Thank you for listening to my story. If I have not made it clear any questions would be welcome.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes

      What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?  It was like nothing i have ever felt or experienced before. I say it was frightening because it forced me to realize that we are not our body's we just occupy them. When this happened the awareness of this reality scared me because it was so real and fast. It happened so fast I did not have time to take it all in, so that is what made it kinda scary.

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  Yes

      Describe:  The very next day I was informed that my Mother is possibly dying of a smoke related disorder. She came over the next day, we talked and she went into a deep depression the days to follow because she felt that she had not fulfilled her life purpose and was going to die soon and be punished.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  Very aware. I knew this was not a dream and I believe it was this very huge enormous awareness that was so real, that scared me back into my body.

Was the experience dream like in any way?  NOOOOOOO

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  It was not apinful but it all happened so fast this I have a hard time describing the physical sensation. It was as real and natural as breathing, but re-entering felt more real than the leaving.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  Instant knowledge, profound amazement and fascination and a new love for myself and others that I had never had before.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  No.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  Uncertain

      Describe:  It was as though my whole spirit in the blink of an eye went from my sofa where I was lying down right to my living room window in the next room, and I was surrounded by the being and light of this little spirit boy. So it is hard to confirm the way I was transferred other than immediate, but not through a tunnel in any way.

Did you see a light?  Yes

      Describe:  The light was surrounding the spirit and the whole experience itself. It was the brightest most loving light I had ever seen.

 Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  I did not know who this boy was, but I knew he knew me and everything about me.

 Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  Uncertain

      Describe:  I did not physically see anything no, but I felt that we are not alone and that we are surrounded by people who know all about us good and bad and love us just the same.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  Yes

      Describe:  I was given the message of imminent warning and danger of alarming news to come and the very next day i discovered my Mother was dying and she sunk into a deep depression shortly after us discussing things that she still has not come out of. She has cried for 5 days now and says she is dying. That she feels death coming to get her. 

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

      Describe:  Time was not like it is here. It was as though you could go through ten years time in ten seconds.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes

      Describe:  I felt that we all have a purpose and that none of us is here by mistake.

Did you become aware of future events?  Yes

      Describe:  That I was to be notified of a message surrounding news to come. The very next day I found out about My mother.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Uncertain

      Describe:  It happened so fast i believe I scared myself back into my body.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  It renewed my sense of purpose and belonging to this world.

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  I live each day more to the best of my ability and try to give my all into the experience. I know know that stopping for a stranger in need could change life itself.

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  Speechless. Asking a lot of questions and experiencing chills.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Love, Knowledge, Comfort, that I was never alone from day one.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  The worst was being frightened by it and feeling regretful that I did let my fear prevent the possibility of experiencing more. The best was seeing that I had a little boy like him by my side and that he knew everything.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?  We are not here by mistake. You do not need to be the president of the United States or rich and famous or some major Hollywood star to fit into paradise or deserving of God's love. He loves us all the same in a unique and special way. He created us for that we are him and he could love us no less.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Uncertain

      Explain:  There is no perfect way to describe what has happened you just have to experience it to understand it.