Patrick P's Experience
I was in a
sound sleep when I was suddenly awakened by a loud drumming sound in my ears, it
stopped and I opened my eyes and all I could see was what looked like rocks
going by my face several feet away, like I was slowly falling down a old well,
when I looked down the direction I was going I realized I was floating down a
long dark dank tunnel with a light at the end. I willed my self to turn my body
so I could walk and my position changed but my feet never touched the ground, as
I moved down the tunnel I was checking out the walls and they seemed almost to
be alive. there was a pulsing low light coming out between the stones. I told my
self this must be some weird dream. finally after what seemed to be forever I
came to the end of the tunnel and I entered a round room with stone walls and
ceiling and a raised dais with 3 or 4 steps leading up to it. and standing there
was Jesus Christ like you see in the movies, in robes with a beard and his arms
outstretched and welcoming me. as I floated closer he said to me come with me
and you will have all you ever desired. and I thought that wrong! why would I
want everything I desired. after all , all I need is what I need not what I
desire. and while I am thinking this I am still moving closer to him, and then
it hits me, a smell that is hard to describe in words. just pure filth like a
million years of unwashed bodies. now I am only about 3 feet away and still
moving closer so in an instant I knew who ever this was it sure as hell wasn't
Christ and just like that he changed to a beast or demon or maybe even the devil
himself. and with out giving it any thought I punched him right in the face, my
fist went thru with some resistance like I was punching real weak rubber or
something like that its really hard to explain. but once I pulled my fist back I
new I was in trouble. up to this point I thought it was just some real weird
dream. but now I was very scared and I cant explain where all that fear came
from it was like I was feeling the fear of others, so I stepped back and for the
first time I could feel the ground under my feet and the ground was cold and
wet. I tripped and fell backwards down the steps I had only moments earlier
floated up. now I was laying on the ground and looking up at this thing and he
was pissed. it was then that I realized I was in deep shit, and I also realized
we weren't alone in that room, I never saw any one else but I could since other
things behind me. but I was watching the thing in front of me. he started toward
me but then a white light came thru the ceiling of this chamber and it
surrounded me and lifted me up like a giant hand. the second the light touched
me all the fear left me and I noticed that all the pains in my body also let I
wasn't cold or wet or tired, as a matter of fact I never felt so good in my
life. I kept going up and up until I was high up in what looked like clouds. I
stopped and I just knew that I was with god. I felt so happy and carefree t is
hard to explain but I knew that I never wanted to be any other place, so I
started to look all around so I could look into the eyes of god. but I saw
nothing but clouds. I kept thinking please let me stay. please. then I heard a
voice that said simply. all will be well. and then I started to go down from the
clouds and toward what I could now see was my dead body. I really didn't want to
go back. but I entered my body and it was cold and empty. then I could hear
slowly at first and quietly a drumming sound it got stronger and louder and I
realized it was my heart beating again. ten the pain started, every muscle in my
body was cramped and every inch of my flesh was pins and needles. but after
about an hour I was warm again and back here. the only good thing about coming
back was that I no longer suffer from arrhythmia. I run 5 or sometimes 10 miles
a day hoping to die from a heart attack so I can go back, but so far no luck.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I was 100%
Was the experience dream like in any way? in some ways it was. but I have never seen such clarity of color and I have never smelled anything in a dream before or since.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? curiosity/fear/ wonder/ utter joy/complete peace of mind
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes Jesus and the devil. but this place was cold and damp and dank not like I have read about hell.
Did you see a light? Yes the first light led to a room the second one saved me
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes and it wasn't the kind of thing I would ever like to do again
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Yes they were the same as always
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes time seemed to feel different, I cant really explain it.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes I couldn't go any higher
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes but I couldn't stop it
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I sometimes hear beautiful music then I will have a vision of something that will happen soon. this usually comes over me in a wave of energy
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I am not afraid of dieing. as a matter of fact I pray every night to die.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I find it hard to have a strong relationship with anyone. and since then I have studied many religions but it all leads back to paganism.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I don't fear nothing no more.
shared this experience with others?
Yes I have
only told 4 people and they all reacted the same, they said it was just a dream.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? depression
What was the best and worst part of your experience? the best being in the presence of god and knowing utter happiness if only for a few moments. the worst was coming back here.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? if you ever are confronted by or tempted by a demon or a devil. just hit that bugger with all you have.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. you all did a good job. thanks