Wim I's Experience
FIRST EVENT IN
HOSPITAL WAS AN OBE. FLOATING SENSATION, CONFUSED, LOOKING AROUND. VERY HEADY,
LOOKING BACK ON HOSPITAL BED AT MY BODY.
SECOND EXPERIENCE WAS MUCH MORE DETAILED. I HAD A FEVER AND I WAS LYING ON MY BED IN MY BEDROOM AT HOME. ALL OF A SUDDEN I FELT A PULLING SENSATION AND FELT AS IF I WAS BEING SUCKED THROUGH A VORTEX, LIKE AN ICE CREAM CONE WHERE I ENTERED THE LARGE END AND CAME OUT THE SMALL END. I FOUND MYSELF FLOATING ABOVE THE BEDROOM ENTRY DOOR NEAR THE CEILING AND I WAS LOOKING BACK AT MY BODY. I THOUGHT THIS WAS VERY STRANGE. FELT NO FEAR, NO PAIN. IT WAS CLEAR AND I WAS A UNSURE WHAT TO DO AT THAT POINT. I LOOKED AROUND AND JUST OBSERVED. SUBSEQUENTLY I WAS SUCKED BACK THROUGH THE VORTEX AND INTO MY BODY.
THIRD EXPERIENCE WAS IN THE EVENING. I AWOKE AND TURNED AROUND AND SAW TWO BEINGS STANDING AT THE SIDE OF MY BED. THEY GAVE ME A MESSAGE. I CAN'T REMEMBER MORE ABOUT THEIR FACES OR DRESS BUT THEY SEEMED TO BE VERY SOLID. I REMEMBER FEELING THAT THEY WERE NOT GOING TO HARM ME IN ANY WAY AND ALTHOUGH I WAS STARTLED I DIDN'T FEEL SCARED. THEY SIMPLY DEMATERIALIZED IN FRONT OF ME AND THAT SCARED ME A BIT. I COULDN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT. I WAS ABOUT 12 OR 13 BY THAT TIME.
SUBSEQUENTLY, OVER THE YEARS, I HAVE HAD NUMEROUS PSYCHIC EXPERIENCES. I CONSTANTLY HEAR A VIBRATION WHICH CHANGES IN TONE, PITCH AND INTENSITY IN EITHER OR BOTH EARS. DEPENDING ON THE CHANGES AND IN WHICH EAR I HEAR THE VIBRATIONS, I KNOW AN EVENT WILL OCCUR THAT IS EITHER POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE AND APPROXIMATELY THE GRAVITY OF THE EVENT. I'VE PROVEN THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN WITH MY WIFE.
I ONCE WENT TO A PSYCHIC AND EXPLAINED ABOUT THE VIBRATIONS. AT THE TIME I WAS TELLING HER ABOUT THEM I HEARD THE VIBRATION INCREASE SUBSTANTIALLY IN ONE EAR. I DIDN'T MENTION THIS TO HER. AT THIS POINT SHE TOLD ME I SHOULD BE HEARING SOMETHING IN MY RIGHT EAR AT THAT MOMENT BECAUSE SHE COULD SEE A SPIRIT WHISPERING TO ME. CHILLS.
WHEN MY WIFE
WAS PREGNANT WITH OUR FIRST CHILD I WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
STARTLED. SHE ASKED ME WHAT WAS WRONG. I TOLD HER THAT I HAD JUST SPOKEN WITH
OUR CHILD, THAT IT WAS A GIRL, WITH BLUE EYES AND BLOND HAIR, AND SHE WOULD BE
BORN ON THE 21ST OF SEPT. (MY BIRTHDAY IS SEPT. 22). MY WIFE SAID I WAS NUTS
BECAUSE THE DUE DATE WAS LATER. IT CAME TO PASS. HOWEVER, I DIDN'T' HAVE THE
SAME EXPERIENCE WHEN MY SON WAS BORN. SUCH PREMONITIONS, DREAMS AND ON-GOING
VIBRATIONAL INFORMATION ARE COMMON IN MY LIFE.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? Yes
FIRST EXPERIENCE WAS IN HOSPITAL AFTER SURGERY. THEY USED ETHER FOR THE ANESTHETIC. SECOND EXPERIENCE WAS DURING A HIGH FEVER. ALL SUBSEQUENT EXPERIENCES HAD AND STILL HAVE NO MEDICATIONS OR SUBSTANCES ASSOCIATED WITH THEM.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
FIRST EXPERIENCE IN HOSPITAL DID HAVE SOME POTENTIAL AS LIFE THREATENING. DOCTORS COULD NOT STOP THE BLEEDING AND IT TOOK A WEEK, AS I REMEMBER, FOR THEM TO GET IT UNDER CONTROL. SECOND EVENT JUST HAD A HIGH FEVER (102). SUBSEQUENT EVENTS WERE ALL UNDER NORMAL HEALTH CONDITIONS.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I WAS DROWSY DURING THE HOSPITAL EVENT. I WAS FEVERISH BUT VERY AWARE DURING THE SECOND. THE OTHER COME WHEN I AM TIRED, FOCUSED OR IN A DEEP SLEEP.
Was the experience dream like in any way? ONLY THE ONES I HAVE AT NIGHT WHEN I AM IN A DEEP SLEEP.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
I CANNOT DESCRIBE MY APPEARANCE. I CAN ONLY SAY I FELT LIKE A VERY LIGHT FLOATING MASS OF NOTHING.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? ONLY THE VIBRATION I MENTIONED. I'VE HAD MY EARS CHECKED AND I'VE BEEN TOLD IT COULD BE RELATED TO HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. BUT I DON'T HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. IN FACT I HAVE NORMALLY VERY LOW BLOOD PRESSURE. SO DID MY DAD. AND THAT DOESN'T EXPLAIN THE APPARENT CONTROLLED VIBRATIONAL PATTERNS.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes
Describe: AGAIN, IT FELT LIKE I WAS GOING THROUGH AN ICE CREAM CONE, LARGE END FIRST AND SPIT OUT THROUGH A ANOTHER CONE.
Did you see a light? Uncertain
I DON'T RECALL SEEING LIGHT. I WAS JUST AMAZED AT HOW I WAS FLOATING NEAR THE CEILING ABOVE THE BEDROOM DOOR AND SEEING EVERYTHING SO CLEARLY. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO REALLY CONTROL WHAT I WAS DOING WHICH IS MAYBE WHY I GOT SUCH BACK INTO MY BODY.
Did you meet or see any other beings? No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
HARD TO DESCRIBE. BUT YES, I FELT A SENSE OF ALTERED TIME THAT HAS SINCE REMAINED WITH ME. IT IS A SENSE THAT WHAT IS HERE IS NOT REAL, AND THAT MY DEATH WITH SIMPLY BE A RELEASE AND ALLOW ME TO MOVE ON. I HAVE AN ALTERED SENSE OF TIME NOW.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
I HAD A SENSE OF REALIZING THAT OUR EXISTENCE HERE IS ONLY PART OF LONGER JOURNEY. THAT I HAD BEEN HERE BEFORE. THAT THIS LIFE WAS ONLY ONE COURSE IN MANY TO BE TAKEN.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
AS DESCRIBED ABOVE FUTURE EVENTS ARE SOMETIMES IMPARTED TO ME IN VARIOUS WAYS. NO CONTROL, NO RHYME, NO REASON.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes, DESCRIBED ABOVE.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
FOUND MYSELF BEING MORE CRITICAL OF MY ACTIONS AND THE ACTIONS OF OTHERS IN THE CONTEXT OF LIFE AS A LESSON.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? IT HAS BEEN DIFFICULT RECONCILING THE PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL NEEDS OF THE BODY WITH THE INTELLECTUAL AND SPIRITUAL INFORMATION THAT IS CONSTANTLY PRESENTED. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 29 YEARS, NOT ALL HAPPY, HAVE TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN (ONE A SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL, ONE A SENIOR IN COLLEGE LOOKING AT LAW SCHOOL). MY DAD BECAME ILL AND PASSED ON THREE YEARS AGO. IT WAS A TRYING EXPERIENCE BUT HIS DEATH WAS SOMETHING I HAD PREPARED FOR SHORTLY AFTER THE FIRST FEW EXPERIENCES. PART OF THE MESSAGE I RECEIVED EARLY ON WAS RELATED TO CAREER AND I HAD A HARD TIME FIGURING IT OUT. MY MOM IS 81,LOOKS LIKE SHE IS IN HER EARLY 70'S, HEALTHY, AND WORKS FOR ME FULL TIME! SHE HAS HAD MANY PSYCHIC EXPERIENCES IN HER LIFE AS WELL.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
I PERCEIVE PEOPLE AND EVENTS IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
MOSTLY POSITIVE. ONE PERSON QUESTIONED IT AND ASKED ME TO TRY A LITTLE TEST. HE TOLD ME HIS MOTHER LIVED IN A BUILDING THAT WAS A BIT STRANGE. I CLOSED MY EYES, CONCENTRATED AND SAW AN IMAGE OF BUILDING. IT HAD BALCONIES ALL AROUND THE BUILDING AND PEOPLE ENTERED INTO THEIR APARTMENTS FROM THESE OUTSIDE BALCONIES INSIDE OF INNER HALLWAYS. HIS JAW DROPPED AND HE TOLD ME THAT WAS CORRECT. MY DAUGHTER AND I HAVE A SPECIAL BOND. WE THINK VERY, VERY MUCH ALIKE. MY SON AND I HAVE A STRONG BOND BUT NOT AS PSYCHIC A BOND AS WITH MY DAUGHTER.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? I WAS HAPPY AND HOPED IT WOULD DEVELOP.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? BEST WAS THE REVELATION THAT I KNEW THIS LIFE WASN'T REAL. WORST WAS THAT I HAD TO MAKE SOMETHING OF IT TO MOVE ALONG.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I VISITED NUMEROUS PSYCHICS OVER THE YEARS. SOME GOOD, SOME VERY GOOD, MOST NOTHING TO SPEAK OF. SOME OF THESE ENCOUNTERS HAVE BEEN VERY INTERESTING AND HAVE PRODUCED INFORMATION CONSISTENT WITH WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED. I BELIEVE THAT IF I NURTURED THE ABILITY WITH MEDITATION, CONCENTRATION AND PERHAPS SOME BIOFEEDBACK, I COULD STRENGTHEN IT SUBSTANTIALLY.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
CERTAIN EMOTIONAL STATES PRODUCE EVENTS.
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. NOT OFF HAND.