Yvon R's Experience
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I'm asleep, then I feel something happening to me... I remember asking myself the question: What's happening? What's happening? I had the feeling that what was happening to me was new, unprecedented, exceptional... as if, for about � of a second, I had become a big question mark. No more control of myself. I am moving at a crazy speed, not touching the ground, with no impulse or pressure that I could feel, no weight, then I stop... I am nowhere... before me is a white, translucent being, who takes me by the hands... it bothers me a bit, but I feel such welcome... it's indescribable. Then slightly to the right a  diffuse white light appears... I somehow arrange it ( I don't know how) so that the person and the light coincide... this is happiness... I look at the light... I am...(this is where words fail to describe it)... I can ask for nothing more than this... but I'm still "conscious" that I am probably going through a dying process. So then I shout No... no... no... and I wake up in my bed... I'm flabbergasted... I notice my blood is not circulating normally... I've had a problem... of what sort, I don't know. I have already read about this kind of experience but I did not believe that I would go through it.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain Je peux tr�s bien la d�crire en mots, mais les mots peuvent �tre insuffisants.

Uncertain. I can easily describe it in words, but words can be insufficient.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Uncertain J'ai compris rapidement que j'�tais dans un processus de mort et malgr� que l'exp�rience �tait l'exp�rience la plus fantastique que je n'ai jamais v�cu... j'ai cri� NON NON NON

Uncertain. I quickly understood that I was in a dying process and although the experience was the most amazing one I have ever had... I shouted NO NO NO.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Je dirais � la fin... puisque mes connaissances personnelles m'ont rappel� que ce que je "vivais" �tait un processus menant � la mort. J'ai protest�... C'est difficile � r�pondre. Un instant avant j'�tais en train de me complaire dans un bonheur parfait... mais �tais-je plus lucide?

I would say at the end... as my personal awareness reminded me that what I was "living" through was a process leading to death. I protested... It's hard to answer this. One moment before I was enjoying a perfect happiness... but was I more lucid?

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: Je dirais � la fin... puisque mes connaissances personnelles m'ont rappel� que ce que je "vivais" �tait un processus menant � la mort. J'ai protest�... C'est difficile � r�pondre. Un instant avant j'�tais en train de me complaire dans un bonheur parfait... mais �tais-je plus lucide?

I would say at the end... as my personal awareness reminded me that what I was "living" through was a process leading to death. I protested... It's hard to answer this. One moment before I was enjoying a perfect happiness... but was I more lucid?

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? No

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
No Je crois n'avoir entendu quoi que ce soit.

No. I don't believe I heard anything at all.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Une immense tendresse, une tendresse totale, une acceptation sans condition, une chaleur humaine... de fin de chemin... de fin de conflit... les mots me manquent... j'ai appris durant cette exp�rience... un sentiment nouveau... esp�r� mais inconnu... maintenant je sais que cet �tat existe.

An enormous tenderness, total tenderness, unconditional acceptance, human warmth... of the end of the road... end of conflict... words fail me... I learned during the experience... a new feeling... hoped-for but unknown... now I know that this condition exists.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain il y eut un d�placement tr�s rapide... sans toucher au sol... mais je n'appellerais pas cela un tunnel.

Uncertain. There was a very rapid displacement... without touching the ground... but I would not call it a tunnel.

Did you see a light? Yes oui, blanche diffuse, chaude... irr�sistible... je sais �a fait cu cu mais il faut le vivre... pour comprendre.

Comment vous dire avec le plus grand s�rieux du monde que j'ai �t� combl� par la vue d'une lumi�re blanche diffuse... mieux vaut me taire...

Yes. white, warm, diffuse... irresistible... I know it sounds crazy but you have to live through it to understand.

How can I tell you with a straight face that I was overwhelmed by the sight of a diffuse white light... it's easier to keep quiet about it...

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes blanc, translucide et �a �t� la rencontre la plus agr�able de ma vie... encore l� mieux vaut ne pas en ajouter... qui me croira... comment expliquer l'inexplicable. Je ne connais pas cet �tre, je ne me souviens pas de ces tr�s du visage... et pourtant... j'en suis encore et pour toujours... tr�s �mu.

Yes. White, translucent and  this was the most happy encounter of my life... again it is better to say no more... who will believe me... how to explain the inexplicable. I do not know this being, I can recall no details of a face... and yet... I am still, and will always be, very moved.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No non, l� contrairement � ce que les gens racontent souvent, je n'ai pas vu se d�rouler ma vie...

No. Unlike what is frequently narrated, I did not see my life unfolding...

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No non... si non que la "vraie" communication existe

No... except that "true" communication does exist.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? No

Have you shared this experience with others? No J'aurais aim�... mais... qui... ?

No. I would have liked to... but... who?

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes lecture... il y a plusieurs ann�es.

Yes. Read about it, several years ago.

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real Une chose est s�re : je n'ai pas r�v�.

Une autre chose est s�re : je n'�tais pas �veill�.

c'�tait autre chose... un autre �tat...

Experience was definitely real. One thing is sure: I did not dream it.

Another thing is sure: I was not awake. It was something different... a different state...

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? Voir autres r�ponses.

Se previous responses.

How do you currently view the reality of your experience? Experience was definitely real voir 40

Experience was definitely real. See 40.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes