Experience description:

I had nightmares about President Kennedy being killed in Dallas for about a month before he was actually assassinated while I was working in the Pentagon. Thirty years later, I discovered an experiment which explained to me what may have caused my premonition.

My real life experience showing me my brain needed weeks to construct the present moment. Inside the brain the so-called future may actually be the past. The brain needs a long time to construct the present moment. The event below happened to me in the mid 1990s which was about 50 years after I had a near death experience at age seven.

The event appeared in my drawing about 30 days before the actual event, as if my drawing was a black and white [mirror image] photograph of the actual event which happened a month after I drew it ?? I was working through PMH Atwater's book FUTURE MEMORY. You can find the book with a web search. James Van Avery has an experiment which PMH Atwater thoroughly outlines in the book.

I disagree that the exercise sees the future. It is the brain's future, however, it is the past in real-time.

I believe that these results indicate something that is just now being studied. That the macro world may be subject to quantum characteristics like waveform collapse, and a return to a particle state. I have reviewed thousands of near death events in the past 25 years. My opinion is that these experiences happen at the speed of light or faster, the waveform, or what I call real-time. And that our human experience is the particle state. The difference is scientific.

I worked through the experiment VERY SLOWLY over several days. I let everything marinate in my mind. The outcome of the lesson was a picture which I drew in pencil on a piece of typewriter paper. I set it aside for several weeks. There was an internet workshop at Verizon Corporate offices in Pittsburgh PA which I attended about a month later. When I arrived at the Verizon office building there were about 20 people already seated in the presentation room. As soon as I sat down, I got chills and goosebumps!

This room was in the pencil drawing which I had drawn last month. I dismissed the idea of seeing the future because something directly in front of me in my drawing was MISSING. Then a few seconds before the demonstration began two young women arrived LATE to the lecture. They quickly grabbed two chairs for themselves, AND PLACED THE CHAIRS EXACTLY WHERE THE CHAIRS AND THE WOMEN WERE DRAWN DURING MY EXPERIMENT.

Years later I realized I was actually seeing the past. My brain was very slow at constructing the moment of the lecture. It cannot catch up to the speed of infinite awareness EVER. It just sees a movie filmed a LONG TIME AGO. I did actually experience the lecture exactly as it happened except my brain needed all of the so-called future to get the movie of the lecture ready to be seen.

I USUALLY DISAGREE WITH almost any interpretation of events like this experience. My motto is LET'S AGREE TO DISAGREE. One IMPORTANT DETAIL, my drawing was a MIRROR IMAGE of the actual scene. I had to flip the paper over and view it from the back to align the actual scene as it appeared to me during the lecture.

During my experiment and the actual event, the earth traveled 50 million miles in 30 earth days, however light took only 4 or 5 seconds to travel 50 million miles, what did my brain do in those 50 million miles ??

My brain was experiencing 30 days of earth time while the actual event happened in only a few seconds from the time I drew the mirror image of the event and the actual experience of the event...

Light takes every path every time an event happens, any event creates an infinite set of paths, only one of which the human point of view eventually experiences as a common correlation about thirty earth days after the event.

My opinion is that the ENTIRE BIG BANG COSMOS is a MEMORY CLOUD, as is any multiverse or any aspect of the time-space continuum, basically a frozen path of light.

An event appeared in my drawing about 30 days before the actual event, as if my drawing was a black and white mirror image photograph of the actual event which happened a month after I drew it.

During my experiment and the actual event, the earth traveled 50 million miles in 30 earth days, however light took only 4 or 5 seconds to travel 50 million miles.

Why the Earth's path and the path of light are 30 days apart: https://youtu.be/qJZ1Ez28C-A

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Normal awareness except lucid and sleeping dreams about the premonition happened with no apparent cause.

Was the experience dream like in any way? Yes

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Anxiety, dread, helplessness

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No

LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No

Did you see a light? No

Did you meet or see any other beings? No

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes My premonition was that President Kennedy would be killed in Dallas, Texas, but without any particular details.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes I felt certain that JFK would be killed about a month before it happened.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes Lucid and sleeping dreams that JFK would be killed.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? Yes Accurate in outcome without knowing how it would happen in any detail.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes Eventually, I stopped practicing any religious activities and began to search for a scientific explanation.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Yes, I stopped believing in religious dogma and tried to find other ways to understand the event.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I now own an online community about spirituality at https://www.skool.com/body-soul-and-spirit-9368/about and a blog at https://tauneutrinosloveme.blogspot.com/2026/02/light-follows-all-paths-at-same-time_9.html

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Most people who already have freedom of thought accept my experience, however, fundamental religious beliefs may cause fear or disbelief.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? Exhausted mentally and emotionally, feeling that nothing could be done to prevent the event.

What was the best and worst part of your experience? The day before JFK was killed, I got an unexpected and mistaken phone call at the office where I worked in the Pentagon. The call was from McGeorge Bundy. When he realized he called the wrong office, he asked me how I was doing. I asked him if it was too late to cancel JFK's trip to Dallas. He said it was, without asking why I asked.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes In the mid 1990s, PMH Atwater's book, Future Memory, allowed me to discover my precognition through James Van Avery's experimental method she escribes in her book.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes I feel that the questions allowed me to explain what happened as accurately as possible.