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Sallyan G's Experience

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I suddenly felt angry like I had been to lied my entire life about who I was and what I was and where I was from. This atheist was suddenly accepting God and yet blaming him for all the suffering in my life and I wanted answers otherwise I was checking out. I screamed and yelled at God with such venom and attack and then I was my submissive self again. Suddenly the house fell still and this peace seemed to fill every area. It was so thick it was palpable. My mind emptied and became a pristine clear vessel. I had been running from peace my entire life and here I was basking in it. I loved it. Then I made my way up the stairs it was 10 pm. I seemed to climb the stairs in slow motion and with every step I felt my being expanding. When I entered my bedroom I was guided to the window. I looked out at the sky as if I were seeing for the first time. I gasped in awe. The sky looked like rich velvet and the stars twinkled like diamonds before my eyes. I literally could have reached out and plucked one from the sky.

I decided to lay on my bed and stare at this new found beauty. Now as I looked into the sky I could see a white sphere of light dancing. It was as if the light knew it had my attention because then it stopped dancing and started to move in a straight line directly towards my house. It passed through the pane of glass in my bedroom window like it was never there. Now this white sphere was traveling across my room. On the far side of the room it hit a full length mirror and in that instant there was an almighty whoosh sound and my entire room was filled with Christ white light and there at my door stood an angel. I was so transfixed by the angel I didn't notice that I was no longer in my bedroom. I was in heaven which was like a meadow. I could hear running water and twigs cracking under foot. I knew someone was coming so I sat and waited.

Suddenly Jesus Christ appeared. His skin was luminescent and his eyes were like sapphires. He wore robes of white and he held out his hand palm facing up and said, ' COME, com unto me my child for I have been waiting. I felt this alien force in me and it spewed venom out of my mouth. I said, " Waiting, waiting? I have been in hell for forty years and where in hell were you?  Jesus calmly looked at me and once again he said, come unto me. With that I felt a sudden shift and I left my body. In that moment, I saw that I was a mirror image of Jesus and as I looked into his eyes I saw my Father God and I remembered everything. I ran into his arms and we bear hugged. It was like a scene from the prodigal son. The emotion was nothing to compare with on earth. Incredible. There were no words and o questions just deep peace and I had  no memory of the world or the body I had just left. It was like it never existed. It was like I just woke from a dream. We walked hand in hand and sat down by a babbling brook and dipped our bare feet in the water. Father was skimming stones when suddenly we disappeared completely. I cannot speak of this time I just do not know what happened. Some time later we were back on the banks of the brook and the Father gave me a healing wand and said this is a symbol of what you are on earth. You are a healer like me.

Then suddenly I was back on my bed with the sunlight on my face and it was 9 am. So 11 earth hours had passed by. All of my illness vanished , all of my past was gone and I was all new. I went down the stairs and saw an object appear in my lounge . It was a cylinder shape made from black granite yet there was light peeping out of the top. It was huge and went through my ceiling like it wasn't there. I looked at it and said . What is that? Suddenly its form changed now it was made from a heavy black curtain with deep folds and the light was behind it. Instinctively I knew someone was there. I said who is it? The curtain fell to the floor to reveal Jesus nailed to the cross. He appeared to be dead. I looked at him and said hey brother death is not real, rise up. With that he opened his eyes and lifted his head. His crown of thorns became a crown of white lilies and he was once again robed in white gowns as he steeped effortlessly off the cross. He gazed into my eyes, kissed my forehead and said, 'My resurrection is your resurrection' and then disappeared. After that I had many gifts and he was coming to me every day and having m live out his miracle life.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Uncertain  There was mental exhaustion .Tired of fighting and struggling to make things right and when I yelled to God for answers I threatened suicide if he didn't come ..

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No     Not all of it but the part when I disappeared I cannot speak of ..... It is impossible

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    I don't know....

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   I became empty void of all thoughts ..... very deeply peaceful

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Lacking in dimension and color and everything here in the world seems so flat and lifeless in comparison to the experience

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Hearing was the same however in disappearing there was a sound inaudible to the human ear .....

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Incredible joy, love and happiness and peace  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   The white sphere , the white light flooding my bedroom , the angel of light and then disappearing into it

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Jesus, God, an angel

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   Yes   Jesus

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   I knew there is no death ...death isn't real

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   God is ....

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes   I knew everything , divine truth

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   There is only one of us here in reality , in eternity ...

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   I am love ..that is what I am and that is the only reality and we are all joined as one in the spirit of God. I am the love that I have been searching for all my life. I was looking for love through Gods eyes who is love ...

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   afterwards on my return the knowledge seemed to come back with me

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I was an atheist and born and raised that way so how more inconsistent can you get ? I was wrong about everything

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   I will never forget it ever...it's etched in my mind

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   My life has turned upside down. I walked away from everything and began following the Christ around the world. I have lived a luxurious life without money and been to 18 countries .....

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   All psychic abilities I had and I COULD ALSO hear the voice for God speaking to me and directing my actions .... I have lived this way for 6 years

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?    
This life is but a dream like the bible says Adam fell into a deep sleep and no where does it say he woke up .... Life on earth is an illusion of life on earth .I t has no reality

Have you ever shared this experience with others?  
Yes  Immediately, and I was cast out like I was crazy. I lost all my friends and my family were embarrassed by me ....

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   It remains with me like it happened a moment ago

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   More loving , more forgiving , no judgment

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   I have a relationship with God

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No   

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   no

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes  

What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you?       Share the message and the experience with the world...

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?                        none