Experience description:

I was meditating and began to float, then I began to hear water dripping like a waterfall. then I heard laughing and my voice saying I bet you cant do this! I was looking at myself and another being who seemed to be my fianc� but we were clear blue light in the form of humans and we were jumping off a ledge of a water fall into a deep pool of water underneath. I had the sense of invincibility! I felt that this is where I have always wanted to be and I felt strong and beautiful and not human at all. Nothing here was judged like on earth, I was totally unaware of cultures, laws, education, style....nothing but plain old fun and love. Then the being left me and I began to fly, it was as if I was able to adapt to anything I wanted to do. When I hit the water, Gills formed along my jaw line and I was able to breathe under water and swim like I belonged there and all at once I was able to soar in the air and the fins that I had under water became wings in the air. I flew over a planet that had no trees or grass but was mostly water and had a bluish tone to the atmosphere. I flew like a bird to a cave that was mine and all of the vines and water knew exactly what I needed there. They produced what my body needed. The fruit was wine colored burgundy like and the juice was thick and delicious as it ran down my hand. I never used my mouth to speak only thru my telepathy. I seemed to jump and become startled as if I knew that I was watching myself but I couldn't see anything and I came back to myself in my meditation. It was only disturbing because I want to stay there and never return to earth. Many more of these experiences have happened to me and I welcome them as often as I can.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No      

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No      

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I was in a deep meditative state almost not breathing.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   In some ways it was but I also felt like it was a real place and I saw my higher self that actually exists NOW in another dimension. I felt as if I was a Voyeur and the being I was watching was ME. It made me sad because I want to be that being now. I was neither male nor female, Just Incredibly beautiful winged being.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Uncertain      I didn't feel like I was still on earth. But I didn't actually see myself leaving, just a doorway opened and I was there.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Excitement and an incredible sense of familiarity. I knew people there and they say things like welcome back. they know me and I always try to find ways to stay longer. I seem to be a travel guide for other beings and I am so excited to be experiencing new things and places. We Dance and other beings perform. Its like an alternate life.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           Sounds of birds or like dolphin chirps, the flowers make music in our caves, soothing music like I cant describe.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?            Yes     Nothing like Religious teaching at all, but the most incredible locations, planets that I travel to that are red or blue, water planets, beings that look nothing like me.

Did you see a light?           Yes     Only the doorway to this world

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     I was playing a game flying in the air with this bird like being that was more solid not clear blue like me only to hear my friend describe herself in a dream as this one of the beings that I saw looked like her even down to the colors on her back. She also was neither male nor female but had a very massive and strong presence. She came to me travel to an underwater world with many beings and lights that were very bright neon like under water.      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes     I asked my friend what she saw as far as her description of herself and It was the same being that visits me in my dream world. Exact description. Wow.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Uncertain            I  noticed no talking but telepathic speaking. Also I could sense danger easily like animals do.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     No time at all. Its as if I'm there for hours and in real time here its only 20 minutes of meditation

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes            I could feel that this was my purpose. to explore and travel and gain knowledge, which is what excites me NOW and always has, as if no matter where I am....this is my job, to travel and explore.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      Yes     I'm much more clairvoyant now. I seem to be able to trust my feelings now.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Uncertain      That I exist somewhere else and somehow I will merge with that being. Or I will be collected to this higher level of consciousness after death. that I am here on earth to learn to trust the spirit inside of me and all of the gifts that go along with trusting the spirit inside me. like the understanding that there is no need for fear, reaction etc. all is well.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       To watch what I am thinking, to be aware of my spirit and what it is trying to teach me. To get the lessons so I can leave here.      

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Very positive especially when she heard that my description matched hers

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Many emotions, frustration of the ignorance. I know that I know nothing and I'm tired of it. I want to know more yet nothing is real and all is a lie except what I have learned from the spirit within. also Love and compassion has grown in me and I guess this is what I'm here to do.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      Best part is the escape, the worst part is having to come back

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        I have had many experiences of this world and I try to go back there as often as possible to swim with the dolphins and wrestle  and play with the lions.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes