Roger I's Experience
My mother had recently passed over and I had been in a long period of depression.
The night of my out of body trip I was quite morose and I am convinced that I stopped my heart from beating through sheer will?
I left my body, passed through a wall, knew I was somehow 'complete' even without being in a material form. I felt pulled as if metal to a magnet toward a light, and pure peace of mind, love so incredible, and a feeling that all would soon be revealed?
Then I was pulled back and the pulling back was stronger than that pulling me away?
I returned to my body in shock, my wife (then) still getting undressed was at the end of our bed.
I suggested to her that I imagined that I left my body and went through the wall of our house.
I was shocked when she said she knew, and that if she had not willed me to return I would not have done so?
She said she was totally exhausted when she saw I had returned.
have since felt other spiritual events, that are unexplainable but speak of
another dimension of which we are a totally unaware.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes It is like saying you saw a flying saucer?
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? All of the time.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal It seemed to be the ultimate adventure to me at the time.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I was half asleep before I woke to a new reality.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. not different
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? The most incredible feeling of being loved and there was nothing to cause any worry at all.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No I (my spirit) passed through a wall of our house.
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Incredible warmth of a light.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No
I think I was pulled back before a deeper experience was possible.
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? No Previously when trapped on the face of a cliff I had a flashback of my life up to the date I was trapped.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No
I did feel that I would shortly have all of the answers.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
Did scenes from the future come to you? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)? Yes The lesson was that there is no death at all.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? No Unless god is pure love?
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes That love is everything.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? No
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience What happened to me completely blew my mind wide open to accept any and all possibilities of a wider universe that the material one we see.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It was so vivid, and so real, and so impressive, it changed my way of life completely. I once lived for myself, I now live in service to those who are suffering.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: A profound change in self awareness since my trip.
My experience directly resulted in: Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes Priorities were to feel life on earth.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain I have always had feelings of completing circles because of staying on a certain path. Sometimes they took weeks to close, and other times, a decade.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes With my wife after it happened, and now I work with the terminally ill and I sometimes feel a need to tell of my own story.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Uncertain I had almost drown on three separate occasions and each time I had flashbacks of my life?
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real It was real, it was real.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I went in search of my bliss, and I found it.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes