Experience description:

I was asleep and having just an ordinary dream about being married and laying next to a woman in bed, when all of a sudden I found myself existing in a bright, white, misty environment. I only saw what was right in front of my field of vision. And I don’t know if I had a body or not, although I felt I did. I want to state beforehand that not all of my experience felt hyper real like most people who have NDEs describe, but it did feel much more real than most of my dreams usually do. If 10 is waking consciousness, then the visual part of my experience was a 7. Most of my dreams on the other hand are about a 4. Anyway though, far off in the distance at about a 45 degree angle from where my feet would be was a small green light that looked to be the size of a basketball. This light was a little fuzzy around its edges. The light was stoplight green. The light was not bright, but it was not dim either. I got the impression that I was quite some distance from this light. And that the light was partly behind the mist. As I looked at the light I experienced all these intense feelings of loneliness, while hearing sounds of high pitched changing tones at the same time. Unlike the visual part though, the sounds felt super hyper real. In fact the sounds and emotions felt so intense that I woke up after a few seconds. I also experienced the sounds as if they originated in my head, and not as if they traveled to me through the air. The sounds had a fluid feel to them. They seemed very otherworldly. If I had to compare them to something in our world I would say that they were a cross between synthesizer sounds and a babbling brook. This is not how they sounded, but they took the form of ying, ying, yong. With the last part being really high pitched. The sounds were an 11 on the consciousness scale. The experience only lasted a few seconds, but it was very super intense and felt accelerated.

I know a lot of people would think that this was just a dream since I was just sleeping, but it was so much more different than my normal dreams, and seemed so much more vivid too. As a result I believe that somehow my sleeping mind made some sort of connection with the afterlife. I don’t do any type of illegal drugs that might cause a vision like this. I do have sleep apnea, but it’s been a long while since this experience happened, so I don’t remember if I had on my breathing cpap nasal mask or not. But I probably did. So I can’t rule out sleep apnea being the cause, thereby making it a true NDE, but it’s unlikely. The memory has faded some, but it still stands out in my mind. I know that the experience was more than a dream though.

I also have a friend who is super psychic and spiritual, and he believes from prayer that my experience was a genuine spiritual experience with the afterlife realm. I can ask my friend to ask God questions for me, and when he does he will first get an intense feeling of peace and warmth in his heart, which will then travel up to his head as a wave. Once the feeling gets to his head he will experience a feeling of knowing. This friend has been able to avoid car accidents by psychically knowing what was about to happen. He’s also known about some of his family members dying or getting hurt without being able to be aware of the event. He his empatheticly a genius. I suffer from mental illness and interpersonal problems. And as a result I get this friend to pray for me a lot. When I text him and ask him to pray for me I will always know when he has prayed because the prayer is so strong. And when I ask him when he has prayed I am always right on the time. I don’t usually know when he has seen the text, because he is a very busy man, and cannot always respond to my texts when I send them. I can feel suicidal, and within a second of him praying I will feel peaceful. Even if I haven’t sent him a text he prays for me sometimes. And when he does I can feel it. I guess I bring this all up about him to show that he really is psychic, and has spiritual abilities, which I feel lends weight that my experience was a real spiritual experience since he got the message in prayer that it was.

After the experience I didn’t go through any of the personality changes that people usually go through after an NDE or NDE like experience. Although I do feel that ever since the experience happened that I have grown spiritually and become a much better person overall. But mainly because of a lot of effort, maturity, and prayer on my part. I think that if the experience would have continued that the loneliness might have turned into feelings of love and peace.

Thank you for reading about my experience.