I could see a light far in the distance. I was then suddenly drawn back from the entrance and a voice spoke, I could feel a presence but couldn't really see anyone the voice was soothing and calm but very firm.  I could see the tunnel stretching out in a winding road fashion until it disappeared. As if it were suspended on air there was nothing but darkness around it except at the end, I could see there was a light at the end. 

I said to myself, I'm dead, I'm dead.  Then the presence spoke, it sounded as if it was all around me yet still coming from beside the tunnel.  The voice said YOU HAVE TO GO BACK and I said "I don't want to go back"  and the voice said, YOU HAVE TO GO BACK IT'S NOT YOUR TURN and I again said I don't want to go back and the voice said again,   YOU HAVE TO GO BACK IT'S NOT YOUR TURN, and I repeated "I don't want to go back".  All of the sudden I was back in bed and wide awake and I was crying WHY WHY WHY DID YOU SEND ME BACK WHY DON'T YOU WANT ME?!!!!!  Then I cried myself to sleep.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  Uncertain

      Describe:  I had been having chest pains and high blood pressure and and an uneven heart beat

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  I felt as if I was there just like sitting here now typing this only I had no body I was just a soul floating but stationary.

Was the experience dream like in any way?  No I knew I wasn't dreaming.  Because I remember waking up and feeling the shocks as I turned over.

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Uncertain

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  I was suddenly in the light but had no body. I didn't feel a separation.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  I was scared because I knew I was dead but I was afraid of the tunnel because of the men in there and the ones sticking out of the walls.  I thought it was possibly where bad people go. Or people who were bad but not terrible, like murderers or evil people.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  I only heard my voice and the voice of What I thought was God.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  No

      Describe:  I only got to the entrance, and was floating outside but I could see in.

Did you see a light?  Yes

      Describe:  I saw a light after I felt the shocks. And Then at the end of the tunnel.

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Uncertain

      Describe:  I saw men in the tunnel and felt as if there was a being floating outside the tunnel  talking to me. But really it seemed as if it were a smoke or fog.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

      Describe:  I learned that the soul goes somewhere, I think by your life and how you live it is where you go, like there are levels in heaven.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  No

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  Yes

      Describe:  Only saw the tunnel and It stretched out for miles. And like a road that goes over small hills like a ribbon and at the end you see the Sun on this light was white.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  Yes

      Describe:  Like the boundary was the tunnel and I couldn't enter I had to go back and outside it I could go no where.

Did you become aware of future events?  No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Yes

      Describe:  I was aware but I couldn't stay I had no control over it.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  No

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  Just that I know our souls go somewhere I believe they are placed according to our actions here on earth.

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  I try to tell everyone that when you die or a loved one that they are better off and are going to a much better place.  But I don't tell them when I know someone was a bad person that they won't go to as nice a place as someone who loved God and was a good person.

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  They didn't say much but most of the time I felt they thought I was just dreaming or was loosing my mind. Some might have been but I really don't know they have never told me that my experience helped them.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  I was angry I wanted to stay I had nothing here to stay for I had had to sell my horses and I knew Phil was cheating on me and both my daughters were not nice to me except when they needed money.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  The best part was knowing that I was dead and was no longer on earth.  the worst part was having to come back.  And not knowing what I was sent back to do, I mean why I was sent back.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?  No, Only that I hope I don't have to stay here long.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes