Rita S Experience
The first event that I can remember, I was 3 yrs, I was in a swimming pool, I could not swim and I somehow walk to far into the pool and went under water and started drowning. The water burned but the next thing I know, was I could see the lady sun bathing next to the pool and I saw my self drowning. I was wondering why couldn't she see me. Then the next thing I remember, I was on the ground and they were doing CPR. From that point on I have a fear of water.
Now around 9 yrs old. At night when I went to sleep, it always felt as if I was flying. One night I do not remember the age but I was no older then 12 yrs, I was asleep and God is my witness, I could hear and feel ear against my face, as if I was flying into the wind. Because of those "dreams", I became scared of flying on airplanes and roller coasters. The air and pressure from, roller coaster remind me of my dreams and I discovery this by accident when I rode my first and last roller coaster. So, when I became a teen I had pick up a few fears. Over the years a few times a week at night, I would feel myself flying then at some point it went from me flying, to having this flash of bright white light and a loud pop sound that would wake straight up, with the first thought of me thinking that I almost died.
I never put to much thought into my nightly events until I got into my 20's when I found myself having anxiety about sleeping. The breaking point for me was when I was about 27 yrs, I found myself one night looking at myself and my ex-husband sleeping in bed and watching my own TV. My poor mind could not figure out what was going on, so I ended up going to the doctor to put me on medication to sleep. Well, the medication quite my mind, I have to say also doing my childhood to present, I feel a being next to me all the time and God and guardian angles talk to me. I thought that part of my life was normal and everyone has those experiences. But, at the age of 30, I found out through TV, that my past event and present events are not normal. My events have a name, thank god. I also found out my dreams that show me the future were something special. Anyways, at present date the age of 35 yrs, I notice that as I am lying awake watching TV, I feel my "soul" trying to separate from my body but it only making it half way out but I only feel it when it snaps back in. The first thought that comes to my mind is, that my soul is trying to leave again.
I do not know why this new event is happen, I do not know if it is because I have been taking a sleeping aid for the past 7 yrs but in the past few months, my "other" gifts, which I found out 2 months ago because "strange" things been happen to me began to increase and get stronger. I do not know if the soul thing is part of the other gift process. but I had to do some research 2 months ago, to under my gift. No one ever told me that my childhood experience to adulthood were wrong or not normal. In one of those "dreams" I call them vision I was flying with this lady, I knew we were in a school, that was in a place that was not earth bound, we were flying though the air together and all of a sudden I heard this noise, that I can not describe but I knew it was HELL. I remember praying to God, that I did not want to see Hell. Thank god, I didn't. But, about 2 months ago, I ran into that lady in my vision, at my life and career coaching class. I didn't recognize her at first but I was talking to her about my events with my gift. She decided to pray, I had my eyes closed and while she was praying it hit me like a slap in the face, that lady in my dream I had 7 years ago, was her. I started screaming, I got all sweaty and almost past out. She was to at tee in my dream, but I could not understand why I didn't recognize her from the beginning and while I was talking to her.
Anyways, a few weeks
ago I had a dream/vision about the end of the world and all this strange stuff
is happen. I feel like I am trying to suppress something but it is getting
stronger and something is about to happen to me, that will not be of this earth.
The more I try to ignore it, the stronger it gets. My soul leaving my body , I
think is trying to do it as I am awake. I do not know if I am leaving my body
during the night because of the meds. I do not understand what is happen to me,
I also feel people emotions and get vibes from people. Within the last 2 years,
I started seeing a few people auras. At the time, I did not know what I was
seeing, until I was telling the person that I see a certain color light around
them. The other reason why I take the medication for sleeping is because I was
getting vision of future events and I was also trying to shake that feeling of
"being" being around me all the time. I also have notice at the 7 year mark, I
started get vision while I was awake about a person. I am ok, with God talking
to me because the message are brief and simple. My guardian angels, I love them
being around me because they always protect me, and either I hear them or they
make an event happen to save me or I see them in human from saving me. I will
say, I almost died twice and had a lot of near misses within the last 10 yrs.
But the major events are being mark at the 7 year mark. Strange.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No response Trying to figure out if it was a dream or a true event
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes Trying to figure out if it was a dream or a true event
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? The 90% of them I am sleeping (the outer body events) the other events either I am sleeping or wide awake
Was the experience dream like in any way? My vision were during me sleeping but I have figure out the different between my dreams and my visions
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Confuse
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Air rushing past my ears, almost like being in a tunnel and I am moving real fast forward into the air.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes A few times Heaven, I heard Hell. One time I was on another planet
Did you see a light? Yes Always a flash of bright pure white light when I snap back into my body
Did you meet or see any other beings? I met God once. My guardian angel once. The lady I meet a few months ago that I vision several years earlier.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes
I "dream" I was at a car accident where 3 kids died, I felt the girl died and asking me to help her. When I awoke from my sleep the next morning, it was all over the new that there was a car accident with 3 kids, 2 boys died at the scene and the girl was in a coma and early that morning she had died. I started screaming because I was there when it happen
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes Just the car accident
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Did you become aware of future events? Yes Always had vision of future events
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
found out about my gift that I had since childhood
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes After my other experience a 3 months ago, I had the strange urge of researching all this strange stuff ie. OBE, third eye, signs, kundalini (don't know if I spelled it right, I do not know how to pronounce it either)
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? Just scared to death because something is happen to me and I have no control of what is happen. It is just getting stronger. I "feel" "sense" that it is going to be ok and that I will understand in full in time of what is going on.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I am trying to relay on the 100% on the vibes that I get from people, my gut feelings on events. Be more aware of the signs and messages around me, that are not spoken.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Just a few people, the lady in my dream knows the most. My mom knows a lot too but not everything.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Confused
What was the best and worst part of your experience? Not knowing what is going on with me, is this normal or not
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No