Experience description:

I had � severe breakdown. I sat in bed alone at home, exhausted and suddenly found myself in � pitch black void, complete emptiness. I was alone crying in despair and suddenly in THE distance I did see � light growing bigger and bigger. At first glance I thought it was my grandfather but there was not really � face and yet there was. THE being of light asked me what I was doing  there and told me it was not my time yet. I told it I was very unhappy because of person al reasons and did not want to go on like this. THE being of light told me this was not important. THE communication was telepathic but at THE Same time I could not only hear THE thoughts bud feel what it was feeling at THE Same time it looked like � multidimensional communication. At That point THE being spread its light around me and I felt an unconditional love with � complete understanding and Some humor, like we would comfort � child who does not understand. I never experienced something so complete in my life.

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes     The being of light and THE love surpasses words, hard to compare with love on this plane of experience

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No      

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    All THE time

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal

If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:            All THE time

Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?  No       THE light was , this is very difficult to explain I do not have reference point in ordinary life, loving, warm, intelligent, fulltime of humor and joy it was That light at THE Same time

Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
            Yes     this was not hearing it was more like telepathy

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            First despair and then love and joy

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?          No       Suddenly I was in THE dark there was no motion

Did you see a light?           Yes     Indescribable, bright, Alice, vibrating, like THE dun but more beautiful

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes     Being of light, first impression was it was my grandfather, That THE problems I had where not important and That it was not yet time for me to be in That realm

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?    No      

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No      

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?            Yes     Dark void

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes     No sense of time

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?     Yes     We are to self-centered in pain

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you become aware of future events?       No           

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?     Yes     I had afterwards understatement meditation kundalini experiences

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes     I shares it with my mother, she did not understand at THE time

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes    

How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:            Experience was definitely real    As � warning to change my attitude and priorities in life

Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you?    At That time I was not mature enough to understand THE experiences, with maturing everything fell into place

How do you currently view the reality of your experience:            Experience was definitely real            Necessary to my person al growth and understanding of life and death

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes     More understanding and compassion

Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?            Yes     Meditation became regular practice

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No      

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?        No

Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?         Yes    

Are there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?   No