The colors of the sky were vibrant, bright and multi-hued reds, purples, blues, yellows greens and they felt warm and each color had a sound not harsh, just calming and I stood at the edge of the shore watching these colors dance and move and was just mesmerized by these images, the sounds of the people drew me back to where these people were laughing and playing, when I travelled up the small hill I came down and walked on to a flagstone pathway where upon stepping on the first stone, I felt the sensation of all inclusive all consuming LOVE all problems all strife all sadness just melted away,  there was LOVE in an OH WOW moment.  What A FEELING oh I liked this, at that moment those people that were playing and laughing sopped what they were doing and were at my side "saying you are not supposed to be here"  "It is not your time"  Well being the argumentative person at times I sad it is my dream and I can be where I want to be and they laughed saying "she thinks she is dreaming." 

Well out of the corner of my eye I could see this bright light coming down this pathway, I knew it was GOD you cannot mistake this being for anyone else and it was an OHHHHH  WOWWWW!!! moment and that is all I could say,  Well he took his hand put it on my shoulder and said in a very clear voice "Susan you may stay for awhile but that is all, this is not your time and I still need you on earth there is many things you must do for me. I said to GOD I want to stay this is where and need to be and want to be, I promise you won't even know I am around there are many things I need from you and there are many things right now I wish to show you and he did as a guide would show a tourist,  and as he showed me all these things his hand was always on my shoulder and he spoke very close to me as though to comfort me.  When the time had come to release me to earth,  I begged once more to stay and all he could say was I will with you soon and you will be here.  I became conscious of myself and my surroundings when I had awakened and was not only angry but I hated the world that day I hated this planet and all the people around and to this day I want to go back to that place and it not about safety or security it is more about serenity and new life bounding.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No  

Was the experience difficult to express in words?....Yes....Because I am here on earth I have to explain to a population who may or may or may not believe I had an experience such as this and I was not sick.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?....More consciousness and alertness than normal    Yes if your mean alertness if things and events happening around me the answer is a definitely YES!....YES everything is brighter and more vibrant, colors are strong smells are stronger bright is brighter but doesn't hurt and colors have a sound sensations are made more real.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    Vision was the same as in the experience but on an everyday basis I wear glasses.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    Extra sensitive able to pick up small sounds there and I worked with children so sometimes my haring had to be sharp.  Just not as sharp as that time in this experience.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?    No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?....calm  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?....No....

Did you see an unearthly light?....Yes....All around me the place there was light, bright but not harsh, never hurt always there

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin    GOD  that is all I knew and was conscious that this being was GOD

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....No   

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?....Yes....Not this life but previous lives.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?....A clearly mystical or unearthly realm....This definitely was not earth,  It did not feel like earth there was not feeling that I was on earth.  Not this realm.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?....Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning....Everything happens at once because while you are there everything is absorbable you can understand and perceive all and become aware.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?....Everything about the universe....Awareness is always there awareness is not possible on this plane, too much gets in the way.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....

Did you come to a border or point of no return?....I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was "sent back" against my will....Yes he told me I had to return to do the work I am needed to do.

Did scenes from the future come to you?....No....

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....No....

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large changes in my life....The Lord guides my decisions more closely then he did before and I often ask him more now then I ever ask, also thank hi more so then ever.....

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?    Yes     Where of certain things in my life I had questions, I have resolved them I also value things differently and really don't judge a lot anymore

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?....Yes     I could smell funeral flowers before anyone died.  Sometimes this person was a relative or a friend of the person I knew or sometimes sheer strangers.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes   Usually they laugh at me or they tell me it was just a dream.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....Yes     not near death but out of body experiences really never gave near death much thought.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:....Experience was definitely real    I knew it happened but I always thought you had to be sick or in some sot of accident, to see what I saw.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience was definitely real....Words or phrases or incidents that are coming to light now happened in that experience some of these incidents are unpleasant but I knew they would happen.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....Yes with people in general I see them as more shallow, more confused and less enlightened including clergy.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....No   

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....No   

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?    Yes    Yes your questions were through

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     Yes I know I lived before and I know GOD exists.  There is no one higher.