Rachael V's Experience
Please note I've been to many doctors/shrinks/sleep studies looking for answers. They all believe I am perfectly normal and healthy...I now believe so to. I was always looking for an answer and still am.
It always started as waking up in my bed (thought I was awake) hearing banging..soft then as it moved closer became real loud. Feeling something grabbing me, hovering over me, trying to scare me. Seeing someone in the corner of my room just looking at me. This went on for months. One day I got up...this is when I finally realized I was sleeping because I felt different and saw myself and my husband sleeping in the bed. I had the vibrations at times flew out my windows explored some and had some great experiences.
The concern I have is....there is always someone waiting for me. Some friendly some with no heads. They talk and talk to me. I hold conversations with them for hours. Every one different from the next. Some bring me to parties, others bring me to school. Some come back others don't. One gave me lottery numbers to play (which I never play) and I played them the next day and got 4 out of 6 numbers. That night he came back and told me he had to do that so I would believe in him. I haven't seen him since. I remember at least 4 hours of what goes on at night. I feel and think just like I do now when I am at this state of sleeping. I've never been further than outside my house and in the sky around my house.
They seem to like to keep me in my house. Although the inside of my house does change. Sometimes they have Christmas trees there and want to celebrate other times its kind of like I get to see what they are experiencing or what to experience. Some give me names others don't talk. They always seem like they are trying to teach me something. For instance...It took a while for the guy with no head to teach me that ..when they talk to me they don't use their voice, that's why he had no head. After I realized that...I never saw that guy again either.
I no longer can
believe that these things that happen are just a dream. I do believe that when I
die, what I am experiencing now will some how help me. They have told me that I
relate all of this to sleep because this is the only way my mind can make sense
of it, but when I am ready I wont have to go to sleep to talk to them.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Fully alert and felt totally awake. No different then now.
Was the experience dream like in any way? Only because things some times faded in or out then became something else.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
Sometimes I might be floating above my body other times I will be kind of stuck. 90 percent of the time I am out of body already on my bed or on the floor next to my bed.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I use to feel scared thinking I was seeing ghosts and that I was awake. Now I relate this to sleep and I have excepted it for what it is.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Lots of banging...walls ..floors. Loud running...voices telling me to get up and out of my body
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No
A couple of times while in the sky As I looked down I saw Beams of light shooting from the ground up with some kind of creatures surrounding it. (not scary)
Did you see a light? Yes
Sometimes I see what looks like the light bulbs on Christmas trees that turn into people or they just stay in that form.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
Some I believe have passed...others I don't believe were ever human.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Only lottery numbers.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes
Sometimes it was hard to see. sometimes I had a body sometimes not. Never did smell or taste anything.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
Sometimes when I am in the sky, I will come across electrical wires that are below me. I never went to close to them.
Did you become aware of future events? Uncertain, only the time with lottery numbers.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
I never really believed in GOD....at least not the GOD I was taught about. But I do know now that there is more out there then what I believed before.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I've always been a very happy ,positive person. I love my life and the ones around me. I feel like these experiences are part of a learning process. I do believe it is a gift and I am just more aware than others.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
What emotions did you experience following your experience? I have this experience...all the time. It is no longer a experience it is now part of my life...just like my everyday activities.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? The worst was when I thought I was awake when all this would happen. The best is knowing that I always have someone watching out for me and to teach me what others might not have a chance to learn
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? After sharing all this information with you I would like for someone to email me back with what you think.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
There is only so much I can write to explain what is happening to me. I have hours a night of new experiences.