Vincent H's Experience

Experience description:   

English is not my native language, so my wording may be quite plain. 

It should be at around 4-5 in the morning. I was dreaming blue sea and lot of fun stuff (I have a habit of putting pen and paper beside pillow and note down everything in dream)  

The bell rang and I woke up from dream, but frightfully I found myself unable to stop the bell. My hand just pass through it like vapor. I was thinking I am in a double dream, but soon realized it is not.  

From all my dream record, there are only simple color in my dream, but this time, it is very colorful and all objects in the room are very vivid comparing with unclear objects in dreams. 

My feeling was quite ordinary as usual wake up, but I was standing by the bed, and I could see myself in bed still sleeping regardless the bell ringing. And I could hear all noises as car and horn. I am quite stunned. 

I was at that time quite happy to have such experience, and eager to find proof. My manager's room was near, and I went into its house. I actually not walking in, I could not remember how I went in, but I found a book in a carton which is about adolescence sex teaching. I was quite amazed about that, and decided it could be my proof. I went out of the house, and realized that I did not open the door, the door melted away and formed a hole to my house instead. There is nothing in the passage from manager's room to mine. 

By the time I entered my room, I found myself sucked up to the ground. I turn my head, and found orange light right behind me. It located in one corner of the house. the light did not spread like sunlight and make everything shine, it just there, and it stretched out and drew back like breathing. It's warm, and gave me a feeling of living being. 

I feel panic at first, then suddenly I feel everything is no longer important, and I should let go everything and everyone and embrace the light. 

The light dragged me out of the house, and flew up high into void. I could hear wind blowing, but see nothing only the light. I am eager to tough and enter the light (or to say dissolve myself into it). But the light is set back, and every time I tried to get closer, it evaded. a long time pass, and I felt angry. I was thinking "you don't want me in, then I'll go back". 

all of a sudden, I found myself choke up, and then severe coughing. I woke up. It was about 6 at that time.   I was able to gain strength in about 15min, I got a fever. (or flu? I don't know the difference in English, but my head is dizzy, hot, and coughing and snorty). 

My truly proof of that book is with me, I took it from my manager. Actually stole it from him.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I see myself in the bed

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal
           

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     I can notice every color in my room, and see minor changes that I did not know before. like my cup has tiny rust spot

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?            No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            first I feel surprise, then somewhat fright, and amazed, relax and happy

when I cannot enter the light, I really feel angry