Stella L's Experience
When I was
a child of age 8 and 9, I used to sleep alone in my bedroom. I experienced many
times (countless) of OBE. Most of the time happened just after I felt asleep,
still feeling a bit of conscious. I saw my whole body sitting up on my bed, and
when I turned my head looking back, I saw my body was still lying on my bed.
Looked like a separation of me, soul and body separate. Once I was too scare
and I felt a sudden lying back of my body and I felt I was return to my body and
awoke. A few times, I experienced that I stepped out of my body and my body
seems very light and in a floating conditions. At that time, since I was very
small, I tried to search for my mum in the dark but couldn't. Even I
walked/floated within the bedroom, I still saw my "physical" body lying on my
bed. This made me scare and once I felt scare, and once my mind thinking
desperately need to going back, my body moved back at a sudden and quick speed
seems I couldn't get a control of it. And the most interesting was, at this OBE
period, I had more and more flying dreams. I was flying happily up above on the
sky and could look down and watched the roof of my house. Dreams were not like
really a dream since it was so real. The OBE and flying dreams were disappear
eventually when I grow older. But recently, my flying dreams coming back. I am
told I was a psychic child by almost 100s of psychic people and will not fully
developed until marriage. This is still unclear at this stage since time will
tell, or it is a matter of willingness for the develop.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? very alert and conscious
Was the experience dream like in any way? dream like but feel very conscious
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain
What emotions did you feel during the experience? scary but feel wonderful, mixed
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no, very silence
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes in my bedroom
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes attempted to find my mother but she was not around and the surrounding was too dark
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes I was too scare and in my mind, desperately hope return back at that moment and my body was moved back quick and at a sudden speed.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Uncertain
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? No. but I was told that I have gifted but need to be developed.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes I told my mum at once, and she thought that it was my dream.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? scary at that moment since I was very kid.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? best was I got more and more flying dreams after the OBE, flying up on the sky and felt really wonderful and happy. worst was when experience the OBE, every time I felt scary, I was small and I thought I was dead.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes Flying dreams, like dream but too real, dreams were mostly happened after OBE period
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. very detailed already