Rob W's Experience
In October of 2009 I started having severe joint and body aches with extremely intense headaches. So I decided to drive myself to the hospital, which now as I look back on it was crazy. anyway After a few days of testing the Doctors concluded that I was suffering from viral spinal meningitis. So after a couple days of being treated for this illness I started to get better and everything thing was going as planned as far as treatment wise. And then it happened, I went to sleep that night as I always did, that is being woke up every couple hours and then trying to get back to sleep. But this time I suddenly found myself in this extreme black void and then I realized I was amongst the stars in the universe but I was calm and I also knew absolutely everything and I mean everything, the most complex math formulas, the secrets of the universe, Its really hard to describe it was if I had always had this knowledge but its hidden from us? It was absolutely amazing, and the next scene I found myself on top of this amazing tall mountain looking at a sky or sunset that the colors were so incredible I cant describe them, this mountain was over looking what appeared to be a green valley that went on forever it was so intense yet so comforting I was not scared or uncomfortable at all. Then the next thing I remember I was watching myself in a third party view, which I thought was odd but none the less.
Talking to three other men and then all of a sudden I was now the person I was
watching in a first party view, I was talking to a man whom I knew to be Jesus
and we talked about a lot of things but I only remember this, and honestly I
don't understand why I had questions because I knew absolutely everything but
either way I asked any way, Jesus this I said Jesus what is the right religion?
odd (huh?) I know, and he looked at me with the most gentle, kind, loving reply
and said: Robby all religions are man made the only thing that matters is Love,
Forgiveness and Compassion and Love is all that matters! and then the next thing
I woke in my hospital bed about 5 a.m. Saying "I get it" " I get it" I
finally get it! and then I called my wife at home immediately and started trying
to tell her everything that I had just experienced but I found myself forgetting
millions of bits of info by the second which was frustrating. And all my wife
could say to me was Robby you are on drugs but I kept telling her no this was
real far more real then my existence right now, I can close my eyes to this day
and visually see the mountain and that sky! To this day she still don't believe
me. But I know from the bottom of my heart that this was real! I am no longer
afraid to die at all and since that day I have been on this crazy mission to
learn as much as I can about the afterlife, some say I'm obsessed with it. I'm
even trying to astral project in order to get back there ? and experience more!
Another thing is that we are all connected everyone is connected to everything
even the rocks on the ground everything is connected to each other.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain I was ill with a viral spinal meningitis attack.
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes I cant describe the colors of the sky at all in order for you to understand how intense they were.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? all of it
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal its complete awareness you know and understand everything you are more alive then than you are now.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. complete I could see but yet I did not have physical eyes but yet I did? its hard to actually explain that's why I'm on a quest to find out more,
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. hearing appeared to be normal
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? extreme love
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see an unearthly light? No
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
yes I met three men and the only one I talked to was a man whom I knew to be Jesus.
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Yes I met Jesus and talked with him and asked him questions and he answered me and told me that all religions are man made and the only thing that matters is love compassion and forgiveness!!
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? Uncertain
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
at first I was among the stars in the black void of the universe, and then I was on a mountain top overlooking an incredible green valley that went on forever. and the sky seemed like a sunset but I don't think it was the colors were absolutely amazing! they were almost alive themselves. I'm serious
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
there was no sense of time at all none that I can remember.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others
I now understand that we are all connected and that universal law of karma governs our life.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
Did scenes from the future come to you? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)? Yes all religions are man made and the only thing that matters is love, forgiveness and compassion and that's it! and nothing else matters. everything that I witnessed. visually
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? Uncertain
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? Yes I knew everything unfortunately I don't remember any of it. but I know that I knew it. if that makes sense. and that all things are connected.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes I knew everything all the knowledge of the universe and more unfortunately I don't remember any of it. but I know that I knew it. if that makes sense. and that all things are connected.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? Yes
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes love is all that matters and for some reason we are hidden from that until we go back home.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? Yes It seems that we are shielded from remembering our true selves so that we can have a unique experience and that the truth is its all about love
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? No
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience I can close my eyes to this day and see some of it like it happened 5 min ago.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: I am now obsessed with trying to find out as much as I can about the after life and different spiritual ways . I am on a quest and its kind of destroying my marriage and other things that use to be important but no longer are.
My business I was so wrapped up in being successful in regards to running a business, now I have completely given it to my partner, even though I'm still financially responsible to some level its just not important to me any more.
still go to work everyday, but I am truly on a mission to tell everyone that
asks about my experience and to research as much as I can about the after life.
My experience directly resulted in: Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes All the things that I thought that mattered don't! its all about love.
also don't understand how we as people are spoon fed things to believe through
fear, and our science refuses to believe peoples after life experiences? its
frustrating to say the least. millions of people have experienced the spiritual
world and have come back to talk about it but yet our society refuses to believe
them. go figure? sorry about the rant.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain sometimes I have little psychic moments.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes 3 years some believe me others just listen and nod there head .
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was probably real I wasn't 100 percent I was about 85 percent, but as I started to research it I now know that it really did happen even though I know it was real as real can be, there was a tiny bit of doubt that my wife made me think.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real All I can say is that I now know and believe 100 percent that it was real.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes My wife and I are complete opposites and she does not believe me and chooses to believe in god and the afterlife her way. ( a bit hard headed).
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I am more conscious of others and I believe were are all connected and love is all that matters. also I believe that religious dogmas have distorted the real truth with fear in order to control the masses.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? no
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes I have told the story to you just as the way I've told it to others.
What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you? all that I have read and researched is very helpful , we need more people to tell the world of their experiences and maybe society might wake up and start to believe. and all the fear and hate in this world would disappear.
Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire. Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? shorten it a little and try not to asked the same questions twice.