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Vernon's Experience

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I am a Hindu .living in India. after death of my 3 little kitten pets. I was deeply hurt. I felt intense pain in heart. mostly I don't feel sad for any human death.

 few months back. a cat came to my house and became friendly with us. we use to feed them.. that cat was really beautiful. one day that cat gave birth to 4 kitten. I was really happy and I use to watch those kitten playing and all 4 of them are really beautiful and they are like angel. when ever I see them playing - I felt really good and my blood pleasure went down. we had great time playing with that kittens. after 3 month- grew healthy. suddenly one day one of them the kitten died . I felt really sad- extremely painful. I never even cried for any human death. but after a loss of my pet. it was shocking and mentally affected. 2weeks later another 2 kittens died. I cant explain how terrible it was.

  I was helpless and I cant do anything to stop its death. I searched internet for to know what death is all about. then I stumbled upon on near death experience. then I downloaded a ebook called "nothing is better than being dead". I don't want death of my beloved kittens go in vain.

  I started reading those NDE experiences, suddenly a world in front of me disappeared. there was no body around me at all. all I see is a vision, at first there is only void empty blackness around me. here I don't feel any fear. I was totally in other dimension. I still have the awareness of me without any body at all. suddenly I started moving (not moving but void emptiness vanishing slowly) towards a beautiful light. the light is so beautiful you cant see those light on this earth. light I saw was changing very slowly from golden brownish, then orangish then greenish blue yellow. mixture of all colors and hues .nearest possible explanation about light I saw is this. real beauty can only be experienced when you feel it. it was so beautiful to look at. and I also heard a beautiful sound which is more like angels howling chorus or may it is sound of "OM". it was so pleasant to hear it. suddenly I could feel presence of others around me. here others I meant was. there were other like me in this beautiful dimension. it was like heavenly . I could feel other being like me in this dimension surrounded by beautiful light and sound. I feel some being next to me. suddenly a wave of intense happiness or may be bliss or extreme happiness covered my being. I never felt those happiness ever before I my life here on earth. remember there was no body of mine but only the feeling of "I" and vision. I could see without my eyes and I could hear without ears. there were no thoughts in me but only this vision. no thoughts no earth but only heavenly light and sounds and heaven beings like me . I really don't know why those happiness surrounded me. whether it came from other beings around me in this beautiful dimension or it came from god itself.

  then suddenly this beautiful vision vanished. then world in front of me came once again. I mean I regained this world. tears came down my cheeks. I felt very emotional. I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH TIME PASSED. may few seconds or may be few minutes . actually, I felt no time at all in this heavenly beautiful dimension. the dimension I saw in my vision may be belong to some eternity and infinity. time simply stopped. the heavenly vision I saw was like flash. I can explain lot, better way to understand my experience is by experiencing yourself.

   now I feel that those 3 kittens which came to me were god himself to awake me from ignorance. now only one kitten is alive. we living happily ever after. I prayed god that after my marriage the kittens which died must reincarnate as my children. I promised him I will look after my children (kitten) and we will live happily.

   this incidence totally changed me. a life changing experience. wherever I see a animals , like cat ,dog, squirrels, birds  etc I wish them to live longer and attain salvation, mukthi as soon as possible. I summon god , I request god with love to give them salvation as soon as possible. I believe only unconditional love can make bring me towards god.

      after the that heavenly vision I feel everything is ok. just fine. one day I will go to the same place I saw in vision. I will meet those lovable kittens and we will be in bliss eternally- love and love alone. we loved ones will be absorbed in this heavenly dimension and remain in  eternal bliss. now I believe there is no death at all. only our body dies not our awareness (self or being). 

 I searched for internet , I want to know whether same thing happened to any one else. I ended up here. I am extremely happy to see two people in this website wrote very similar(99% similarity) experience like me.

   god is not limited to particular  religion he is for all. god is something more than what our church or Hindu religion thought us.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     the experience is hard to communicate because beauty of heavenly light that I saw is hard to explain. the beauty of heavenly music that is hard to explain. the intense wave of bliss that surrounded me without body is also hard to explain. only way is to understand it is to experience it.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    at the last part

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            at the last part

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     there is no world at all around me . everything explained above very clearly in the experience

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     there is no world at no sound of this world but I heard beautiful heavenly sound mesmerizing .

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            extreme bliss

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No      

Did you see a light?           Yes     golden green brown yellowish orange reddish hues changing randomly this part is difficult to explain. very very extremely beautiful colors. only way enjoy its beauty is to experience for yourself

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I haven't talked to them but I felt their presence .actually there is nothing to talk everyone here is surrounded by extreme bliss. sharing everything in extreme bliss. I sure they are happy and everything is briefly explained in experience .here they are not with this worldly body but indescribable souls. it is difficult to explain

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     I saw beautiful dimension with no time space. but beautiful lights hues sounds and eternal being, something infinite absorption into love

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     there is no space time I don't know how much time passed in while I am in bliss state

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes    

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No       nothing is physical in this world only bliss and consciousness

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     premonitions, sense of in void 2 times

Have you shared this experience with others?         No      

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes            shortly before experiencing

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real   

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    yes

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     I started loving every animals and wish them attain mukthi salvation as soon as possible

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?           
Yes    

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        only way to understand is to  experience for yourself

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         No       it difficult to explain. only way to understand is to  experience for yourself