the first time was pretty simple I guess. I had gone to bed as usual but I just
woke up in the corner of my room floating. I was scared and, well just felt
really weird. I didn't know what to think or do but I just kept staring at
myself sleeping in bed. I cant remember more than that all I remember about the
rest is waking up in the mourning wondering if what happened that night was
real. It felt real. It looked real. The second time was even weirder. Ill try to
explain it without losing you. I remember going to sleep and waking up. I got
out of bed, walked into my fathers bedroom. Its weird because I lifted my
fathers mattress to get a knife that he had and then went back to my room and
got into bed. I woke up the next mourning and had a knife in my hand but what's
weird is that there's no way I could have lifted my father and the mattress
enough to get anything under them. Also is that he does not have knives under
his bed. I've always wondered where I got the knife from and if any of it that
happened was real. I don't know? From there on I've had lots of weird things
happen to me.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? HIGH
Was the experience dream like in any way? Yes but no
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes It was me but not physically. I mean I had a body, head, arms and everything but
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I sure there were emotions, A LOT of emotions but they were STRONG, really STRONG. I mean so strong to the point where when you get chill all over your body but stronger. you feel empowered with emotions.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? No response Once I got a glimpse but could not see something. I could here it more than I could see it. But it ran away into a wall and I never seen or heard anything like it again.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes
Mostly just making myself float around. Floating was so much fun.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No response
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes Everything was way better than normal I guess.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes I'm not sure but I know there wasn't a lot of noise at all.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No response
Did you become aware of future events? No response
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No response Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I'm not sure exactly but I can say that every time I'm near or in a cemetery my ears ring none stop and I always feel like there someone looking at me. I see and always come into contact with spiders every where I go. it doesn't matter where I am or where I go There will me a spider near me if not on me. I've become sensitive some how to metals. for instants if I put a piece of metal to my body Ill get not light headed but something along the lines of just feeling connected to it some how. its also the same with precious stones. Ill go places and out of know where just burst with some emotions that I know is someone else's.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I don't talk or tell anyone about my experiences any more. I tired of people thinking I'm some kind of nut job.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No response
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Didn't get good reactions at all. I talked about a couple of times way back in the day but never again.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best was feeling powerful, just filled with great emotions. The worst is sometimes being mentally drained of energy.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No response
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes