Stephen CLS' Experience
It all started out as a slow to moderate to and fro motion through the entire length of a very long "sparked" tunnel. Acceleration tempo increased rapidly every "round trip" until it maxed out into an incredible vibrational speed. Then BINGO!----------I passed through an invisible barrier best described as a shimmer or a wave into infinite night. It was blacker than black and endless. I thought I was dead.
Within moments a single tiny tiny tiny pinpoint of light emerged in the center of the void and proceeded to explode clockwise in three complete sections-----------bottom left third first, top third second, and lastly bottom right third. The explosion was accomplished in a nanosecond and before I knew it I was standing before a wall of unimaginable pure white light. At the center of my vision I soon observed writings in "black fire" moving top to bottom and left to right in three rows. These were numerical; eleven numbers per row expanding progressively by intervals no larger than 80 and no smaller than 4. Most intervals averaged 30 to maybe 40 apart.
I somehow instinctively understood it to be an numerical record involving the sequential longevities of my previous 33 existences in an understandable form to me. A moment later a single number appeared at the bottom creating a single number only fourth row. It was not scribed out as the above rows but instead appeared in a single flash. It was in the color green and very prominent------------and also my present age at the time (22). Next in sequence and exact replica of my face form is being sculpted before me in black outline top to bottom and situated above the four numerical rows. The numbers now start slowly moving toward me growing ever larger and larger until I am totally engulfed as I pass through them. Next my face form starts slowly moving toward me and ever growing larger and larger until it occupies the entire spectrum.
stood there dumbfounded at the size and majesty of my own FACE! I slowly passed
into and beyond my face form and merged blissfully into the white light. At
some point therein the light became almost fluid as it seemed to display a
subtle ebb and flow. This is when I became united with it in every sense of the
word and came to the stunning conclusion that this is the real
me-----------LIQUID LIGHT! I "bathed" in it for a while and then was shot back
through the tunnel only to return to "normality". The entire experience lasted
no more than a couple of minutes at most. It left me semi-dysfunctional for
several days and was even fired from my job. Oh well--------the hell with the
job 'cause this one was really worth it. END
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes All of it.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? During all of it.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: During all of it.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes 180 degree total vision, the ability to track instantaneous changes faster than the normal eye could possibly perceive, and lastly the ability to withstand blinding light.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
No It was all stone quiet.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? The sheer terror of sinking into oblivion and total ego loss.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes See #3 above.
Did you see a light? Yes See #3 above.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes In a previous experience not documented here.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Uncertain Space became infinite and experience able end to end.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I was exposed to my "Akashic" records.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes Crossed through a barrier as described in #3 above.
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Few and far between and only if I was convinced they experienced similar phenomena. Only 4 ever believed me so I've pretty much learned to keep my mouth shut.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes A previous experience not documented in this form.
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real Real!
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? Silly question. It was all significant to me.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real Real!
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain This stuff goes beyond religion.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? Prior to this experience there were a couple of hours of dreams in which preparatory lessons were given to me by a guiding voice or voices. These differed from normal or even deep dreams in that you could physically feel the images used being selected from your brain and then taken below for the "lesson". The funny thing is that you could sense 6 or 7 levels of memories that images were extracted from before taken "below" for the lessons. I know that this is impossible to explain (and I've read the complete works of Jung before this!). Hundreds of lessons were given, but the last lesson was the lesson of forgiveness. At that point I was catapulted into the tunnel (see #3 above).
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes