Annie's Experience
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Experience description:

For almost a year now I have experimenting with various OBE techniques. I used to have them a lot when I was little and was not totally sure what was going on at that time. Throughout the past year I have had many self-induced OBEs. Lately I have been able to hear voices in the vibrational state. Sometimes I sense these are the voices of beings on the other side, enlightened beings, spirit guides, etc. When I hear the voices I am usually in a vibrational state, awaiting to leave my body. When I hear the voices, i usually do not leave my body but just lay there and listen. When hearing the voice this morning, I didn't see anything. I just felt my vibrations getting somewhat "different" and suddenly I was hearing a man's voice. It was muffled at first, and then I seemed to tune in my inner radio and he became much more clear. The following is not an exact quote. Much was said during the experience and some parts were muffled. However, I will do my best to give exactly what I was feeling, hearing, etc-with no bias to my own opinions or views on issues. Here is the conversation I had with the man: 

"Hello. My name is The Buddha. I am here for your assistance and am amble to help with whatever questions or concerns you may have." 

"Thank you so much for communicating with me today. It is a pleasure to meet you." 

This was not the voice of the spirit guide I had been contacting recently. He was different and had a different vibrational presence. It was interesting how he referred to Himself as The Buddha. I think he did this to show that he was an enlightened being. His voice sounded like a white man.  I thought what I may what to ask or learn about. I paused and was unable to say something right away. 

"Go ahead, sat it, don't be afraid", He chuckled.

"I'm gay."

It was the first thing that came to mind. Being a somewhat closeted lesbian, I often wonder what the other side has to say about homosexuality. 

The voice laughed excitedly." Of Course you're gay!" He laughed. "If God had created all people to be alike then you wouldn't be gay. Everyone would be completely straight." 

After this he began talking in like lecture style about Christianity and the concept of sin-and how even atheists can sometimes see homosexuality as being morally wrong. He talked for a long time and I lot I have trouble remembering. At the time, however, I felt very enlightened. I also felt much more accepting of myself and who I was.  

"Any more questions?" He asked. I was going to ask another when it seemed as though another voice was asking a question instead. A woman seemed to be asking something and he began answering with a booming confident voice. It appeared to me that I was not the only one asking questions at this unique education seminar. There were others listening and taking part in the discussion.

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I felt very awake-but still in an OBE trance like vibrational state.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Enlightened, accepting, loving, thankful

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           The booming voice of the man-random seeming audience clapping

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No response     

Did you see a light?           No      

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I had never heard this particular voice before.

 Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes     I attempted to go out of body, but did not.

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes     My hearing seemed to be more advanced and my 6th sense was tuned in.

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes            From what the enlightened being shared, people are unique. There is nothing more wrong with gay/lesbian/transgender/bisexual/intersex/questioning people than there is with heterosexual people. He described how belief systems effect how people come about to think of these issues to be a sin, unnaturally, or morally wrong-when it in fact is just a result of God creating everyone different-and how we ourselves have chosen unique experiences to grow on Earth.

  Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      Yes     Clairaudient, Clairvoyant during OBE-trance like states

 Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes     I always believed that most major religions have incredibly misinterpreted The Bible on issues of homosexuality-and that God created people just the way they are. However I now feel more accepting of myself and sure that "gay is really okay."

 What emotions did you experience following your experience?          Acceptance, Happiness

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?      I couldn't make out everything the being had said.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes