Nadia C's Experience
I went back to Italy for several years because, while vacationing there, I met my husband and He told me to wait for him to finish his study so we could come together. While I was in Italy with him, (this was 4 or 5 years ago) he had bought a motorcycle, (he already had another one HONDA, but he liked this kind INDURO, because you could seat on a more relaxing position and other reason that I do not know and do not care, because I do not like to ride motorcycle. I have had already two small fall from it, one while riding with one of my brother, another while riding with my other brother. So, I was not so crazy about my boyfriend motorcycle.....I did not feel safe at all.....The story is the following:
One day I was laying on the bed, and I was awake and imagining my boyfriend and I riding the new motorcycle, and strangely, I did not feel tense while riding, I was almost enjoying the ride. I saw in my mind a car crossing the road and my boyfriend hitting it in the middle while I was flying under the car, and I saw myself going under the car and I was ready to feel the cracking noise of my neck bones because the wheel of the car was suppose to cross my neck! All at a sudden I interrupted my day dream that I was having with my eyes open, and I told myself: why should I have another accident with the motorcycle? A lot of people ride motorcycle, it does not means that they all have accident! This is just my own fear that creates this images!
to God, few days later, I had the same identical experience - only it was real
this time. We were coming from the beach, and strangely enough, I was not tense
as usual, and I was even enjoying the ride! All at a sudden, just like I already
imagined days in advance, a car crossed the road and my husband hit the car and
the accident was identical in all details even the fall under the car with the
wheel almost crossing my neck! Even there I was ready to feel the cracking noise
of my neck bones, but, thanks God, the wheel stopped just next to my neck!
Identical to the day dream I had! I still feel shaky when I think about it!
I did not hurt myself, but as soon as i could get into my sensed, I got hysterical and I started to cry and to scream that I did not want to ride the motorcycle anymore, I wanted to go home by bus! When we got home, I was so shocked, I felt like a very powerful electricity inside my body, and I was scared of the doubled experience I had gone through, not the accident itself. The cat when saw me, he got scared and saw I had some more spiritual dream, very profound one.
I was asking about the human race.....why people are the way they are.....and the answer was....that when we are born, we are just like seeds. we have all our physical and spiritual characteristic inside of us. Some have the seed of art, some leadership, some science etc....according to where and when this seed find itself, if the ground if fertile, if there is sufficient water, it the temperature is appropriate etc... it can sprout and if all the conditions are met, it can develope into a beautiful plant, otherwise, it can adjust itself to survive but never become what it was meant to be, or it can die if the environment is too hostile of if the seed is too delicate......The voice told me that we have all the answers that we need all around us, we have to learn to read and understand them....we have to learn to see with our heart not with our eyes.
AND GOD CREATED THE WORLD
And God created a beautiful world for all His creations. So many amazing beauties, so many animals, so many flowers, so many human races….
Each and every of His creation is so unique in his spectacular perfection and diversity, and everything knows how to fit perfectly in His world. Human being, the last of His creations, has not yet learned how to live in harmony with his surroundings and his different brothers. He gave us diversity to make us richer and not poorer.
We are so lucky to exist in this fantastic world, but we are also so foolish to dishonor His love with hate, his creations with destructions, the life He has give to everything and everybody with death.
Who are we to use His name to inflict pain and death to His children? Who are we to use His name to gain power and control over our brothers? We are the shame of his Creation.
Let's stop going against God. God is love and life. Let's all live together in peace in His world meant for all of us. Let's learn to love one another just like He does. Let's live up to His expectations.
Let's all work together today for a better tomorrow, for ourselves, for our children, because they too have the right to live in this world; love is the only path that leads to life; hate leads to death.
God is life, God is love. Let's all pray God to help us to make some sense in our minds and some love in our hearts. Amen.
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
relaxed in bed, during daytime, taking a little rest, and this thought just came
into my mind and I watched it just like a movie, or when you picture things in
your mind and you can actually see them.
Was the experience dream like in any way? It is the kind of experience we have almost everyday, when we imagine things in our mind and we actually can see the pictures of the event we are thinking about, and of course, we are awake, riding the bus, laying in bed, waiting on line, how do they call them? Day dreams....I think....
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No response
I cannot say it, it was just like many ordinary day dreams.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I was shaken and I interrupted the dream when I was about to die, and I wonder why should I have such a terrible accident? So many people ride motorcycle, they are not all having accident! This is just fear in my mind that creates this images! This is what I have told myself calm down.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Not in this particular event, I usually have loud noise in my head and electricity in my body when I am getting an out of body experience, that I have notices, it usually manifests itself in time of strong emotional stress, or sometimes, extreme physical tiredness. Just the moment that you begin to relax your body, it takes over, and take control of the body and release it. Now I have not had them for almost a couple year may be, now that I really like them, I lost fear and I need to investigate this event, it just slides away. I was thinking that it may be because, I am much more relaxed and happy, and strange enough, even my monthly period (which used to be terrible unpredictable and extremely late, like every 2 or 3 months sometimes!) now that I am in a better state of mind, I am rather regular, and I regret not having my oob experiences, I wonder if there is a way to induce them, I would like to know so i can do my own experiment....I have the need to understand what the hell is inside this brain of ours! Maybe I will never understand, but this does not mean, that I do not have to try.....
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No response
I did encounter other entity, but during my oob experiences, and not during the day dream I am talking about. This encounters are like, if you close your eyes in front of a person, and you know the person is there even if you cannot see it. But in this experiences, you can perceive the essence of the person, you can talk exchange thoughts without talking. It is frightening only when you come back in your body and you mind begin to make some sense out of it but you cannot find it! What is it? What does it mean? Do many of us have this things but we are embarassed to talk about them?
Did you see a light? Not on this particular day dream. But I have seen it several times, when I was so depressed I wanted to die. I saw the light, I felt the love of the light and a sort of angelic music. I was not afraid to die anymore, and I knew it was not my time yet....I had thing to take care of on this earth, even if I could not see them at the moment, they were there waiting for me. It was right. My life was connected to the life of many and brought many changes....in better, how one life can interact with many other lives is incredible....Sometimes I feel like in a sort of movie like ‘life is wonderful’ all the pain we have to go through is justified and welcome if it is necessary to make things better, and then you can lay back and see how many things you have done with your life, how many hearts you have touched, how many lives you have magically changed, how much happiness you have created....When I will die, I know I have done many of the things I was set to do....no matter how much they have hurt me, even the pain is welcome, if at the end it brings great joy, to you and to your family, friends, and to occasional people you may meet only once in your life or you may never meet. I am grateful even for the terrible things happened to me, because without them, I would have never been able to appreciate in full this life, I would have never been able to understand what I understand now and and enjoy all the blessing I have now....
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
not in this particular case of day dream, or premonition dream (i do not know how to define it) but I had done it several times on other occasion when I had oob experiences...Twice I was even told that they felt my presence in the house even if they knew I could not possibly bee there, in fact one was my boyfriend, he was looking for me around the house because he knew I was there but he also knew he could not see me and the same ting happened to my boss, he was looking for me in his house even behind the door! I was a little scared because I did not mean to create this situations. I was just imagining to go there....that was all. This two event happened in the same year, I was about 21 years old and I had a lot of terrible family problems and personal problems....The two events have been spontaneous, and I have tried to do it on command, but I was never able to do it again at will. I really tried hard, but I never succeeded again. These events took place in Rome, Italy.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No response
As I have mentioned earlier, I saw the all accident I had few days later in all small details while I was awake and laying in bed in daytime to take a little rest. I was completely relaxed.
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No response
It seemed and ordinary day dream, even if there was something different, I cannot recall it now...
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
I did not have any of these on my premonition day dream that we are talking about, but I had these experiences many times while having oob travel.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Not in the event we are treating of my day dream that turned to be a premonition dream. I know that feeling, because I have it during the oob, and sometimes I was even able to realize that I was having an oob and I was trying out new things, like trying to look at myself, go through solid objects...etc..
Did you become aware of future events?
I realized that it was a future event, when it actually happened after few days and all the details and even feelings matched perfectly the premonition day dream. I still feel sort of strange about it. There is something that I cannot understand, but is here and exist, we cannot understand it, we cannot conceive it with our mind limitations, but it is here and we are part of it.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No response
In this instance, I do not think it was an oob experience, because I could see the future and not the present, but I realized it was the future only when the event took place in all his details....
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
I had oob before, since the age of 19. I did not know what they where because the first time they were very traumatic. I used to fight off this extremely powerful feeling. They started first with a loud noise in my head, which would increase to the peak level almost unbearable, simultaneously, my body would paralyze and I would feel a sort of electricity starting from my extremities and going gradually inside my body. The apex of the electricity and noise would create a sort of near explosion that I would fight off with all my strengths, and as soon as i would come to my senses, in my joins, I would still fell a powerful electricity, and I would be soaking wet with perspiration. Several time when I got up in this state, I told my mother what I was experiencing, and I was crying and all shaken up, She told me that another girl was having the same thing and she was terrorized to stay alone in the house because this powerful force would take possession of her body. Then my mother advised me to see a neurologist, which did not even listen to what I was saying but dismissed the all thing saying that we young people are full of strange things....I was very upset he did not help me at all and he did not even tell me what it could be...and my mother remarks did not help me ether. Then. one day I just decided to surrender to this powerful force and see what would happen. The worst would be dying anyway, so I had to die anyway someday, I I could not live in that condition terrorized to relax for the rest of my life? No, I had to face it! When I stop fighting this force, after a climax of electricity and ringing noise in the head, I had my first oob. Since the, I had so many, and in the last few year, I even experimented few things while in that state.....The fanny thing, was, that every time I could always see the room where I was, in all detail, I could even hear the radio in the background, but it was a different way of seeing, not just in front of you, but perceive the all room. I could always see my body laying, and all the other things o people in the room....Then, I realized, I was not crazy, because I found out, other people have this experiences too. So, this is only one function of the mind that we do not know yet very well at all, and that we are just beginning to study....
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
I knew there was something that I could not understand, But I had touched it and lived through it.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I am aware that there is more than the yes can see, there is so much that i do not understand, but it does exist and it manifests itself to me in several way, maybe because I am not supposed to leave this world yet, and there is still some homework for me to finish. I do not know.....But I also know, if I need help and comfort, someone, I cannot see, is always helping me to get up when I fall, maybe because I have to continue this journey without getting lost or discourage by all the negative encounters i have along the path of my destiny. This is only one hypothesis. I do not know....But I know for real, every time I was near the end, I always received some help and I was to get out of the worst trouble....
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No response
I do not know, maybe it gave me more strength when I had to face some terrible hardship the following years....Some how, I knew that every things, no matter how terrible they would look at that time, they were phase of life I fad to go through and I had to give my help in resolving painful situations, no matter how much it would hurt me, it needed to be done, and ad long as I followed my heart and my soul, I know I would always do the right things, even if nobody could appreciate e realize my work, but I knew I was doing every thing out of love and that somebody was guiding me and giving me strength to fight the numerous life battles for every body goodness. Now I can see the fruits of my numerous sacrifices. My broken family is again together. Many of my impossible dreams have come true, and it brings tears to my eyes when I think about it and I feel profoundly touched. There was a reason why at a certain point of my life I had to go back to Italy for several years. Now I can see what somebody from above, has helped me to do. I know that without his power and his love, I could not have done any thing. I thank again this entity, this force, I do not know what to call IT. I know that He also told me that I cannot go toward the light of eternal love yet, because, my journey is not over yet, and I have to help other human beings....He told me not to aspect any thanks from the people I may help, not because they are bad, but because many times their souls are still naive and they are still not aware of many things ....but I know that sometimes, the the right word, at the right time, can change even the life of a stranger.....can give someone a second chance to rethink over, to consider another option, to open a door never noticed before.....I was told that I must pass to other the chance I had, and do this because it is the right thing to do, not for some sort of reward......
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
With a lot of people and friends. But very few have taken me seriously...
What emotions did you experience following your experience? When the premonition day dream came true, after the accident I was completely out of my mind and hysterical. I had other two accident with the motorcycle (one with one with one brother, and another with my youngest brother) but I did not get so scared like this time, because this time I had seen all the accident in all details few days early and it was too much for my mind to handle! I had a very powerful electricity and vibration inside my body, and even the cat, when I got home, got scared when he saw me. He was able to fell my emotions! Incredible! He swell up like a balloon! And I realized that one second you are here in this world, and the next one you may not exist anymore! I felt like if i were dreaming, and this was a second chance given to me. A second life. A second opportunity. I had to use it properly.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? When I found myself under the car and I was ready to feel the creaking noise of my neck bones been broken by the wheel of the car passing over. I tightened myself ready for the end that did not come, but it was interrupted one second earlier, just like the daydream. I think that this would be a little too much for almost every body to handle....
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes