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Rayhaneh F's Experience

Experience description:   

In an afternoon in the month of Ramadan (the month in which Muslims fast), I was laying down in my house. I was in a state that was not sleep and was not awake, but I was still conscious.

At first I sensed a strange feeling in my feet, at the tip of my toes, something like a pulling or vacuum. This feeling of vacuum got stronger and stronger until it reached my chest area. It got even stronger when it reached to my chest and it felt like a strong magnet is sucking my soul away from my body. At that point, my body involuntarily started fighting this force. Like my body was not willing to let go of my soul. I realized that I am dying. Meanwhile I had lots of thoughts and feelings. One of my strongest thought was love for this (physical) world. Strangely, I felt very attached to this life and was not willing to die. On one hand I was telling to myself that everybody has to die some day and now this is my turn. But on the other hand I was thinking about my family, specially my mother for whom my death would be very painful. But whichever way, I just wanted this struggle between my body and my soul to end one way or the other, as it was very torturous. I was in these thought when suddenly my soul exited from my heart area in a 45 degree angle and I entered into a sun-like light. I realized that it is over now, and what a pleasant feeling it was, feeling of weightlessness and freedom! I started moving upward and could see my room from above and my mother who was sleeping next to me in the room. I was worried about my mom and was saying to myself that when she wakes up and sees me dead, she would be very sad. But there was nothing I could do. As I was ascending, I heard a voice. I cannot exactly repeat what it said but it meant something like “Turn her back, it is not her time yet!”.

Instantly I was back in my body and the first thing I felt was how heavy my body was!

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?  
I was fully conscious during this experience.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Normal consciousness and alertness  
I was fully conscious during this experience.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. 
It was the same

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. 
It was the same

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience? 
After my soul separated my body I had a very pleasant feeling, specially the feeling of weightlessness and floating in the space.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Yes 
I saw something like a very bright ring, something like Sun, which I entered into.

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes 
Very bright light which was like getting close to Sun.

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I heard a voice I could not identify

I heard a voice that said it is not her time, return her back.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   Some unfamiliar and strange place
 I realized that I am not alive any more and have entered the next world.

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning

I don’t know how long this event took in time, but I was surprised of this huge volume of thoughts and feelings in such a short time.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about myself or others

At that time I realized that I am dead and more than anything else, I was worried about my mom and how she would handle my death.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes 

From the time I left my body I realized that I have entered another world.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience  

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience  

My experience directly resulted in:   Slight changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   No  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes

I told this to my family and friends, but it was hard to believe for some of them.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes  

I had seen a TV program about it.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real.  

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real.  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes 

I have experienced separation of my soul from my body a few times in my life.  

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Uncertain

 

 

در یک بعد از ظهر در ماه مبارک رمضان در منزل دراز کشیده بودم.در حالتی بودم که نه خواب بود و نه بیداری و لی هوشیاری داشتم. ابتدا احساس عجیبی در سر انگشتان پایم حس کردم چیزی شبیه مکش. این مکش بیشتر و بیشتر شد تا اینکه به نزدیکی سینه ام رسید. در نزدیکی قفسه سینه این مکش شدت بیشتری به خود گرفت حسی شبیه اینکه با یک آهنربای بسیار قوی روحم ازبدن جدا می شد. در آن موقع به طور غیر ارادی بدن من (جسمم) با این نیرو مقابله می کرد. انگار که خود جسم من حاضر نبود که روح از بدن جدا شود. تو یک چنین وضعیتی که بودم متوجه شدم که دارم میمیرم. احساسات و افکار بسیاری در آن موقع داشتم. یکی از قوی ترین احساسات ، دوست داشتن دنیا بود.به طورعجیبی در آن لحظه دنیا (زندگی ) را دوست داشتم و حاضر نبودم که بمیرم.از طرف دیگر پیش خودم میگفتم که هر کسی یه روزی باید بمیره و الان نوبت منه.از طرفی به فکر خانواده ام بودم به خصوص مادرم که مرگ من چقدر برای او دردناک است. اما هرچه که بود دوست داشتم این کشمکش بین روح و جسمم تمام شود واقعاً عذاب آور بود.در همبن افکار بودم که کل روحم از قلبم با یه زاویه 45 درجه خارج شد و من وارد یه نور شدید شبیه خورشید شدم.فهمیدم که دیگه تموم شد و چه احساس دلپذیری از اون موقع به من دست داد. حس رهایی، بی وزنی.شروع بع حرکت به سمت بالا کردم از بالا اتاق رو دیدم و مادرم که کنار من خوابیده بود. برای مادرم نگران بودم ، پیش خودم میگفتم وقتی از خواب بلند بشه و ببینه که من مردم خیلی ناراحت می شه.اما کاری از دست من ساخته نبود، همینطور که داشتم رو به بالا میرفتم یه صدایی رو شنیدم که گفت "برگردونید وقت این نرسیده " دقیق یادم نیست و لی یه همچین مفهومی داشت.بعد از اون یکدفعه روحم به بدنم برگشت و دوباره اولین چیزی ک حسن کردم سنگینی (وزن) جسمم بود.

آيا تجربه شما با رويدادي مرگبار وتهديد کننده ي زندگي همراه بود؟    خير     

آيا بيان تجربه ي شما در قالب واژه ها و الفاظ سخت و دشوار است؟    خير     

هنگام پشت سر گذاشتن تجربه ی خود، در چه زمان هایی بالاترین سطح هشیاری و آگاهی را داشتید؟    آگاهی و هوشیاری عادی     در طول مدت هوشیاری کامل داشتم    در طول مدت هوشیاری کامل داشتم

لطفا بينايي خود را در هنگام تجربه با بينايي خود در زندگي عادي قبل از وقوع تجربه مقايسه کنيد.    یکسان بود

لطفا شنوايي خود را در هنگام تجربه با شنوايي خود در زندگي عادي قبل از وقوع تجربه مقايسه کنيد.    یکسان بود

آيا زماني که از بدن جسماني خود جدا شده بوديد رويدادهاي زميني خاصي را مي ديديد و يا مي شنيديد؟    خير     

چه احساسات و هيجاناتي را هنگام تجربه ي خود احساس مي کرديد؟    بعد از جدا شدمن روح احساس بسیارخوشایندی داشتم. به خصوص بی وزنی و شناور بودن در فضا  

آيا در تجربه ي خود از ميان تونل گذشتيد؟    بله     من چیزی شبیه یک حلقه ی بسیار نورانی را دیدم . چیزی شبیه به خورشید که وارد آن شدم.

آيا نوري فرامادي و فرازميني مشاهده کرديد؟    بله     نور بسیار شدید که مثل نزدیک شدن به خوشید بود.

آيا احساس کرديد که با وجودهايي روحاني روبرو شده ايد و يا صداهايي با هويت نامشخص مي شنويد؟           صدایی شنیدم یا احساس کردم که می گفت. وقت این نیست یا برش گردونید وقتش نرسیده

آيا با افرادي که قبلا فوت شده و يا زنده بوده اند ملاقات داشتيد يا حضور آن ها را حس کرديد؟    خير     

آيا در طول تجربه ي خود از رويداهاي گذشته ي زندگيتان مطلع شديد؟    خير     

آيا احساس کرديد که به دنيايي ديگر متفاوت از اين دنيا وارد شده ايد؟    مکان ناآشنا و عجیب     من متوجه شدم که دیگر زنده نیستم. و وارد دنیای دیگر شدم.

آيا سرعت زمان در آن لحظات سريع تر يا کندتر شده بود؟     همه ي اتفاق ها در يک لحظه اتفاق مي افتاد و زمان مفهومش را از دست داده بود    من نمی دانم که این واقعه چقدر از نظر زمانی طول کشید و لی از  این همه حجم وسیع از افکار و احساس در زمان کم که برایم اتفاق افتاد، عجیب بود.

آیا ناگهان احساس کردید که همه چیز را می فهمید و درک می کنید؟    همه چیز درباره خودم و دیگران     اون موقع فهمیدم که مردم و از همه بیشتر نگران حال مادرم بودم که چه طور با مرگ من کنار میاد.

آيا با مانعي فيزيکي يا مکاني شبيه مرز برخورد کرديد؟    خير     

آيا صحنه هايي از رخدادهاي آينده براي شما ظاهر شدند؟    خير     

در طول تجربه ي خود آيا احساسي مبني بر يادگيري دانشي خاص داشتيد؟    خير     

لطفا درباره ي هرگونه تغييراتي که در زندگيتان در نتيجه ي تجربه ي خود رخ داده است کمي توضيح دهيد.   

آيا در اثر تجربه ي شما ، تغييراتي در باورها و ارزش هاي شما به وجود آمده است؟    خير     

آيا در اثر اين تجربه، شما قابليت انجام کارهايي غيرمعمولي و ماورايي (مثل تله پاتي، پيشگويي و ...) پيدا کرديد که قبل از تجربه،  قادر به انجام آن نبوده اید؟    خير     

آيا درباره ي تجربه ي خود با فرد يا افراد ديگري صحبت کرده ايد؟    بله     با خوانواده و دوستان در میان گذاشتم. بعضی ها برایشان باور پذیر نبود.

آيا قبل از تجربه ي خود، اطلاعاتي درباره ي چنين تجربياتي (تجربيات نزديک به مرگ ) داشتيد؟     بله     یک برنامه تلوزیونی در این مورد دیده بودم.

درباره ي اصالت و واقعيت تجربه ي خود، در فاصله ي کمي بعد از آن (چند روز تا چند هفته) چه اعتقادي داشتيد؟          

درباره ي اصالت و واقعيت تجربه ي خود، در حال حاضر چه اعتقادي داريد؟          

آيا در نتيجه ي اين تجربه، در ارتياطات شما با ديگران تغييري حاصل شده است؟    خير     

آيا در نتيجه ي اين تجربه، تغييراتي در باورهاي مذهبي و مناسک عبادي شما حاصل شده است؟    خير     

آيا در طول زندگي، اتفاقي بوده است که بخش هايي از تجربه ي نزديک به مرگتان را براي شما مجددا ايجاد نمايد؟    بله    چند باریر احساس جداشدن روح از بدن را تجربه کردم.

آيا سوالاتي که از شما پرسيده شد و اطلاعاتي که شما از طريق اين پرسشنامه ارائه کرديد  توصيف کامل و دقيقي از تجربه ي شما مي باشد؟     مطمئن نيستم