Tijo M's Experience
I was sitting on chair in my home. I was about to go to bath. Suddenly I
feel that I am going to die. At that moment I left my body. I don't even got a
time to think. That experience I can't describe in words.
I existed in some other dimension.
But there was no Tijo. Nothing but not nothingness.
Its very hard to communicate.
But I can even today feel that. For a time of 10 to 15 seconds I think it
continued. I was not aware of the time. But somewhere a thought came I am going
to die I came back to the body. But after that event my life changed a lot. My
view of the world has changed a lot. The meaning of the spiritual texts seems to
have a different meaning rather than what I was taught.
After this event I was not able to sleep for 4 to 5 days.
I was filled with an energy. The important thing that happened was I
became witness for my mind my
emotions and for my dreams my sleep. If I have a dream I won't be a part
of that . I will just be an witness to the dreams and sleep.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes It's beyond words. For example how can a man having eyes makes understand a man without eyes about light
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Same all the time
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal There existed only pure consciousness and awareness only.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. My vision to the life completely changed. I was purely a materialistic religious person before. But after that I understood my whole as conscious awareness
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Normal
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? No emotions
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see an unearthly light? No
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There was no time
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others
After this event my vision of the world completely changed
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
Did scenes from the future come to you? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)? Yes Because if am pure conscious awareness at that time the same will happen to me at the time of death.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes because which I am was one without 2.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? Yes There was nothing only pure conscious awareness of myself. Then why should I superimpose this filthy flesh with a lot of hard ships to maintain this. But it was my mistake to aware of the body instead of being self aware.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? Yes There was nothing only pure conscious awareness of myself. Then why should I superimpose this filthy flesh with a lot of hard ships to maintain this. But it was my mistake to aware of the body instead of being self aware.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? No
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? Yes No use of earthly awareness. because there is no life it's just awareness. If we are aware of self we will be in that. If we like to be aware of the body it will be like that. It's our emotions and passions that determines including breathing.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? No
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience I was a Christian I shouldn't have such beliefs. But what happened to me was never ever taught to me or even heard by me.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. because each and every moment that event follows me from the date of happening.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: It was a total change that my parents my brother my friends everyone recognized and on hearing what I taught they thought I was gone mad. Previously I drink but after this event never. And lot of changes.
My experience directly resulted in: Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes My view over religion god soul ethics even the life has been changed to another way. My parents and brother no that very well because they were with me for that time being and after that also
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I soon shared this with my mother
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real because I experienced the life in real sense
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real It was real because even during my dreams and sleep I became a witness only due this happening
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I won't feel passions and moreover emotions. It happens but it doesn't touch me
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I was born Christian but now I am self aware.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? It should happen to everyone.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes Almost all the questions goes through the point.