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Natalia's Experience

Experience description:   

I know exactly what ECMs are. 

I was VHI positive; currently I have AIDS in an advance phase, it started there. 

Sometimes, I completely forget about the time or conscious of my body, everything starts in my own funeral, I watch everything in third person…I see my family crying, hugging me, talking to me…and my body lies there in a coffin. I feel the suffering of each one of them, their love for me, I am receptive and I canalize all in me. I approach them, when they cry they transmit me their sorrow and I cry too. If they are remembering me with love they fill me with love. Everything passes in real time, in black and white though, there is no colour, I see myself in a coffin, I watch myself thoroughly and I can’t believe, I try to tell them that I am there with them, they don’t see me or hear me though. 

A whole day passes when I see a road or a tunnel (all in black and white) 

Something impulses me, pushing me towards the tunnel, at the end of it there is a white light extremely shiny. In the tunnel I completely forget about the time, I am slowly suspended, I feel wonderful in peace with myself; at the same time my whole life goes in front of me like a flash of lightening. All people I met, situations I have lived, sensations that I felt, it is overwhelming, so much that I want to reach the light…I feel that my people is there, that after all I will see each other again and will be together and I want to get there, but at the same time I feel for the one I leave in life, yet I perceive that something is missing with the alive people, I have the sensation that I can decide and everything ends…  

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain  It is difficult for me to express the degree of my feelings.    Es dificil para mí expresar el grado de sentimiento

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?   
During the experience my conscious level is high  Durante toda la experiencia mi nivel de conciencia fue alto 

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    Normal consciousness and alertness 
During the experience my conscious level is high              Durante toda la experiencia mi nivel de conciencia fue alto

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  Yes   
Some moments of my experience were in slow motion, others in black and white.  En ocasiones habia momentos de la experencia que pasaban como a camra lenta y otras en blanco y negro

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?              No      

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     Yes

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            fueron muchas y de diversa indole: tristeza, alegria, amor, soledad...

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          Yes     era una especie de tunel o de camino en blanco y negro que se iba estrechando

Did you see a light?           Yes     al final del camino que se estrechaba se veia una luz blanca brillante que me atraia y a pesar que una vez en el tunel todo parecia muy lento y muy rapido a la vez nunca alcanzaba...

Did you meet or see any other beings?
           Yes     vi a mis familiares fallecidos a un lado y a mis familiares vivos en otro lado nadie se comunico directamente conmigo, pero era como si yo pudiese leer sus pensamientos. mis familiares fallecidos me intentaban trasmitir que todavia no era el momento que volviera... y mis familiares vivos me transmitian todo el amor que sentian por mi y el vacio que iba a dejar

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    Yes    

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes    

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes    

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real   

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real   

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           No      

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?           

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No                

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes