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Yvonne's Experience

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My NDE occurred in June 2008. My body was shutting down due to extreme emotional distress and my desire to just stop living. I was also monitored for heart arrhythmia and was taking medications that triggered the heart stop.  I was suddenly transported in a place I call heaven. Jesus was coming towards me in an energy/light/translucent form. As he touched me, I felt completely embraced by His Love, both Father's and Mother's love, the love you feel for the ideal parent when you are a child: safety, acceptance, loved, cherished. He wrapped me in His love completely and He kissed me in the purest way, on my face, eyes, cheeks and lips like a Mother kisses her baby with tenderness. Though he was in His energy form I felt all these expression of affection for me. On earth, I was in a difficult relationship and was confused on whether to stay with the man I was dating as we were often arguing or to leave him. As if I knew I was coming back on earth, I asked Jesus what I had to do. He telepathically made me understand that He loved Steve (changed name) equally as much as He did love me, but that I had to say no to this relationship because Steve had decided to focus on the love of will in a relationship and not so much on the love of emotions like I had and that we will never be a good match. He said that without judgment or guilt feeling, just a statement. Right after that he suddenly took a human form and he looked like the Jesus who is traditionally portrayed. He walked on my left and we were in a very brilliant environment with an extremely beautiful glowing with an effervescent joy. It was like a magnificent road on a very sunny day in the best summer vacation day...I could see some beautiful building in the distance... The entire atmosphere was permeating Love, light, joy, happiness, peace, safety, and everything was infinitely possible. Suddenly, I felt to my right some presence coming and turn around to see and there I saw about a dozen of young angels with long colorful robes making there way to some places.

One of them looked at me and then turned his head towards Jesus. When he saw Jesus his face literally shone with incredible light because of the joy he felt. They all rushed in His arms and after that scene, Jesus told them telepathically that this time was to be shared with me and offered they go back to their teachers angels. I look where they went and I saw about 6 or 7 magnificent female angels with long white robes smiling at us/me with love, kindness, tenderness, joy, respect, consideration, purity, light and acceptance. None of the negative feelings find on earth. The children angels went back to their teachers. I then told Jesus I was too tired to go back on earth, life was terribly difficult and that many people were mean, selfish, disloyal, unfaithful, uninterested in unconditional love. I told Him I would not make it. He looked at me and suddenly stood in space in front of me. He expanded in size to be 9 or 10 foot tall - He then said" Yvonne, I will fill you with my strength and energy. I felt an incredible energy fill my entire being every core of my being was filled with this regenerating energy - He then said to me (everything is telepathically in heaven) "I have so much love for humanity, I have so much love for my babies (meaning us) and I said I understood. He went on : "I want to show you how much" He took my 'heart' or my being, my identity, the energy that is me and he merged it, blend it, with His heart and for a moment we were One. I could feel all His feelings of love, It was mind blowing - Waves of love, of energy, millions of love related emotions, light, power love. So strong that I became Him. I was Jesus, the same way I was Yvonne, feeling every atom of this powerful heavenly explosion of love for lack of better words. It stopped suddenly and without words, only a knowing, I understood that my time with Jesus in Heaven was coming to an end and It was time for me to come back on earth.......Heaven's love has kept me going with a complete renewed joy....

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain  

Was the experience difficult to express in words?....Yes....

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?....More consciousness and alertness than normal    All the time of my experience I was in a highest level of consciousness and alertness - I was in a state of utter effervescence and peace at the same time.....

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    same

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    same

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?    Yes   When Jesus filled me with His/Her power and energy of Life, I felt that my body back on earth was regenerated to the tiniest atom.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?....Utmost Peace, effervescence, Love, feeling of being back Home at last, coming back from a long and difficult journey  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?....No....

Did you see an unearthly light?....Yes....

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin    I encountered Jesus and angels.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....No   

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?....No....

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?....A clearly mystical or unearthly realm....

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?....Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning....

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?....No....

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?....Uncertain....

Did you come to a border or point of no return?....No....

Did scenes from the future come to you?....No....

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Uncertain....

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Slight changes in my life........

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?    Yes     I am much less judgmental and much more understanding of others.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?....Yes     More vivid dreams and premonitory ones,

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes   I shared it a few days later to my sister and best friend

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....Yes     I had read Life after Life from Moody years ago

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:....Experience was definitely real   

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience was definitely real....

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....I was way more socialite - now I seek friends with deep conversation and lifestyle.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....No   

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....No   

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?    Yes