Rozee C's Experience
well, the two experiences I will write about are, I feel, connected. They were like obe's in nature but not, in that I had the absolute sense that I was being 'sermonized'. Biblically, it would be described as "taken in the spirit".
I was literally taken to a location on two separate occasions and given knowledge that I cannot put into words. They were connected in the sense that the first was at age 21,(3x7=21). the second was at age 35, (5x7=35). And I have the distinct feeling another experience may occur at age 49...7x7=49.
The first experience : I was waking up and hadn't yet opened my eyes. when I did open them, instead of my bedroom, with its familiar bay window and pink walls, I found myself laying on a stony ground outdoors somewhere. It was an isolated location, and as I stood up I could see that I was on the peak of a mountain, possibly Tibetan. I heard nothing but the very crisp sound of the ground crunching under my feet, and a beautiful fresh wind blowing. I looked around me and could see an endless and glorious stretch of blue, in every direction. I told myself this was a dream, yet I'd never felt more awake or alive than this. It was so quiet, I could hear my own breath, and a panic began to rise inside me. I decided I would 'wake up' at which point I had to face that I was in fact already very very awake and that this was very real, more real than I can describe. My lucidity was at a peak when I heard the distinct sound of something 'landing' behind me. I say landing because there were no footsteps, just the sound of one firm crunch behind me. At this stage I panicked and ran. I hid behind a large boulder, peering out from one side but I felt the being come up silently behind me in a surge of energy that took my breath away. this being was flying. I knew that now.
Although I was truly scared, I could feel a sense of playfulness from this being so I was scared and amused at the same time. I tried to take off again but I found myself stuck to the spot. my movement had been restricted to one movement...to turn around. So I did and was not prepared for the most beautiful sight I have ever seen. a perfect being about 7 feet tall, white hair to the shoulders, golden brown skin, huge eyes with fully dilated pupils pouring love into me, smiling radiantly at me as if I also was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. behind him the horizon stretched endlessly. mountains, the ocean, the clear blue sky. there was a very bright light around us which got brighter but didn't hurt my eyes. I felt a profound supreme and pure love pouring into me through this eye to eye contact. It all became clear to me, the reason for everything, In that moment I understood everything there was to understand and was filled with tranquility and joy, an unbelievable joy.
I was laughing, and this 'angel' that stood before me was also laughing, the more I understood, the more we laughed and I was drawn closer and closer to this being who was my family and I knew it. I understood that we hadn't seen each other for a long time, it was a reunion and I found myself drawn into this being until I was inside him. we had become one. our laughter was synchronizing until it was in perfect unison and vibrating in a way I can't describe. It was a hum and my dna was involved. I understood I was being encoded with something, that was for a future time. the light at the peak of this experience was a pure silver/gold. I awoke in my bed having multiple spontaneous orgasms. there was not a single lustful or sexual aspect to the experience, the love itself alone had made my body orgasm. through my bay window I saw something that I'd never noticed before...a cross on a distant church was framed by the ivy on one corner of my bay window. as if to assure me that it was all real.
The following seven days were nothing short of blissful. I experienced life in a pure and tranquil way, full of love for everything and it was contagious. everywhere I went people were touched by what the angel had given to me. I didn't have to say or do anything...it was spontaneous. but then slowly the cares of life came trickling back in, and slowly the effect diminished and my life became 'normal' again.
the second experience began exactly the same way. I awoke in a location other than my bedroom and had the distinct feeling that I was being summonsed to a meeting. This time I was sitting in a campsite by a fire. I looked up and saw some women, some very beautiful dark-eyed women dressed in what appeared to be tribal attire. The kind you may have found in ancient times. I was gazing at them thinking "oh what beautiful women, what a lovely dream" and I counted seven of them when one of them came over to me and took my arm and shook it saying in an annoyed manner "wake up you're dreaming!" It frightened me, because I became very lucid and found this was no dream, I was there and the women were real and I understood they were my sisters. I tried to escape and go back to my bed in the other 'dimension' but she pulled me back by the arm and pointed to the fire. I looked into the fire and she showed me some scrolls burning. she told me the church was 'evil. I received sacred knowledge to do with the churches and religions of the earth. She told me "I'm going to the temple to read the Talmud" and she left.
I looked over at the other sisters who were sitting with me in a circle around the fire. they pointed pointed up into the sky and when I looked up, an arc of lightening went across the sky from east to west and back again. my mind was filled with a beautiful white light. At that moment, I understood everything, much the same as the first experience. In that moment I became enlightened and everything made perfect sense. I felt great peace, great tranquility descend upon me and the women all bowed their heads and exclaimed "aaahh!" as if to say, "she has understood". I sensed that I was still a child during this 'initiation ceremony', that it was from my past. And that the first experience was from my future. In that moment as the lightening arched across the sky, which lit up the desert landscape and I could see for miles and miles, I had experience3d the past present and future at the same time.
again, for seven days, I lived in a state of bliss which was contagious. again after seven days, it wore off and the world slowly crept back in, with its problems.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? at the end of the experience
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: more lucid, brighter colors, quicker thinking, less fear, more understanding, sixth sense. increased senses generally.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes I felt more aware of everything, the perception of color, textures, depth of field, seemed increased in every way.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes much clearer, crystal clear uninterrupted by my own thoughts, I was in the moment, experiencing the newness of sound.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain
What emotions did you feel during the experience? at first fear, then curious interest, then extreme joy, tranquility
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain I could see a passage way back to my room if I wanted.
Did you see a light? Yes white to silver/golden light. intense but not blinding at all.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes first, an angelic being that felt like my family...along lost member of my family, second experience was the women who were my sisters once...possible past life.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes scrolls burning in the fire, 14th century attempt by church to destroy all copies of the Talmud. I found this information in a book of Jewish history.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes high mountainous region, like Tibetan mountains, endless blue of every hue.
vast desert landscape endless and deep orange and reds.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes timelessness.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes Came to know that I already have the answer to everything within my own being. That we all have the knowledge of everything within our being.
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes ability to bring calm to others
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes people are unaware of it happening, they just feel comfortable around me.
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real it was very apparent to people around me that my energy was extremely pleasant and calming. I felt that I was experiencing how 'heaven' might be, as a kind of gift to me, to keep me going!
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? I feel I will meet with the angelic being again...perhaps 'go home' one day. the 'seven sisters' may represent a pleidian connection. also may represent a piece of my past lives...
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real I still remember these experiences as if they happened yesterday. they were so real that I can't deny them. also I have had extensive obe's, and none of them compared to these two.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain they may have, as I require a partner with at least a basic knowledge of spirit and inter-dimensional reality.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I am no longer superstitious or afraid of the dark side of life or death. the idea of the devil no longer scares me. I don't feel it has any real power. My spiritual practice is all about love now.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I feel that these experiences are sacred gifts to me.
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? No it is difficult to truly convey the sense of wholeness and understanding I experienced during these experiences. words are not adequate.
Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? no! a very concise and penetrating questionnaire!