It was 9:30 p.m. Monday evening the 13th of May 2002. I had just nodded my head off to sleep. It was the sort of feeling that you would have if you were sitting down and fell asleep and you nod of so fast that when you raise your head it wakes you up. Only when I dozed off I instantly shifted to my window in the very next room to find a little boy wearing blue denim overalls with a blue t-shirt and luminescent white light surrounding him. He was walking towards the window and his profile was all I could see.
As I realized that I was at my window and could not only see but feel my body in the next room I realized this was not normal. I could not control it and that frightened me because I had no idea what was happening until all of a sudden I was given pure knowledge about the world around us, and telepathy took over my whole sense of being. This little boy did not look at me but his head was held down low as if he was going to deliver some very important and alarming news surrounding my life and those I love.
When I realized this boy could be of the spirit world I was so overwhelmed with complete shock and fascination that I believe it caused me to re-enter my body. Instantly after this revelation I re-entered through my head and I was back in my body.( This was the feeling of my head instantly being raised as described before). I had been changed forever and instantly picked up phone to tell someone, anyone all about it.
Only there was nobody there at the time. I needed to get it all out and I was so overwhelmed with complete Joy and graciousness that I had experienced something so rare and out of this world.
I was to be notified of an event to come and that this being was to explain the
event to me. It was as though this little boy had been at my side forever and
knew all about me. Life's questions and mysteries were encumbered all around me
like a light of Love and I felt a sense of purpose I had never understood about
me before. It was as though as soon as I experienced this, it was all figured
out. All the times I had felt alone I had the profound understanding that even
in my darkest times, this being and others were around me since my birth.
I am forever grateful for this knowledge and as much as it scared me I now understand that we are not our body's we only occupy them to have the human experience, but our spirits are of everything, feel everything and are everything. When I was at the window over this being it was like all my energies and thoughts were there to. It was as though my thoughts and feelings were the very makeup of my soul itself. There is no other way to truly describe it unless you have been the one experiencing it. My life will never be the same again and I have no fear that when we die, our spirit will forever continue to live on.
Thank you for listening to my story. If I have not made it clear any questions would be welcome.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience: No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes
What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate? It was like nothing i have ever felt or experienced before. I say it was frightening because it forced me to realize that we are not our body's we just occupy them. When this happened the awareness of this reality scared me because it was so real and fast. It happened so fast I did not have time to take it all in, so that is what made it kinda scary.
At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
Describe: The very next day I was informed that my Mother is possibly dying of a smoke related disorder. She came over the next day, we talked and she went into a deep depression the days to follow because she felt that she had not fulfilled her life purpose and was going to die soon and be punished.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Very aware. I knew this was not a dream and I believe it was this very huge enormous awareness that was so real, that scared me back into my body.
Was the experience dream like in any way? NOOOOOOO
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
Describe your appearance or form apart from your body: It was not apinful but it all happened so fast this I have a hard time describing the physical sensation. It was as real and natural as breathing, but re-entering felt more real than the leaving.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Instant knowledge, profound amazement and fascination and a new love for myself and others that I had never had before.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain
Describe: It was as though my whole spirit in the blink of an eye went from my sofa where I was lying down right to my living room window in the next room, and I was surrounded by the being and light of this little spirit boy. So it is hard to confirm the way I was transferred other than immediate, but not through a tunnel in any way.
Did you see a light? Yes
Describe: The light was surrounding the spirit and the whole experience itself. It was the brightest most loving light I had ever seen.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
Describe: I did not know who this boy was, but I knew he knew me and everything about me.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Uncertain
Describe: I did not physically see anything no, but I felt that we are not alone and that we are surrounded by people who know all about us good and bad and love us just the same.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes
Describe: I was given the message of imminent warning and danger of alarming news to come and the very next day i discovered my Mother was dying and she sunk into a deep depression shortly after us discussing things that she still has not come out of. She has cried for 5 days now and says she is dying. That she feels death coming to get her.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Describe: Time was not like it is here. It was as though you could go through ten years time in ten seconds.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
Describe: I felt that we all have a purpose and that none of us is here by mistake.
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
Describe: That I was to be notified of a message surrounding news to come. The very next day I found out about My mother.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body? Uncertain
Describe: It happened so fast i believe I scared myself back into my body.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
Describe: It renewed my sense of purpose and belonging to this world.
Has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career choices? I live each day more to the best of my ability and try to give my all into the experience. I know know that stopping for a stranger in need could change life itself.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
Describe: Speechless. Asking a lot of questions and experiencing chills.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Love, Knowledge, Comfort, that I was never alone from day one.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The worst was being frightened by it and feeling regretful that I did let my fear prevent the possibility of experiencing more. The best was seeing that I had a little boy like him by my side and that he knew everything.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? We are not here by mistake. You do not need to be the president of the United States or rich and famous or some major Hollywood star to fit into paradise or deserving of God's love. He loves us all the same in a unique and special way. He created us for that we are him and he could love us no less.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain
Explain: There is no perfect way to describe what has happened you just have to experience it to understand it.