Shelley B's Experience
was dark out. was a short distance away from the grave, I was aware that I was
watching this happen. I saw myself get up out of my body. what I saw getting out
of my body was gray and not solid. but more a gray body shaped air. I was lying
on my side my body was lying on my husbands grave. as I was getting out of my
body I could hear big Dougie saying, "wake up man. you gotta go back. it ain't
your time yet shel." as I lay unconscious on his grave, the part of me that left
wandered aimlessly around the cemetery trying to find my way out. I was
surprised to find that I somehow had found my way back to his grave. it seemed
as though I was settling back into my body when I heard him saying, "there is a
tar road right there. get up and go over there. the first tar road that goes
across it, keep on going straight. the next tar road you come to look up and you
will be at the gate. I was in my body, I was barely conscious, I looked up and
there was the gate. I started walking, I felt like someone was pulling me along.
I kept trying to go back to the comfort of passing out. every once in a while I
would find myself being pushed up against the wall, my back against the wall and
someone holding onto me holding me up then I would be unaware until I again was
pushed up against a wall or pole. I was lying on the floor in the living room. I
heard myself saying tell that man to get out of here, I'm tired of seeing him
walk back and forth. a shadow man then looked at me and looked startled and was
gone that quick. I was saying and seeing this as I was getting back into my
body, I then had a vague sense of my children being there. the next time I awoke
I was in the hospital. I don't know if shadow is a good word because the form
was light gray, 3d yet had no mass?!
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? Uncertain
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No response
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes I took an overdose.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? not the best and yet clear
Was the experience dream like in any way? not really. because I knew I was not dreaming.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? tired. confused, I had to put forth great effort to respond to big Dougie when all I really wanted to do was rest.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? seeing myself see myself getting out of another myself. was pretty unusual
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes I did not see big Dougie but heard him talking to me and I don't know how I new but he was walking me home, holding me up. I could not see him but physically felt him whenever I returned to my body, or maybe it was when I was leaving. or both
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes altered space I knew I was watching myself get out of my body
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes I was aware of getting into my body a couple of times and getting out a couple times
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes pretty good psychic ability gift of medium. spoken with a number of deceased.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes I will send another questionnaire in
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes