E-mail:  perwink707@yahoo.com

Experience description:   

            This is a short story, of what happened to me! (Short version)

When my Mom died suddenly, my wife at the time, decided it would be a good time for a divorce. I ended up living in a trailer up in Gold Bar. Went from seeing my kids everyday, to every other weekend. Plus the Courts made me pay 2,200 a month to her and she got the house. For the kids sake it was ok. I didn't have a say in any of it anyway.  Well I had            another job, mowing lawns to help pay for gas etc. I felt really bad (depressed) and went to the doctor, he put me on antidepressants, well that didn't work to good. After taken those, I didn't care if I paid the bills, or to see my boys. So I quit taken them.

 A couple of months went by, I was drinking whiskey straight, use it to gargle with. God knows I was hurting and really didn't want to be around anymore. I ended up moving in with Gail, (wife) but my whole life I've lived to be good, and this is how I ended up! . Well one night I went to bed, I prayed, Dear God I don't want to wake up tomorrow, please. I was spent, done for,  lost everything. So it seemed. So our Father gave me a wonderful gift, he took me home, I remember following a very bright light. Came to a school or some teaching going on. I was in spirit form, but young and innocent child like), we were leaning forward listening to what looked like Jesus reading out of a book. It was so awesome, (you got me crying) I remember Jesus looking up at me and he closed his book and I started to leave. I was leaving, I had no hands or fingers to grab on to, I wanted to stay soooooooooo bad. But then Gods Holy Spirit filled me and instantly I felt secure, loved beyond want we feel here. I was safe. He Loves Us So much. Can't express to you the Joy, Love, Happiness, Peace, I could go on, but it wouldn't be enough....Awesome.

 I also knew I was going somewhere. Leaving Heaven, coming back. Then in another instant, I heard someone say,  my two boys names. Ben and Blake. I woke up out of bed, I new everything was going to be fine! God is in control! I looked outside and saw the beautiful trees, and thought, all this, everything is for His Glory.

Every minute of the day I remember the dream (vision). Oh, I still want to go back, because of the love I felt and the security. Death has no hold on me. Quite the opposite. I believe we die (spiritually) at birth, and reborn at death, we go back home...!

 But also each one of us has a mission, Gods purpose, most of us go thru life never figuring out that purpose. God sent us his Love Story to us. Everything we need is in it. I've been study the Bible like crazy, trying to get to know him better.  Also I don't fear death, I long for it,  Heaven is our reward, to be with our Father. I feel our life here is a training ground, for what's to come. Awesome place Heaven is. But I also pray for my eyes and ears to be opened to his word.

 I've told my boys this story, told them God said your names to me, brought me back. He has a wonderful plan in store for them, for us. Believe and Pray and give Him the Glory for everything. Study his word, to show ourselves worthy. He had this written for us.  Now. I Praise him in the good and the bad.    :>) God Bless You and Keep You!

Perry  

Note:  (We are Blessed)

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     I can not tell or express the full amount of God's love for us! His love is unlimited, on going, forever! See what I mean.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          Uncertain            Very unhappy with the way my life was going. Very depressed.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    When I came too!

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            When I came too!

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes     Just the depth of the Spirit, intense feelings!

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     Just felt the feelings, didn't have ears to hear, but knew what was going on around me.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Peace, Love, Security, Purpose, Hope, Joy

I can not wait to go back, it is like our reward, for believing in Him here on Earth. But only God can cut that cord.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     Yes, when I was behind the spirit of light.

Did you see a light?           Yes     Very White and Bright, led me to a classroom or meeting place.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     We were all in spirit form, very trustworthy, young like 6 year old children.  I (felt) saw other spirits next to me, we were all very Happy to be there ! We did not have arms, but I could feel myself leaning forward to hear what was being taught with much eagerness. Please note, while being in God's presents nothing or no one else mattered, at the time. So much Love. Also this is very hard to write, tears are hard to see thru right now. Very good our Father.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No       Maybe learned what is to come, but that is kept from me for now.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     Three levels.

1st was getting there. Tunnel.

2nd was in the classroom.

3rd was being in His presents before I was sent back.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     Not aware of any time.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     We are Loved more than we are able to understand here.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes     Yes we were leaning forward, there was something between us and the teacher.

Did you become aware of future events?       Uncertain
            I remember being in front of the teacher, but can not tell you what he spoke to me. I think it is inside of me, for a latter time.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I have discernment, I can tell good people from bad people, before they speak. But of Father Loves us all the same, the choice is up to us, to believe in Him or not to believe in Him.

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     Close friends.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    No      

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    My vision was along time ago. It is getting stronger each day. I feel the Love growing stronger everyday. I sometimes feel I could Pop. With His/Our Love

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    I believe time is short. I feel more of an energy flowing, something is going to happen soon. Need to get ready.

Every day here is like school. We are given choices, some good, some bad.

But He forgives us, if we ask him. But don't keep doing the bad (sin) over and over. Learn and move on! So much to learn.