was the third time in my life that I have had this experience and each time the
experience gets longer and more detailed. I go to sleep. Then, not sure how
long after or when, I awaken floating in my bedroom toward a white light in the
upper left hand corner of the top bookshelf, near the ceiling. I get pulled
through but it almost feels like I've gone through a door. I enter a large room
(very large), all white walls, a light that calming and peaceful all around me,
really high ceilings, crystals, flowers and its beautiful. Then as I float
through the room I enter another room, also large, but with a white window
frames and a view of mountains. Then I float into another room with white
windows and a view of the ocean. It was like my home was getting larger and
larger but I was floating. Then I started to float into rooms of family members
that I knew still alive. I floated over my cousin Katie's room and saw her
sleeping. I couldn't talk though. It was like I was watching her but she
didn't know I was there. Then I floated over my cousin Sue's bedroom and she
was sitting at the edge of the bed worrying. She does this thing with her hands
when she worries and that's what she was doing. I remember thinking that she was
worrying for nothing. But then I floated into a room with a stairwell and my
grandmother (who died 2 years ago) was at the bottom of the stairs walking into
another room and she waved at me. At that moment, I remember thinking "oh
goodness. I'm on the other side. I can't be on the other side yet. I have a
13 year old niece who will be angry with me if I go. So, I started to think
about how I could get back. I started floating backwards. But, it was a
strange backwards. I never actually turned around. I just felt like I was
being pulled. And the next thing I remember is waking up and thinking I should
have stayed there because it was an awesome feeling.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I felt like I was fully conscious and alert
Was the experience dream like in any way? It was and it wasn't. I was floating which felt dreamy but I felt wide awake.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes I didn't feel like I had a body...just a mind.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Calm, peace, brightness, no worries at all, no questions and when I did question why I was there...when I saw my grandmother...it was like I was immediately pulled back into my body.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No noises at all. No sounds at all.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Uncertain I thought it was strange that I could see the mountains and the beaches at the same time through 2 different bedroom windows.
Did you see a light? Yes But it wasn't like one light. It was like a glow all around.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes My grandmother was there and she waved at me but no words were exchanged.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Uncertain
I went into family member bedrooms while I was floating through this house.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain I felt like I had no senses other than sight. It was more a feeling than smell or noise.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes That we are all one. That everything is one. That there are no material things to be worried about in this altered state.