Shirley W's STE 1071

Shirley W's Experience

Experience description:

A Very real journey. . .come with me

Standing atop a windswept mountain, I turn slowly to gather in a full circle of unobstructed view. In every direction I can see into eternity and beyond. The clouds sweep softly against the stunning blue cheeks of the sky. The wind kisses my face with a thousand, thousand touches of angel lips. My feet lift gently up off of the mother earth and I stand on the unseen rock of All That Is, mid air, wrapped in light, infused with love.

My hair blows back away from my face as the wind becomes the very breath of me. My arms are thrown wide open to encompass all of creation from the endless reservoir that it is. Here above the mountain top, here aloft in the winds of change I stand to gather up all that is good and all that is love from this place called earth. The wind blows through me as if I am a multi-portaled bit of porous cloth.

It begins then as the acts of kindness and love of every moment, of every being everywhere, as they are gently gathered up and brought into the circle of my arms and circulated throughout the vessel that I AM in waves of overwhelming love. Small, tender, untold acts of child to elder, elder to child, stranger to stranger, family to family, friend to friend, and friend to foe. So many unknown actions except to the few, acts that have made all the difference in another's life, that have lifted the burdens for a brief moment, that have turned whole lives around, that have made one very small ripple in a life troubled by a multitude of pains.

No earthly vessel can hold this love, this magnitude of amazing love, from each human on this planet. It circles through my arms and clear through me and back out into the ethers clearing and marking a path to the stars.

I AM become a piece of everyone in this moment. I Am everyone in this moment. Love disassembles me into a million million molecules that scatter from atop the mountain to every spot within creation and beyond into every space within the stars and planets and galaxies and beyond. . . .indeed, I am become the "dust" of love scattered everywhere. . .beyond. . . and beyond, beyond. In between the molecules you will find me and you will remember the greater purpose and the smaller purposes of why I came. And I will leave with you this love gathered up, infused and dispersed back out into the timeless, immeasurable aeons. And you will know. Beyond any doubts, ever, you will know.

All that I AM, All That Is, is within You.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     There just isn't proper language here to convey the amazing qualities of the experience

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           altered. Definitely more there than here.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   No, more real than here.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes     A less dense but more real version of me. . .younger as it appeared to me. . .

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Overwhelming love, gentleness, expansiveness, a oneness with everything

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           Not unusual, but I heard the wind as it went through me. And I can hear smiles, not something unusual to me, but perhaps to others.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No            The mountain top seems very familiar, but most likely is symbolic or archetypical.

Did you see a light?           Yes     Yes, there is always a light, or more exactly a lightness, a different type of light than sunlight.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes            expanded awareness, a knowing that I could actually have seen the individuals that I was gathering up the love and acts of kindness from. It was apparently not the purpose for the experience or I would have done so.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     There is no time there, and space is only a perception that helps deliniate the experience

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes     It is at the end of the written experience: All that I AM, All That Is, is within you.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       Adds to my increasing awareness of all things

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes     In as much as my life, and everyone elses changes constantly, becomes more fully the direction I am intending and focusing upon.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     People that responded to the posting on www.villageblue.com and www.boomantribune.com seemed very positive in their reactions. They were able to connect with some aspect of the feelings of Love that were the overarching content of the experience.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? Otherworldly love, very peaceful, a sense of gratitude for the experience, an inner warmth and balance.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      It was all the best.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         Yes     I have similar experiences quite often

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Yes