medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain
the whole experience, self, everything seemed to be strange and can't be measured, it was in different standards
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? i was fully aware of myself and everything else
Was the experience dream like in any way? yes
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
i could not get the chance to see my body because when i was there i could see nothing but the forests ,oceans the green. i could not feel the ear but i could fly the speed i want i could be slow as much i want but unable to stop completely. I was afraid because i was alone and i knew it was not a dream because the time it happened i thought im having a real brain damage. it started with a big and i mean big noises coming from the inside of my brain it was different noises but the were all unbearable. Then there was this tunnel
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? terrible different noises, but it at the beginning only and after i reach the tunnel which leads me to this place it will be complete silence
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Yes
Describe: just like the ones shown in movies but it was open you feel it because you see different colors changing all the time and it gets twisted now and then, sometimes it finishes and then you have an other one but what is worth mentioning here is the speed .i have not experienced traveling by air but I'm sure NASA people have not reached such a speed yet.
Did you see a light? Yes
there were different lights in the tunnel but later on when i reach there there is enough light coming from no where. I have to say this .This experience continued to come to me almost every night and i was struggling to stop it but i could not with the same noises i hear every time, the tunnel and the same place i reach .maybe after it happened for several times i was not that frightened and later on i got used to it but it was of no amusement specially when i was not able to see any thing related to human civilization no roads no animals no insects no air no human beings no cars and not even my body as i said earlier no anything what so ever it was just the woods the water the green plants
Did you meet or see any other beings? No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? Yes
the truth is i was able to remember every thing about my recent life there was nothing special .i was able to remember that im having that kind of lectures that morning (student that time ) and i know every thing as if im fully a wake nothing more nothing less but no special abilities of remembering my childhood or any other abilities of predicting the future .
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes
i was always flying over the woods the mountains the oceans, wonderful sites, wonderful light .By the way i had no shadow
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
i felt my soul coming out of my body every time this thing happens and it flies away
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes
i always felt like im special but not to the extent that could make me weird or different from other people
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
sometimes i feel that im going to experience certain condition in the future and it happens really. like i could not imagine myself living an ordinary life i knew i'm going to have cars and money and it happened. I feel the danger like the car accident i had but it was too late
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
there is a creator and there is life after death or not necessarily after death no there is another life now some other place not on earth but human beings could reach and find by their souls.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
in the beginning i told myself OK now i need nothing form this life i don't have to study, i don't have to worry about anything now im the happiest man
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
What emotions did you experience following your experience? the first time it happened i told myself that's it, I'm dead now and i felt sorry for my mother because she had no one else but me but at the same time i felt happy because from what i could see there i realized its heaven. I was alone at heaven then i enjoyed flying i could steer my self any direction i wanted .up -down ,left -right but i could not completely stop.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? it seems that i m having something special and differently it was not as other near death experiences but when i saw this site by accident i remembered my experiences and i decided to say few words about them.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? generally speaking it was something special and had an effect n my life and later on i learned to repeat this experience whenever i want to. i made it let say not less than 50 times and i made experiment on myself .In all the first times i was sleeping in an open space in an open balcony then i decided to sleep inside though it was terribly hot. could you guess what happened? the same thing happened the sounds and the tunnel but i did not reach that place. instead i was hanging on by the ceiling of the room unable to come down. i was able to see everything there as it is, my books the tv set, the furniture and everything. the door the dust over the fan, but i was not able to come down or go back to my body and had nothing but to wait till i get my body back how that i couldn't know.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? No
i want to arrange for telling my story in more organized way because now i started talking about it all of a sudden without pre arrangement. and i intend to do that in near future in a better way that if you are interested .By the way this experience happened also to me in my home city. my mother begged me not to do it anymore i was able to reach the same kind of places when i was sleeping on the roof and see the same furniture inside the room. By the way i was not able to go through doors and walls i find myself very close to the wall or door but not able to pass through. One of the reasons that made quit doing that is the conclusions i reached .Since i was not able to go out of the room i was sleeping in that means its possible that while im away some body could come and close the door and i would not be able to come back. This is one thing ,the other thing is i thought i might meet some creatures or even human beings and this could scares me to death. that was why i stopped doing that and the last time i did it was in 1998 just to know whether i was still able to do it or not ,till that time i didn't want to repeat this experience again. i feel that this whole story is missing something which is how i was able to repeat this experience whenever i liked to....as a brief answer for that i was able to find a way or a state of being half sleep and half a wake by moving one of my fingers to control this thing. when i start listening to those noises i simply do nothing and i just sit back and enjoy the ride as Americans say.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. as i said if you are interested and if you believe in that story you can send me an e-mail then i could seriously tell it in a more detailed way. I still want to know what is it?