love!

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Uncertain   Its like being one with angels and being all knowing but not recalling the info rather than just more of the feeling of being all knowing.

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I knew of angels but no way of knowing what it felt like or could see. It was different.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the ex   The life events was what brought me to this experience. I just felt at ease after the experience.

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   Just that we don't have to be in church to be believers as we all have our own path. As I have gotten older I have been fearful of changes but I allow the spirits in my dreams to guide me.

My experience directly resulted in:   Moderate changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   That its real! Beautiful and real. Don't be afraid.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     That we as earthlings are forgiven, valued, never forgotten and loved.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  Right away. With few people, ones that knew me well to know I was not making this up.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   13 years later I still recall what happened and its a feeling like no other.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   Its like I had it had recently now

It happened and that it serves as a reminder I am not alone.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I feel I don't feel quite as one with others. That's how I feel more currently as I age. I have always felt different but somehow touched after this experience and set apart.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I believe fully in an afterlife and I believe we go on to live several stages of life. I have always had vivid feelings of déjà vu. Its like knowing but not knowing sorta.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   That I don't mention angels humming in my initial first telling experience. Its just all comes back to me. Its a beautiful feeling. Wondrous feeling.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes   I told my story as I experienced it, even with my trauma of the procedure that I never thought I would go thru and that I never would have gone thru again.