Sharon M's Experiences
I am here as a young student of Psychology in UNIBE and have been a year and a half in my beautiful career but I have not yet graduated.
Everything happened last year, I have had various experiences which would be classified as paranormal due simply to being very sensitive to these energies also I am someone with a very well developed intuition. Once I was frightened because I could read the thoughts of a friend, after one second, it was as if I could hear her voice without her saying anything, and I said did you see what happened? Saying did you think this? And she confirmed this with the exact words I had used, another time I felt a powerful energy passing through my body, and straight away my body bristled, I really felt that what this entity felt was curiosity and for this reason trespassed into my body. Another time something very similar happened. Conscious and with my eyes open, the same things as happened the first time occurred. It was something entirely negative, that I attacked religiously with powerful prayers up to the point where it had paralysed me, and then let me go. It was the worst experience of the two, I have read that if one goes to sleep with the mouth open, or with drink, or directly after eating, one often have experiences of paralysis, with the eyes open, but in none of these experiences I have mentioned had I drunk alcohol, or had food near that time, nor was it due to weight - given that always I have analysed my experience in order to discount other factors, and effectively to know if anything played on my mind, which is powerful, analysing what I did, and to discount every other factor and in essence once more it was my sensitivity at work.
But this is how I am going to relate that which happened nevertheless, last year, in September I had an experience very different to all the others. I was sleeping, but then got up, on getting up it was as if I was floating, but without knowing I was floating, I wasn't ill, or on medication, or anything, nor tired, nor under stress, nor worried, but I found myself in a tunnel it was like being in this world and not being in this world, it was like two worlds in this very dark tunnel, around me, at the end was a very very bright light it was blinding and brilliant, as if blue and white, in the form of a circle, and I felt an extreme anxiety at arriving in this light, because this light made me feel so, so good, it had so much love, so much peace, so much serenity, at this moment I didn't think of my family, nor my life, nor death, it was just that this light attracted me so much.
I just wanted to be here and I don't know why I felt it, and what transpired in the light, I don't know because all my feelings made me go to the light, I truly felt a happiness and inexplicable pleasure. Just then everything disappeared I don't know at which point, or in which second, just that everything disappeared, I woke up, very happy, or to put it another way, I didn't get up, but as if I had reacted to it, and as if I had reacted as if jumping up, like a convulsion and from that day I ask myself what would have happened if I had gone through that light that there was there, but it amazes me to read of these experiences and although I didn't have an accident or life threatening danger, the sensation I had was described exactly as others have said, that went further than anything that could be humanly felt.
This was my experience. I am a good person, very rational, and very positive but also very sensitive towards good and bad energy, negative energies are horrible, of the worst I have experienced, but in this last part it was good, the most positive beautiful and nice energy, that I have ever felt, although I continued having a great fear of death. I love this world and I am not leaving it, I love the world, and I cling to life, maybe inside, and this is what wouldn't let me cross the line which is for me will always be my vision of over there.
Thank you to the person who reads this, and takes the time. I really value all scientific advances, and these themes and if anything, have realised that many things are inexplicable with science, and from the point of view of scepticism, I have always thought that to be human you have to be able to do things, that although you aren't able to know, due to the limits of culture and social limitations, and that of religion, and how we grow under a scheme of beliefs, and potentials, thank you for reading this and I hope to be taken seriously as everything in my account was very real to me.
Primeramente me presento soy una joven estudiante de Psicologia en la UNIBE tengo un año y medio en mi hermosa carrera aun no soy graduada.Perfecto todo ocurrio el año pasado yo he tenido varias experiencias a lo que se dice Paranormales debido a que siempre e tenido muchísima sensibilidad a estas energias ademas soy una persona con una intuición muy desarrollada incluso una vez me asuste porque logre leer el pensamiento de una amiga por un instante fueron segundo como si escuchara su voz pensando sin ella hablar le dije vio lo que sucedió?? y le dije pensaste esto ? y me confirmo ella que con las exactas palabras que yo lo dije ella lo penso ademas en otra ocasion senti una energia fuerte atraversando mi cuerpo seguidamente de esto mi cuerpo se erizo realmente senti que esta entidad tenia mucha curiosidad me transmitió lo que esa entidad sentia era curiosidad y por eso traspaso mi cuerpo una mas sucedió muy similar a esta ocasión que con ojos abiertos y consciente sucedían las cosas en esa primera ocasion fue algo sumamente negativo que ataque religiosamente con varias fuertes oraciones hasta que eso que me tenia paralizada me dejo libre fue la peor de otro episodio mas asi ,he leido al respecto de cuando uno se acuesta boca arriba o con licor o con comida suele tener experiencias o sensaciones de inmovilidad con ojos abiertos pero en ninguna de esas que menciono había ni licor de por medio ni una comida cercana ni pesada dado que siempre analizo mi experiencia para descartar otros factores y efectivamente para saber que cosa me podría jugar la mente ya que es tan poderosa ,analizando hice el descarte de todo factor y efectivamente una vez mas era mi sensibilidad en acción. Pero esto es como para relatar lo que ha venido sucediendo, sin embargo el año pasado en setiembre tuve una experiencia muy distinta a todas, yo dormia pero luego desperte, al despertar estaba asi como flotando pero sin saber que flotaba, no estaba enferma ,ni tomando medicamentos, ni nada y menos cansada ni bajo estrés ni preocupación pero yo me veia; en eso vi un tunel era como estar en este mundo pero no estar en este mundo, eran como dos mundo en este túnel muy oscuro a mi alrededor al final había una luz una muy muy potente luz era cegante muy brillante como blanca azulada y en forma como circular, yo sentia una ansiedad extrema por llegar a esa luz, por que esa luz me hacia sentir tan tan bien era tanto el amor, tanta la paz, tanta la tranquilidad en ese momento no pense en familia ,ni en vida, ni en muerte era solo algo que me atraia muchisimo a aquella luz .
Yo solo queria estar ahi y no se por que motivo no traspase la luz no se por que no lo hice si todas las sensaciones me impulsaban a solo llegar a la luz ,sentia de verdad una alegria un gozo inexplicable. luego de esto todo desapareció no se en que momento ni en que segundo solo todo desaparecio ,yo me desperte aun con ese sentimiento de gozo, desperte muy feliz o mejor dicho no desperte ,como que entre en mi misma ,como que reaccione de hecho reaccione con un salto como una convulsion ,desde ese dia me pregunto que hubiera pasado si pasaba esa luz que habia alla ,pero me dejo tan asombrada leer estas experiencias que aunque yo no estaba en accidente ni peligro de muerte la sensación que tuve se describe exacta como la dicen estas personas, una gran paz y gozo felicidad y amor inexplicables indescriptibles que van mas alla de todo lo humanamente sentido.
Esta fue mi experiencia soy una persona muy racional y realmente muy positiva pero tambien muy sensible a buenas y malas energias, las energias negativas son horribles de lo peor que he vivido pero esta ultima fue lo mas positivo hermoso y lindo que jamas he sentido, aun continuo teniendo una fobia inmensa a la muerte ,yo amo este mundo y no me veria dejandolo, yo amo el mundo y me aferro mucho a la vida tal vez muy en mi interior eso fue lo que no me permitio cruzar a lo que para mi siempre sera mi vision del mas alla.
Gracias a la persona que lee esto y toma su tiempo para hacerlo yo realmente apoyo todo avance cientifico en el tema y si algo me he dado cuenta es que muchas cosas no son explicables con la ciencia de ahi el escepticismo ,siempre he pensado que el ser humano tiene poder de hacer cosas que aun ni es capaz de saber ,por el factor social limitante cultural o religioso tambien y como a todos nos crian bajo un esquema de creencias y potencialidad,gracias por leer esto y espero ser tomada en cuenta por que lo mio fue muy real.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No
Circumstances around the time of the experience:
Other: Mientras dormia pero estaba
consciente y con ojos abiertos While sleeping but conscious with my eyes open.
Your condition at time of experience: Other Other:Estaba en mi cama despierta pero sin poder mover el cuerpo
Awake in bed, but without moving.
Experience included: Out of body experience Tunnel Unearthly light Darkness Strong emotional tone
Your religious background at the time of the experience: Christian- Catholic Other/Comments: No fue una experiencia que incluyera ninguna imagen religiosa al momento
It was an experience that didn't include any religious images at
Your religious background currently: Christian- Catholic
Do you consider the content of your experience to be: Entirely pleasant
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes Si trato de buscar palabras como gozo,amor, paz o todas unidas pero fue diferente a esas tres era mas poderoso que esas tres emociones y sensaciones humanas
I try to find words like pleasure love and peace, or total oneness
but it was different to these three, it was more powerful than these three
emotions and human feelings.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? En el momento que inicio la experiencia
When the experience began.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness Conciente normal como en lo cotidiano pero si mas en alerta de lo normal a la hora de la experiencia luminosa
Normal everyday consciousness but more alert than normal at the time
of the experience of the light.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. Si era menos claro todo no como una vista normal todo se veia distinto como si no fuera con los ojos que veai ,como si construyera el entorno, pero no era una vista normal no se como explicarlo
Yes. It was less clear everything was like normal vision, everything
could be seen differently, as if it wasn't really the eyes with which I was
seeing, as if it was constructed inside, but it wasn't normal vision and I don't
really know how to describe it.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. No hubo sonido realmente no escuche voces ni sonido o tal vez si los habia pero no recuerdo escuchar nada
It didn't really make a sound, I didn't hear voices or sound or
maybe I had, but I don't remember listening at all.
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? No se como describirlo en la misma experiencia fue esa satisfaccion placer gozo alegria paz felicidad exitacion de emociones todo eso al momento de la luz pero luego ya pasada la experiencia quede como en shock como impresionada como que no podia creer lo vivido con mil millones de dudas en la mente no lograba crear una explicacion casi asustada pero no era miedo y me sentia con los niveles de la experiencia aun elevado pero ya no tanto ya era mas tranquilo
I don't know how to describe it, in this experience was satisfaction, pleasure enjoyment happiness peace cheerfulness excitement of all the emotions, all this at the moment of the light, but then the experience was over, and it left me as if shocked, and gave the impression that I could not believe it had happened to me, with billions of doubts in my mind, and I couldn't explain it, I was almost shocked but it wasn't through fear and I felt with the levels of the experience although higher, now not as much, and now much more peaceful.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Si esta luz no era natural no veia nada mas que una iluminacion blanca azulada muy muy muy potente era cegante
Yes this light was not natural and I couldn't see anything apart
from this bluish white light which was very, very bright and blinding.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
No era tiempo tampoco se como describir eso
It wasn't time and I can't describe it.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others
Era como si todo lo entendiera pero no se que cosa era como si ya nada importara mas bien como que estaba en el lugar justo ya no importaba nada ni amigos ni familia ni vida ni muerte nada importaba como lo dije anteriormente no se que me hizo no atraversar la luz por que todo en mi queria hacerlo
It was as if you understood everything but I don't know which thing
it was as if nothing was important or to explain it better, it was as if I was
in a better fairer place, and
nothing felt important, neither friends family nor life nor death, and as I
mentioned earlier, I don't know what it did to me, I didn't go into the light
although everything that was in me wanted to.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain
No era fisico
It wasn't physical.
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
No se como volvi pero fue como si no me permitieran entrar o no se si fue mi conciencia que decia que no entrara lo que si se es que yo si queria y me acerque lo bastante luego todo se alejo y termino en menos de un segundo volvio el tiempo fue tan rapido volver de la experiencia que podria decir que fue menos de un segundo
I don't know how I came back, but it was as if they wouldn't let me
enter, (into the light), I don't know if it was my consciousness that said not
to go in, what I do know is that I wanted to and I came up to it, and a bit
later it all disappeared and it was over in less than a second, it was so fast,
that to go through the experience that you could say that in less than a second
it was over.
Did scenes from the future come to you? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)? Uncertain No se para mi fue mi experienci a un mas alla eso si
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? No No fue religioso ni habian figuras religiosas no senti presencia de Dios solo fueron emociones inexplicablemente fuertes
No It wasn't religious and there were no religious figures, I didn't
feel the presence of God, there were just these inexplicably strong emotions.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Uncertain senti mistica si pero nada de la vida importaba mas
I felt mystical, but
nothing in life was important anymore.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Uncertain Senti un amor que no he sentido nunca en esta vida humana
I felt a love I have never experienced before in this human life.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? No
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your exp Yo creo en la vida y mucho en Dios pero en esta experiencia la vida no era ya algo de que preocuparse solo atraversar la magnifica luz
I believe in life and much more in God, but in this experience life
wasn't anything to get worried about, just going into this magnificent light.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the NDE
My experience directly resulted in: Slight changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Uncertain Leves cambios en el significado de la vida porque me pregunto si yo estaba tan dispuesta a pasar y si lo hubiera hecho que hubiera pasado no sentia ni en ese momento ni ahora que yo tenga un proposito en la vida no siento que aun he hecho algo por la humanidad ni por una persona pero tal vez pueda que he hecho mucho por muchas personas sea como siempre siempre trato de dar lo mejor de mi a las personas y mas aun a los cercanos a mi sin fines de agradecimiento o reconocimiento soy empatica con el ser humano y practicamente nunca he odiado a ninguna persona nunca he tenido ese sentimiento nunca solo cambio un pococ mi concepto del proposito o destino nuestro aqui en la tierra
Slight changes in the meaning of life, because I asked myself if I
was ready to leave my life, as I had done, I didn't feel at any moment or even
now, that I had any purpose in life, I don't feel that although I have done
things for humanity, not just for one person but, maybe it should be that I have
done lots for many people, I keep on trying to be better, to give the best to
people and those near me, without limit of gratitude, recognition. I am
empathetic with other human beings,
hardly ever hating anyone, never have I had this feeling ever, gradually I have
changed my concept of life and our destiny here on Earth.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain No un don fisico eso no ,pero siempre he tenido una intuicion y empatia muy desarrollados antes y despues de la experiencia
Not a physical gift, no. but my intuition and empathy have always
been very well developed, both before and after the experience.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Aun continuo preguntandome que por que no traspase la luz y que hubiera pasado si lo hacia ?
Although I have always asked myself why I didn't enter the light what would have happened if I had?
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Si con mis personas de confianza amigos y familiares muchos se burlan otros no creen otros si creen otros se sienten animados a contar sus anectodas ademas mi madre y tia son igual de sensibles que yo mi madre en menos grado mi tia y yo con mayor potencia y sensibilidad.tenemos un nose que que no sabemos explicar
Yes with people I confide in, and family most of them tease me
others don't believe it, others believe, others feel encouraged, that they tell
their stories also my mother and aunt are equally sensitive as me, and to a
lesser extent my mother, my aunt with more power and sensitivity. We can't
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes Experiencias de personas, tambien en la misma clase de psicologia comentamos tambien, he leido libros y efectivamente mucha informacion que queda plasmada aqui en la web bastantes articulos cientificos sobre el alma
Peoples experiences, also in the same
psychology class we commented on it, I have read books on it, and had a
large amount of information on it, that can be found here on the web, I read so
many scientific articles on the soul.
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real Al mismo instante y hasta el dia de hoy es y sera una experiencia vivida
The experience was definitely real in that instant, the same as
today, it is and will always be a vivid experience.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real Al mismo instante y hasta el dia de hoy es y sera una experiencia vivida
The experience was definitely real in that instant, the same as
today, it is and will always be a vivid experience.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No Sigo siendo la misma con las personas solo que ahora me identifico mucho mas con quienes han vivido algo asi indudablemente les creo
I continue being the same with people, only now I identify more with
those who have had a similar experience, I totally believe them.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? no
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes Esto que vivi fue real quiero tanto que me crean y no fue un sueño de verdad lo vivi
What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you? Que nos dieran una descripcion creible de que sucede despues de la muerte para no temer tanto a este paso despues de la vida ,yo continuo temiendo mucho a morir aun asi cuando tuve esta hermosa indescriptible experiencia
That you should give us a credible
description of what happens after death, so as to allay fears of this step,
after life. I continue fearing death although I have had this beautiful
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Si agregar a estas personas como yo que viven algo tan real sin necesidad de exponer la vida fisicamente, habemos muchos con estas capacidades suceptibles y no nos toman en cuenta solo por que la vivimos distinto pero es tan real como quienes se exponen a morir