I saw a dream and in my dream a voice was talking to me and told me that if I say the word “dear” I will die. I was walking and saw a young and good looking boy and girl teenagers there. I knew they are my own kids, although I didn’t have kids that age then, but somehow this seems natural in my dream. They called me and I turned back and answered them “yes dear”. Instantly the time stopped for me. The same voice told me that “this was the word”, and suddenly I felt that something was pulled out with lots of power from my body, from the left chest area, and rushed forward with great speed. The voice told me that “Now you can go and ask all your questions from God”. With the same great speed I passed through a sand road that had tall trees on both sides. The road ended into the sun which was setting and it was red color all around it. I was going forward very fast and an intense feeling of loneliness engulfed me and got scared. Every where was so quiet. I cried for help to God  that I am very much scared. Suddenly with the same speed I felt that my soul returned to my body, from the same area it had exited my body. I woke up and my body was all warm except my left chest area which felt very cold. I had nausea and that area of my body felt frozen and heavy. I still felt very scared and lonely. I just wanted to love every  body and every one and be loved by every one as well.         

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No  

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No     

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I was feeling very bad. I came to the Internet and saw this site. Not much time is past since the event. I don’t think it has had much effect on my consciousness level. 

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Normal consciousness and alertness   It was the same

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   It was the same

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   It was the same

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No   

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Fear and loneliness.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No   

Did you see an unearthly light?   No   

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I heard a voice I could not identify
I was just hearing one voice but didn’t see any one mystical.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No   

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No   

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No   

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes  I felt I love every one and every thing. Love is above all things.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Uncertain  

The voice told me to ask God. I cried out to God but didn’t hear any responses back.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No   

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes 

I felt I was going towards Sun. Somehow I was seeing myself one with the World.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No   

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   I felt I love every one and every thing. Love is above all things.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No   

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No   

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience  

I always believed in life after death. But I had not experienced and comprehended the transition from this world to the next, and being one with all the Universe and loving every one. This was a new belief (comprehension) for me, that we were like all one, all of the world.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   

My experience directly resulted in:   Slight changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Uncertain I feel that now I value the life more than before. I think life is more precious that what I used to think. Life is a blessing and gift from God.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No   
    
Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes 

As soon as I woke up, I felt a thirst for receiving love and giving love to others. I woke up my husband and hugged him. He hugged and caressed me without asking any questions. After a few minutes I told him the story of what had happened. In return he hugged and caressed me even more passionately to calm me down.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes

About a year ago I saw a TV program in which they interviewed a few NDErs. But my experience was not like any of them. The only similarity was that I too moved with great speed in my experience. They had all passed through a tunnel, but I never saw a tunnel, nor did I see my body from outside. I had not thought about that movie for a long time, but when I woke up the scenes of that movie came to my mind again and that made me think that I too have had a NDE.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:  Experience was probably real. 

I cannot explain with certainty, as a long time has passed since that experience.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was probably real.  

I generally do not see things as black and white and don’t issue opinions in absolute terms.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes

I like to give more love to the people in my life, and appreciate them more.

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes  

About 10 or 12 years ago I saw a dream in which the same voice was calling and guiding me. I passed through the same road I had seen in my recent dream, a road of sand with tall and leafy trees on its both sides. But the feeling was not intense like the one I had in my recent dream.

پسر کوچکم را به اتاق خواب ردم که بخوابه نمی دونم کی خوابم برده بود توی خواب صدایی بهمن حرف می زد بهم گفت به محض گفتن کلمه جونم می میری جلوتر رفتم یک پسر و یک دختر جوان و خوش سیما کنارم اومدن توی خواب می دونستم بچه های منن درحالیکه من بچه ای به سن اونها نداشتم ولی توی خواب واسم عادی بود صدام زدن و من ناخوداگاه برگشتم و جوابشونو با جونم دادم همون لحظه زمان متوقف شد و صدارو شنیدم که گفت همین کلمه بود و یکدفعه حس کردم یه چیز فوق العاده قوی از بدنم با فشار بیرون کشیدن درست از قسمت چپ قفسه سینه م بیرون اومد و با سرعت فوق العاده زیادی به طرف جلو می رفت و صدا رو شنیدم که بهم گفت حالا می تونی بری و تموم سوالاتو از خدا بپرسی با همون سرعت از میان یه جاده که دو طرفش درختهای بلندی قرار داشت و کف آن ماسه بود رد شدم انتهای درختها خورشید بود که داشت غروب می کرد و اطرافش قرمز رنگ بود و من باسرعت به جلو می رفتم اون لحظه احساس تنهایی شدیدی کردم و خیلی از این تنهایی ترسیدم همه جا ساکت ساکت بود اون لحظه فریاد زدم و چندین بار خدارو صدا زدم و گفتم می ترسم خیلی خیلی از این تنهایی می ترسم یکدفعه با همون سرعت حس کردم روحم به بدنم برگشته از همون سمتی که بیرون رفت از همون سمت هم برگشت و همون لحظه بیدار شدم با وجود اینکه بدنم گرم بود ولی از درون درست همون قسمتی که روحم خارج شده بود یخ یخ بود حالم بهم می خورد و همون قسمت یخ زده سنگین سنگین شده بود هنوزم احساس تنهایی و ترس تموم وجودمو گرفته بود اون لحظه فقط دوست داشتم همه کس و همه چیز رو دوست داشته باشم و همه دوستم داشته باشن

آيا تجربه شما با رويدادي مرگبار وتهديد کننده ي زندگي همراه بود؟    خير     

آيا بيان تجربه ي شما در قالب واژه ها و الفاظ سخت و دشوار است؟    خير     

هنگام پشت سر گذاشتن تجربه ی خود، در چه زمان هایی بالاترین سطح هشیاری و آگاهی را داشتید؟    آگاهی و هوشیاری عادی     حال روحیم خیلی بد بود به سراغ نت اومدم و این سایت رو دیدم زمان زیادی از اون اتفاق نگذشته فکر نمی کنم تاثیری بر سطح هوشیاریم گذاشته باشه    تفاوتی نداشت

لطفا بينايي خود را در هنگام تجربه با بينايي خود در زندگي عادي قبل از وقوع تجربه مقايسه کنيد.    فرقی نداشت

لطفا شنوايي خود را در هنگام تجربه با شنوايي خود در زندگي عادي قبل از وقوع تجربه مقايسه کنيد.    فرقی نداشت

آيا زماني که از بدن جسماني خود جدا شده بوديد رويدادهاي زميني خاصي را مي ديديد و يا مي شنيديد؟    خير     

چه احساسات و هيجاناتي را هنگام تجربه ي خود احساس مي کرديد؟    تنهایی و ترس  

آيا در تجربه ي خود از ميان تونل گذشتيد؟    خير     

آيا نوري فرامادي و فرازميني مشاهده کرديد؟    خير     

آيا احساس کرديد که با وجودهايي روحاني روبرو شده ايد و يا صداهايي با هويت نامشخص مي شنويد؟           فقط یک صدا رو می شنیدم ولی چیزی نمی دیدم

آيا با افرادي که قبلا فوت شده و يا زنده بوده اند ملاقات داشتيد يا حضور آن ها را حس کرديد؟    خير     

آيا در طول تجربه ي خود از رويداهاي گذشته ي زندگيتان مطلع شديد؟    خير     

آيا احساس کرديد که به دنيايي ديگر متفاوت از اين دنيا وارد شده ايد؟    خير     

آيا سرعت زمان در آن لحظات سريع تر يا کندتر شده بود؟    خير     

آیا ناگهان احساس کردید که همه چیز را می فهمید و درک می کنید؟     خير    

آيا با مانعي فيزيکي يا مکاني شبيه مرز برخورد کرديد؟    خير     

آيا صحنه هايي از رخدادهاي آينده براي شما ظاهر شدند؟    خير     

در طول تجربه ي خود آيا احساسي مبني بر يادگيري دانشي خاص داشتيد؟    خير     

لطفا درباره ي هرگونه تغييراتي که در زندگيتان در نتيجه ي تجربه ي خود رخ داده است کمي توضيح دهيد.   

آيا در اثر تجربه ي شما ، تغييراتي در باورها و ارزش هاي شما به وجود آمده است؟     مطمئن نيستم    احساس می کنم نسبت به قبل بیشتر به زندگیم اهمیت می دهم فکر کنم زندگی باارزش تر از اونی بود که تصور می کردم یه چیزی مثل لطف و مرحمت که خدا بهم عطا کرده بود

آيا در اثر اين تجربه، شما قابليت انجام کارهايي غيرمعمولي و ماورايي (مثل تله پاتي، پيشگويي و ...) پيدا کرديد که قبل از تجربه،  قادر به انجام آن نبوده اید؟    خير     

آيا درباره ي تجربه ي خود با فرد يا افراد ديگري صحبت کرده ايد؟    بله     به محض بیدار شدن احتیاج فراوانی به محبت کردن و محبت دیدن داشتم به خاطر همین همسرم را بیدار کردم و بغلش کردم اونم بدون هیچ حرفی بغلم کرد و نوازشم کرد بعد از چند دقیقه براش تعریف کردم و اون محکم تر بغلم کرد و نوازشم کرد و می خواست منو آروم کنه

آيا قبل از تجربه ي خود، اطلاعاتي درباره ي چنين تجربياتي (تجربيات نزديک به مرگ ) داشتيد؟     بله     یک سال پیش یه برنامه ای دیدم که با کسانی که این تجربه را داشتن صحبت کرده بود ولی تجربه من شبیه اونا نبود فقط سرعت حرکتم با اونا یکی بود همه توی تونلی حرکت کرده بودن ویا جسم خودشونو دیده بودن ولی من نه توی تونل حرکت کرده بودم و نه جسمم رو دیده بودم خیلی وقتم بود که به اون فکر نمی کردم ولی وقتی بیدار شدم تموم اون فیلم برایم تداعی شد و همون باعث شد باور کنم منم مثل اونها تجربه مرگ رو داشتم

درباره ي اصالت و واقعيت تجربه ي خود، در فاصله ي کمي بعد از آن (چند روز تا چند هفته) چه اعتقادي داشتيد؟          نمی تونم توضیحی بدم خیلی از اتفاق افتاده نگذشته

درباره ي اصالت و واقعيت تجربه ي خود، در حال حاضر چه اعتقادي داريد؟          من کلا نمی تونم چیزی رو مطلق درست یا غلط بدونم

آيا در نتيجه ي اين تجربه، در ارتياطات شما با ديگران تغييري حاصل شده است؟    بله     دوست دارم بیشتر دیگران رو دوست داشته باشم و قدر اطرافیانم رو بدونم

آيا در نتيجه ي اين تجربه، تغييراتي در باورهاي مذهبي و مناسک عبادي شما حاصل شده است؟    خير