was really very sad and depressed my friend died on 9/11/2014 and I knew it on
29/11 at night I couldn't sleep all night and next day on 1/12 I just wanted to
meet him or talk to him somehow, I was crying since night, as I believe in
supernatural, life after death and ADCs, I thought of asking him for giving me
signs so I could know that he is still with us and fine, (I also had ADCs with
him but not at this time when I had NDE) so I closed my eyes and started to
think about him, I was saying him something and asking questions that I do t
remember now but I guess "why he went and why he had to go" kind of questions
they must have been, I was asking him and then I went into some unconscious
state it was like meditation but I could here a very little amount of noise of
physical world and I was ignoring it, it was like I was not able to give it my
attention, the process or I must say the Journey was so fast really very rapid,
I couldn't make a thought about it even, my mind was flying so rapidly in an all
black space I guess it was universe but it was just dark and black with some
blue white bright and faded flickering lines and dots, I couldn't see them
clearly because I was travelling with the speed of light and racing of my
thoughts I was going in an upward straight direction like wind flowing on
randomly but toward a destination through a definite path, and there was a
doorway at the end it was kind of a very big gate I it
was burning like sun but all around was dark it was in round shape of red and
orange color I guess it was sun I think that wasn't spreading light around it as
I reached near to it. I was very close I was staring it with questioning eyes
and it turned its face toward me and was saying something I don't know if I
heard it and forgot or I couldn't hear it but right in that moment I came back
to this real world and I was so confused that where I was I was a little bit
scared and sad that I couldn't talk to my friend and the first thing came out of
my mouth after coming back was "did just reached at the gate of hell" this whole
thing must have happened in about some seconds or 1 or 2 minutes.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? No
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes because all that was very fast some of it have forgotten even it was like some very vivid and dark fancy it was like some animated fairy tale's concept the line between illusions and reality became so blurred and still are disappeared, I am just sometimes get confused and surprised.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? end
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal it was so fast it was like a rapid blare pushed me to there and I travelled with the speed of light so I don't know, but I lost connection with the world during the mid of the journey and came back at the end in just half of a moment.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I was just thinking about meeting my friend during the experience and also before the experience, I was just thinking of him both of the time and wanted to reach him somehow.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. before having the experience I could hear everything clearly but I was lost in my own thoughts but still was hearing and during the experience I could hear a very little noise of some deep suspense terrifying music just music no dialogues or may be at that time there were no dialogues?... that was being played in some daily soap that I could hear from the roof top (I was there) and it was like it also was flowing with me there but in the middle of the journey it nearly disappeared.
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? Yes I could hear just a slight music that I just mentioned above.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? no emotions! but at last I was a little scared or that was because in that same moment I came back and I was afraid.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see an unearthly light? No
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I heard a voice I could not identify
I don't remember that what it said or whether it said something and I heard it or not.
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain I saw some gate like a sun it was burning but wasn't spreading light and it could speak I guess and it wasn't going to harm me for sure.
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? Some unfamiliar and strange place
it was universe or some space above it.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual
it don't remember even that how much time it took.
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes
I was at gate of some place but that didn't let me in.
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a definite conscious decision to "return" to life
when I was at the gate I wanted to come back and I was just at the door if I would have stepped in I guess I couldn't be here now.
Did scenes from the future come to you? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)? Yes I know there is.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist? Yes of course I went there so sure god exists and angels messengers soul and heaven and hell kind of things exist.
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime? Yes that whole journey
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist? Yes it exists
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships? No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love? Yes because it was my and his love that made me reach there as I mentioned before we were TRUE friends.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives? No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes I do.
What occurred during your experience included: Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience less accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: strong ADCs than I was having before.
My experience directly resulted in: Unknown
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Uncertain I am uncertain about individual existence of heaven and hell.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain but I can ADC now and I guess some other soul that I don't know about who she was tried to contact me when I was trying to contact my friend.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? yes the gate.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? No
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was probably not real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Uncertain I don't believe in heaven and hell I just believe in a space where god lives and in that space all other higher leveled souls live with god but now if that gate was of hell I am confused about it, that also might be the very first gate or level of the way to god's home with a very strict security level? I am not certain about it.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? but I want to add some more thing I think and feel that may be my friend took me there and now I feel sometimes that there were some other people also standing surprised at that gate, I am feeling like I went there searching for my friend after him and there at that gate of fire there was a crowd of people that didn't notice for sure I was trying to go to my friend but reached at a wrong address.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes it is.