I would have to explain so many things so I will pick one out. O.K.?
I was 27 or 28. I was able to leave my body, I can still, but people say it
is dangerous. I left it many times over a couple of months, What would happen is
I Would become very relaxed and I'm not sure if I was asleep as when I sleep I
can still control my dreams about, It does take some effort. I would feel a pull
that was not so bad at all ,going back in is not so great. I would fly around
and have a great time I could fly over London, or be in a Maxfield Parish
painting, It was as real as I am sitting here right now. Fun, amazing, and
life changing. One time ,one of my first times, I went to a place that my
friends were at to find out if this was real or just my imagination. I was able
to fly there, and they were there and I saw what my friend was wearing and the
next day I asked what she was wearing and it was true. I absolutely was floored,
any way the night I did this I came back or flew back home, but I didn't know
for the life of me how to get back in! I didn't know how I even got out of the
house! I tried to open the door and I couldn't my daughter was inside and I knew
I wasn't there so I relaxed and prayed for a split second, and I was by my
daughters window and I went in. I just didn't realize that I could have cone in
any time right through anything anytime It feels weird but you can do it. Oh I
need to tell you what it was like to go see your own body laying there. I was
breathing, and so I know or feel that if I was awakened, I do Feel that I would
go right back in no matter what, unless I really didn't want to I feel It is
your choice. And you need to be careful. When ever I went back in it was a very,
very ,strong sucking action and not painful, but not a good feeling.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes Boy this again is so hard .What one do I choose? I Would say when I was a child it was the most hard to express ,yes very strange. There so many feelings that happen that it does not really fit in to this reality. I still find it a little hard to explain some things, but not all.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? very alert
Was the experience dream like in any way? To be flying yes ,but in another way more real than here!
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes see above!
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Fun ,relaxation, Oneness with something. Amazing!
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? I really don't remember any noises, just some very slight talking when I went to see my friends .
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Uncertain I have some feelings I really can't describe I will think about it
Did you see a light? Yes On some cliffs that I would fly around very gold and sparkling and some silver and/or I can't describe it.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain There some things that I don't remember although I feel I do know deep down inside some things are hard to talk about.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes
see above question 4
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes I saw what my friend was wearing to see if what I was doing was really real.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain I don't remember.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I see 11;11 all the time all the time I will go to the store and they
will say that is 11.11 or that is my change, and then the radio will say it's
11.11 and then I get home and anyway I think you get the message and It's been
happening ever since my daughter was born. I don't quite understand this but I
know that about of people are having this happen. I don't like to talk about
next one and only show certain people I can know what people are open and will
understand I do have many things with E.S.P. my parents have told me when I was
young that I should not show anyone because they would not understand but they
knew it was real. It would take a long time to explain this to but I will If you
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I am just careful who I ever tell. I think that is a shame as this a part of me and I some how have to be embarrassed about who I am. as far as career choices I have trained horses and showed them I love working with children I would like to learn to sign and to help any children in any way.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Yes of course but it has been going on my whole life I think. the first is really when I was 5 but that one is really hard to describe just a feeling I got Very strong, I would say with GOD, and that again is hard to describe.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Good a few. and bad put downs! but there were a few times I said say 3 numbers between 1-15and was able to prove myself but I feel this is not the right thing to do as I am no better than them just in a different place, and it only causes hurt to do that to them it's not there fault ,just as it's not my fault to be where I am. It's just really hard to have no one to talk to about this, except
What emotions did you experience following your experience? There again don't know which one to say ,there have been a couple of difficult ones ,but over all it has been good if not great experience.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best is flying and feeling so free and so calm and knowing I had total control over what was going on. Also I feel I taught me to be tolerant of others and also to be confident cause if I was flying around ,gosh I am afraid to even say that. but if your not totally confident you cannot fly or go where you want .and sometimes you have to trust who is taking you there.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I am just a little afraid of what might happen if I push the submit button. I am trusting you guys. Yes?
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Uncertain Well yes, I wish I was able to explain all this better, all I can say is that I feel a sense of loss not being able to talk to anyone about this. But that's the way it goes .
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes just yes. they did. you guys are exhausting me!
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. It's fine! Just realize it's hard telling all of this. tell them to take a break half way through. It is really a calorie burner!! Stressful. Thank you It was really good to get that out. Sara