Oxala's Experience


Experience description:   

As I am falling into sleep I can remain conscious and in some cases (but rarely) I can control my conscious dream. With the power of imagination I can do anything I imagine, experience sensations and adrenaline at maximum (time and space where at my disposal).

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           very conscious at the point where decisions need to be taken

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   all my experiences were in a dream but the reality there was as real as this real word is.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

I was unable to feel my body but I there was always a thought that could pulled me out of the dream and regain my five senses.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Love, fear ... adrenaline. All emotions were a little very intense.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           In some cases when I was unable to enter completely in a dream I was blocked in a dark place where I could hear some strange sounds. There were times when I heard very loudly my heart beats; other times when I heard people breathing but sleeping (snoring).

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    No

Did you see a light?           No

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

I meet many people in my dreams .. some that are dead, alive others that were created by me (in controlled dreams). Some interesting conversations (conscious dream):

- I has a conversation with a dead person that was very close and when I asked him how is possible to talk to him..?.he is a dead, he died long ago, he answers that I am dead too :)

- I was talking to a friend of mine and when I realize that I was dreaming I asked him if he realizes that he is in my dream.. and he answers that he knows and he doesn't care.  :|

In other conscious dreams I could understand the persons with I was talking even thou I couldn't understand in what language they were talking.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes

Yes I always experiment. In some of my dreams I could crate objects for example I created a rally car and I enter in it and started to drive ... and all of this was very realistic but when I crashed I woke up :(. And at moving physical objects ..well in all of my dreams I can fly ..its so easy .. it's like I control gravity ...I love to fly :)

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes

well I tried to verify a theory of mine and I have failed.

I try to verify with a friend if I can find out from my dreams what book she is reading at that moment. I tried to call her in my dream and ask her "what book she is reading?" and after 2 nights I manage to speak to her (in my conscious dream) and ask her and the answer was not the one that I was looking.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes

touch none

smell none

visual yes

hear yes

taste none - but in some cases (kiss) ;)

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

The thought - with him I speak to do things that I think :)

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    No

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No

In my dreams when I can control it - no boundary

Did you become aware of future events?       No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       Yes

in my first experiences there was a fear that I couldn't cross and I sent to my brain a thought to move a part of my body to return from asleep. I don't know it i move or not my part but I always manage to return to my body and actualy feel how I was regaining control over my senses.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         No

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   No

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       didn't affect me at all ...well if i think hard the only way that affected me in real life is that I do not wish any more .. I am out of wishes ..

I have accomplished all of my dreams except one | the one and only - check my religious beliefs :>

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         No

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

I have has different opinions ..some of them told me that is interesting ..others ..that I am possessed and I shouldn't play with demons ..

PS: I do not believe in that kind of things :P

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Most of them were fear (lot of fear), joy, happiness, and "adrenaline" :)

but in most cases fear ... :)

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      the best part was a dream when I was watching a wave of images, landscapes, places... impossibly to describe (so colorful and contrasted) that were flowing like how should I say 1000 frames per sec ... and I was feeling that I am seeing them all in real time. That was the most beautiful landscape I have ever seen. the worst part was that it didn't last long ... it was overwhelming and I woke up. :(

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        no

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?               Uncertain

My experience was a short brief of my conscious and controlled dreams.