Experience description:

I WAS IN THE PRESENCE OF A BALL OF THAT HELD ALL KNOWLEDGE AND WAS MENTALLY ANSWERING ALL MY QUESTIONS. WHEN IT STARTED LEAVING ME I STARTED PHYSICALLY FOLLOWING IT---I DESIRED TO BE PART OF THE LIGHT MORE THAN ANYTHING EVER OR SENSE BUT IT WAS NOT MY TIME, MY PURPOSE WAS NOT DONE. I QUESTIONED ABOUT ALL THE EVIL IN THIS WORLD AND IT ANSWERED IN MY MIND. THE LIGHT WAS LIKE A THE SUN BUT DIMMER.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes,    YES ALL OF IT---I WAS IN THE PRESENCE OF A BALL OF LIGHT-EVERY QUESTION I MENTALLY ASKED--THERE'S A REASON FOR EVERYTHING-THE BALL OF THE LIGHT WAS LIKE THE SUN BUT DIMMER, I THOUGHT THIS IS WHERE THE IDEA OF THE SON (JESUS) CAME FROM. THIS BALL OF LIGHT WAS PART OF GOD, WHOSE BRILLIANCE WOULD BLIND ME AND THAT OUR SOULS ARE LITTLE BALLS OF LIGHT ALL GOING BACK AND FORTH TO GOD, WE ALL ARE PART OF IT

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Yes     I WANTED TO DIE, I LOST MY HUSBAND. I MET HIM WHEN I WAS 3YRS OLD, I LOST MY PARENTS AT 8YRS OLD AND I HAD 4 SMALL CHILDREN WHOM I THOUGHT WE BE BETTER OFF WITH ME

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    THE WHOLE TIME IN THE PRESENCE OF THE BALL OF LIGHT

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            THE ANSWER TO ALL THINGS WAS EXPOSED TO ME

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No       MY VISION BECAME WORSE -- LIKE THE BRILLIANCE HAD BURNED MY EYES SOME

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     TELEPATHICALLY IN THE PRESENCE

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            SERENITY

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No
Did you see a light?           Yes     IT WAS A BALL OF LIGHT

Did you meet or see any other beings?           No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       DEATH IS JUST THE RELEASE FROM THE FLESH TO BECOME PART OF THE LIGHT--I'M NOT SCARED OF DEATH. WE ALL HAVE A PURPOSE THAT ONLY WE CAN DO---WE ARE ALL PART OF GOD. I'M A BETTER PERSON AND I ALSO FEEL LIKE I'M CHEATING BECAUSE NOT EVERYONE HAS EXPERIENCED THIS. THAT MY FAMILY NEEDED ME TO KEEP THEM TOGETHER

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?           No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes            THAT WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN UNIQUE JOB IN THIS WORLD AND THERE IS AN UNIVERSAL ORDER. THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events?       No

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     MORE LOVE

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     NEXT DAY--THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?            ALL OF IT

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real
            IT IS STILL FRESH IN MY MIND THE SAME LESSON

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real
            IT HAPPENED THAT IT IS NOW THE SAME REALITY

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes
            MORE UNDERSTANDING AND I LOVE PEOPLE

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes            I HATED GOD BEFORE IT HAPPENED

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I WISH THAT EVERYONE COULD EXPERIENCE IT

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes