Tony P's Experience
Christmas night at Disney got call from ex wishing Merry Christmas, son after
felt onset of I was barely alive, 3 wks critical care/ICU. flew back to co. pain
was so intense indescribable, 4 mos. later scheduled surgery cancelled after I
spent a week at cabin on top of mountain, no electricity, TV, etc. Suddenly no
pain, could eat again, began gaining weight (was 240, then 150) now completely
healthy and symptom free. During illness lucid dreamt nightly about body parts
that were in peril, healing themselves. everything about me has changed since.
Thought process, tolerance, need to help others, understand and accept all
things as they are, have certain abilities that are unexplainable and prior to
would be unbelievable… my doctor wants me to write a paper to state exactly what
I did to suddenly heal, cannot place into words, unfortunately.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I thought for a moment all hope might be lost, then once I knew I was certain to be normal again.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: When I thought for a moment all hope might be lost, then once I knew I was certain to be normal again.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes I would have to say all the above, and then some.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes Believe through mere voice I have certain ability to have acquired an intuitiveness that I must restrain myself from exposing others to, well difficult to explain.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain
What emotions did you feel during the experience? all except hostility.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain Believe my grandma is a guardian angel
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes Suddenly felt the feelings of others I have known, at least how my actions made them feel.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes prefer to keep private, but that's a definite yes, still true today.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes cannot grasp a description, nor attempt to describe dimensions/levels.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes time was unimportant.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes whomever asked that question knows the answer.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? Yes
I became and am still aware, maybe not on a world wide basis, but then again I don't watch TV or follow the news. Things like knowing whose going to call just before they do and that sort of stuff was funny and strange at first, now ho hum, scary when I know bad things are about to happen though, that too has become a bit ho hum - but if I feel it and don't pay attention to it I end up regretting it, also become disappointed at plans being made and people getting excited about future events and I would love to frolic in their joy, but know it won't happen, I'm an optimist so just knowing a negative outcome is inevitable can become disappointing
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes - but cannot control when they will happen, hard to explain, probably since if you mention any of this to people you know, they never look at you the same - except for very few others - and they seem to stick out like black and white
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes right away at first-their reactions led me to not share with anyone who unless I know they will know the truth.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real cannot explain - my doctor wants me to write a paper to state exactly what I did to suddenly heal, cannot place into words, unfortunately.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? makes me live every moment meaningful in ways that are so much different than before, try to help others to just do the right thing.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real opened a third eye, everything is so much clearer in ways tough to describe, has definitely changed the people I choose to let into or join with, see red flags quite easy.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes just described - including family
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Uncertain stopped drinking, no drugs
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? truly amazing, wish I could be amongst others who have been there and are truly back, Will have no choice but to ever be in a relationship she must be a believer.
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes interesting questions - certainly know I am not alone in the enlightenment I experienced/ing.