Oxala's Experience
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Experience description:
As I am
falling into sleep I can remain conscious and in some cases (but rarely) I can
control my conscious dream. With the power of imagination I can do anything I
imagine, experience sensations and adrenaline at maximum (time and space where
at my disposal). - I has a
conversation with a dead person that was very close and when I asked him how is
possible to talk to him..?.he is a dead, he died long ago, he answers that I am
dead too :) - I was
talking to a friend of mine and when I realize that I was dreaming I asked him
if he realizes that he is in my dream.. and he answers that he knows and he
doesn't care. :| In other
conscious dreams I could understand the persons with I was talking even thou I
couldn't understand in what language they were talking. Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes I try to
verify with a friend if I can find out from my dreams what book she is reading
at that moment. I tried to call her in my dream and ask her "what book she is
reading?" and after 2 nights I manage to speak to her (in my conscious dream)
and ask her and the answer was not the one that I was looking. smell none visual yes hear yes taste none
- but in some cases (kiss) ;) Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes I have
accomplished all of my dreams except one | the one and only - check my religious
beliefs :> Has your
life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No PS: I do
not believe in that kind of things :P
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
very conscious at the point where
decisions need to be taken
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
all my experiences were in a dream
but the reality there was as real as this real word is.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I was unable to feel my body
but I there was always a thought that could pulled me out of the dream and
regain my five senses.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Love, fear ... adrenaline. All
emotions were a little very intense.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
In some cases when I was unable to
enter completely in a dream I was blocked in a dark place where I could hear
some strange sounds. There were times when I heard very loudly my heart beats;
other times when I heard people breathing but sleeping (snoring).
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
I meet many people in my dreams
.. some that are dead, alive others that were created by me (in controlled
dreams). Some interesting conversations (conscious dream):
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Yes I always experiment. In
some of my dreams I could crate objects for example I created a rally car and I
enter in it and started to drive ... and all of this was very realistic but when
I crashed I woke up :(. And at moving physical objects ..well in all of my
dreams I can fly ..its so easy .. it's like I control gravity ...I love to fly
:)
well I tried to verify a theory
of mine and I have failed.
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
touch none
The thought - with him I speak
to do things that I think :)
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
In my dreams when I can control
it - no boundary
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
in my first experiences there
was a fear that I couldn't cross and I sent to my brain a thought to move a part
of my body to return from asleep. I don't know it i move or not my part but I
always manage to return to my body and actualy feel how I was regaining control
over my senses.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? didn't
affect me at all ...well if i think hard the only way that affected me in real
life is that I do not wish any more .. I am out of wishes ..
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
I have has different opinions
..some of them told me that is interesting ..others ..that I am possessed and I
shouldn't play with demons ..
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
Most of them were fear (lot of
fear), joy, happiness, and "adrenaline" :)
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
the best part
was a dream when I was watching a wave of images, landscapes, places...
impossibly to describe (so colorful and contrasted) that were flowing like how
should I say 1000 frames per sec ... and I was feeling that I am seeing them all
in real time. That was the most beautiful landscape I have ever seen. the worst
part was that it didn't last long ... it was overwhelming and I woke up. :(
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
no
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Uncertain
My
experience was a short brief of my conscious and controlled dreams.