Sonja R's Experience
I had just broke up with my boyfriend. I was very sad, crying, and thinking to myself that I must stop thinking or I'll make myself ill.
Wooosh! I was in the
light above my body, my life was shown to me, but from a loving and
understanding perspective. I lived my life to be able to understand the
feelings of mankind. I heard a female voice asking me why was I jealous? I
was allowed to see the power that we all are. Life as I knew it on earth
was an illusion because we are energy. I saw my future but I was only allowed to
remember that I'm on this planet to share experience of life.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? very alert. I have never been so alert before
Was the experience dream like in any way? no
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? LOVE, UNDERSTANDING
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no, just a kind loving female voice
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? No
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? I was LOVE UNLIMITED
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? Yes I was not allowed to remember
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes see with my third eye, read people, pick up feelings from other people, lucid dreams, voice in the forehead, healing hands, extremely sensitive.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes became a different person. The only truth is love. I've been very depressed, longing for the light.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes I was told I was hallucinating, schizoid, paranoid.......Needless to say this was so painful. I decided to hide my gifts and thoughts.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? I was very grateful, full of love. It was the response of others, and the fact that I couldn't share my incredibly beautiful experience, and the aftereffects were rather amazing. There was no one to speak to, I felt like an alien.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The experience was a wonder. Afterwards was very very hard
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No Wished it was possible, ha ha.
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. Ask more about the aftereffects. Life is very difficult when you experienced something like this. I would love to support people like me.