Well this is how I remember my near death experience. I was 17 at
the time and was going to school full time, going to work close to full time,
and had to deal with my parents divorce through all of this. I would have to say
this was one of the hardest time periods of my life so far. Depressed, not
eating, and basically having no time for myself due to the emotional stress from
my parents divorce, I felt worthless and alone in this world just EMPTY. One day
after coming home from school and work I put on some music and laid down to
sleep really weak, after not sleeping the night before or eating the whole day.
(The fact that I wouldn't sleep most of the nights was cause I would stay up and
listen to my parents downstairs to see if I would have to break them up from any
physical confrontations) As I began to listen to the music, I slowly began to
sink in to this really comfortable state of relaxation. When all of a sudden it
was as if I was in this "void" with nothing around me but pitch black. I started
to panic and got really worked up cause I felt like I couldn't move anywhere (a
feeling like you have a million tons on you) and see anything.
I started yelling for help when all of a sudden I was sucked into
this tube going faster than the speed of light. When I finally stopped I saw my
life before me. It was TERRIBLE! I saw everything I ever did and how it had
affected others. I actually felt the hurt I had caused others but it was like a
1,000,000,000x intense, and trust me it was pure hell!!!!!!! After I saw my life
review I was pulled closer to God. At one point god and I were ONE!!! And the
pure unconditional love he gave me was pure ecstasy (I was exploding with
love!!!!). The next thing I remember was being given this block of knowledge of
everything. I like to say block of knowledge cause it came all at once to me
unlike on earth we have to accumulate what small knowledge we do have little by
little. (my thinking was a lot more clearer now and not "polluted") I was soon
near my body again looking at it knowing that if I were to leave it now it would
be totally acceptable and I would be fine, but that my body would decay and I
would not be able to come back. When all of a sudden I thought of my mother, I
was immediately downstairs (I used to live on the second floor) in the hallway
seeing my mother sleeping in her bed. I had this sense that she still needed me
in this life to help her spiritually progress.
There was not time like there is on earth but instead the present
past and future were all together simultaneously. During all this I had noticed
that I was a brilliant light and that I could go anywhere and be with anyone
just so long as I thought about them. I too at this time noticed that all humans
are connected to each other In the sense that each and every one of us effect
the whole through thought, words, deeds, etc. Shortly I was back at my body
again looking at it, when all of a sudden I felt this vacuum pull me back
through my head into my body. Wow was my body freezing!! I was what you could
say a meat popsicle. I slowly started to lose my knowledge of everything until
it was gone. Being exhausted from the experience I went to sleep. I woke up in
the morning getting ready for work feeling a LOT different. I walked into work
feeling like there was not a thing I couldn't do in this life. I was feeling so
ECSTATIC My co-workers at best buy thought I was on drugs cause I was so
energetic, polite, and happy to like the 3rd degree. I don't think they had ever
seen anybody like this but I know why. God has a plan for each and everyone of
us, and its just funny cause its true when people say that god works in
mysterious ways. Hang in there and don't ever give up on God, in the end you'll
come out a stronger person.
Loads of love!!!,
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes Feelings in the Spirit world are hard to express into words
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
I was conscious the whole time Just not inside my body but outside of it
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
I was conscious the whole time Just not inside my body but outside of it
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes Everything was soooooooo much more intense
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
Yes Every thing perceived was not how we perceive on earth it
was all telepathic and through emotions , thoughts, feelings, etc.
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
LOVE, PEACE, CALM, SERENITY, SAFE, EXTREMELY COMFORTABLE
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes Passed through a tunnel at an amazing rate
you see a light?
Yes The light WAS GOD
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain I Only remember seeing GOD
you experience a review of past events in your life?
Yes LIVE THE GOLDEN RULE, RESPECT LIFE, NEVER JUDGE AND LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes My mother was sleeping in her bed when I had asked her later
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
Uncertain Don't remember
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes past present and future were all together
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I knew EVERYTHING PAST PRESENT FUTURE ALL INFO
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
you become aware of future events?
My future was revealed to me by god before I came back to my body
but I knew that I would not remember it once in my body.
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes My Girlfriend, she's become a better person , and it was about a year
after I experienced my own
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
Experience was definitely real Shocked! I had never experienced anything like
it before and I was sort of confused what had happened
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
GOD and I became one!!!!!!
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real It has made me a more spiritual person
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
IS LOVE AND WE ARE HIS CHILDREN
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?