Ray U's Experience
had no physical problems but a recent new acquaintance on base had began to have
an epileptic seizure. I was walking down a sidewalk heading for the
location of this new acquaintance when I had the OBE twice showing me that he
was having a seizure. I was approximately 1/2 to 1 mile away when I heard the
sirens of the ambulance which triggered the experiences. My consciousness left
my body still walking and traveled to his location twice.
At first I thought I was crazy but it happened a second time. I didn't know what a OBE was at the time so I thought it to be a vision. I also thought it to be my brother at home ( He had Epilepsy and I knew how to help him) at first then had the second vision and I wasn't nearly so shocked and realized that I was experiencing a flood of vision and knowledge of knowing everything (past present and future) but when I returned to my body I couldn't retain that knowledge. I felt very limited for a moment . I could see all around me at the same time. I ran to see this new friend . When I got there , the ambulance people were bringing him out.
I asked them to stop for a moment to say a prayer over him and then they took him. At which time I never saw him again. I did remember his room which I had never been to before the OBE and it was as I remembered in the vision but in a restricted manor. I don't remember the name of this airman nor the other person that was sitting at the card table when all this happened.
My friend new acquaintance was the transit barracks chief where I first came to the air base. There I stayed for 2 or 3 days then I moved to the 3-92 Security Police Squadron . There I was when this new friend called or I called him ,I don't remember which way it was. I told him that I was going to the local on base hamburger joint to get a hamburger and he asked me to bring him one and he'd pay for it when I got there. I said Ok and was on my way there when I heard the siren and had the experience that I will never forget.
Only three things have ever happened that could be nearly as traumatic to me. I have had several obe's but I'm extremely afraid to let them happen again. Once I saw myself dead laying on a gurney at which time I was clinically dead at Parkland Hospital and once I saw my dead brother at the same hospital. Once I was attacked by something that that was evil and it tried to possess me but my angelic friend told me how to expel it. I did and this thunderbird looking thing screamed as it was forced out of my body and hit my bedroom wall the thing tried to resist me but I forced it thru the wall into a deep black abyss. As it was being forced backward into the abyss it screamed until I could no longer hear it anymore. then my wall closed up the abyss and I was so traumatized that I went to the bathroom to see if I was dreaming or did it really happen. This unknown spirit or angel had also disappeared the moment the wall closed up. It looked like semi-visible apparition that spoke to me . I still occasionally hear this person or being call my name in a soft voice similar to my mothers. but I have never seen her again. I have had numerous slight partial OBEs which I stop because of my fear of never returning.
never tried to have an OBE. They always happen without any notice. Now I
usually have this to try to happen to me 1 to several times a year. less and
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No back then before I enlisted I had tried pot but never started the habit. Now, I'm on a number of medical drugs for hypertension, water retention, and lately since several deaths in the family I take Paxil for my nerves.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes At first I thought I was crazy but it happened a second time. I didn't know what a OBE was at the time so I thought it to be a vision. I also thought it to be my brother at home ( He had Epilepsy and I knew how to help him) at first then had the second vision and I wasn't nearly so shocked and realized that I was experiencing a flood of vision and knowledge of knowing everything (past present and future) but when I returned to my body I couldn't retain that knowledge. I felt very limited for a moment . I could see all around me at the same time. I ran to see this new friend . When I got there , the ambulance people were bringing him out.
them to stop for a moment to say a prayer over him and then they took him. At
which time I never saw him again. I did remember his room which I had never been
to before the OBE and it was as I remembered in the vision but in a restricted
manor. I don't remember the name of this airman nor the other person that was
sitting at the card table when all this happened.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes described below
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? with the first obe I was alert sober and walking on a sidewalk in the late afternoon on a sunny day about the middle of the month of May. with the other experiences . clinical death Parland Hospital Dallas Tx, july 8th 1994 vision of deceased brother in Parkland Hospital Dallas Tx july 13th 1994 on my birthday. the possession gone bad experience happened on Minot AFB North Dakota I had just gotten in bed and was in the physical state one is in when they are not fully awake but not asleep. But soon after the experience begin I was in a very alert sober life threatening state of mind. I know some or most of you are going to write me off as a kook with a vivid imagination
that I can never persuade you one way or the other. and I will not try. And I
don't care what you think. I will loose no sleep over your opinions.
Was the experience dream like in any way? No not one
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes described above maybe one more thing , I did not experience traveling to and from only here then there. here then there.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? flood of un-expression able emotions except the last one described, I was so traumatized I couldn't sleep that night.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? seeing my deceased brother yes, he spoke to me and said quote
GOING TO BE ALRIGHT LITTLE BROTHER" He then smiled and disappeared. The Bird
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes The Evil Bird (black pretty rainbow colors over the black) also had glowing and irradiating green eyes.
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes my deceased brother at parkland hospital. the possession gone bad I saw an angelic ghostly being that spoke to me and told me to bare down, I knew what that meant in the spirit realm but as soon as the experience was over, I could not remember what that phrase meant. The being I like to think of it as my guardian angel, said that same phrase to me twice. once when the evil spirit was thrown from my body screaming loudly and then the second time when the wall opened up to a great vast abyss and the evil spirit bird was again by the power within me thrown backward screaming into the abyss until I could no longer hear it.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No other than the first time at Vandenberg AFB when I was in that state of being I recall that there was nothing unknown in that state but when I returned to my physical body , I could not retain this knowledge but only that it was there in the spiritual realm.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes I can't remember any specifics.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes more pronounced but peculiar
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes yes can't explain
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes yes, can't explain
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? Yes can't explain
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes have described except for when I was 10 yrs old I almost died from flu and I remember asking my mother to hold me down on the bed so I would not float away. I had floated out of my body up to the ceiling several times. I disregarded this as delirium. I did have very strange sense of touch and taste for time afterwards.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I know beyond any doubt that there is life after death, other beings both good and bad. That somehow we are all limited in our understanding and knowledge by our physical bodies. I do believe there is a good GOD and a evil bad devil and demons. I also believe that GOD hasn't let us in on the complete picture of our reality, I'm not sure that we could bare it.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I am Very religious , I study my bible and pray regularly. I try to help people at every chance I get . I avoid the things that are evil and bad. I know that if anyone in this world had gone thru what I've been thru that they would also believe as I do. NO DOUBT IN MY MIND.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I know that reality is in the eye of the beholder. and even then only a very small portion of it.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Only my family, one of disbelief and incredible. I don't tell anybody anymore. I don't care to see that look I get.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Friend in Vandenberg AFB I couldn't believe what had happened to me seeing and hearing deceased brother sad but happy too with crying experience with supernatural, I was very traumatized exhausted but couldn't sleep had to pray for a while.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? explained above
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? nothing that I can remember.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes There's more but not at my ability to recollect now but maybe with some conversation.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. nothing now