Miriam D Experiences
I was having a asthma attack, I was sitting in the T V, room in my house, and I was aware that I couldn't shout or speak, are move at all. My mother was on the telephone, in the hall way outside the room I remember thinking if she don't get off the phone and come find me I was going to die. I waited not long and then thought she not going to find me, and being aware that I couldn't shout or move, I thought that's it I am going. At first I started to cry but then I through this is not helping me and if anything making me worse, so I consciously thought I might as well accept it. Then every thing changed for the better, when I accepted it. I started to go and I had a great feeling of calmness tranquility that lasted for a while and then I woke up in another room and felt my soul descend back into my body. I was feeling really calm and good, and I just knew that the asthma attacks and the hospital was over and it would never be like that again. prior to that attack I was spending 10 days to two in the hospital.
I can honestly say more than a near death experience, it was like a life manual experience.
2. I was driving along
the road and I have to turn left, I remember thinking I was going to fast, I
turned the corner saw two cars went blank, some how missed them turned right and
became conscious again we I was safe on the grass.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes I was having a asthma attack, second one I nearly died in a motor bike accident.
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal The first one I was really in the moment, all the way through the process until I lost consciousness
The second one I was totally consciousness up to the point of most danger when I lost total consciousness it was only after I got to a safe point that I became conscious again 1. I have never been so consciousness. every second of the process I was very aware what was happening to me, until I went, then no conscious, and then when I came back.
2.as I said before I
was conscious be and after the danger.
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. 1. wasn't really aware of events prior to the time, it was only when I was going through the event that I had much more heightened experience
2. I was really aware
that I had to catch up to my brother and then that I was going to fast we I had
to turn left, and then when I had got to safety. I wasn't aware of the event at
all. It was just that the lady got out of her car and said that she was sure she
was seeing a fatality she said she was sure I was going over her bonnet.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. 1. I wasn't aware of my hearing just a knowing.
2. I could near and see
all the traffic around me, except at the point of danger when I didn't hear
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body? Yes 1. it was more off a awareness of where my mum was, after I came back I could see them in the room that some put me in.
2. It was a normal day
before and after the danger.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? 1. knowing, fear, sadness, acceptance, calm and tranquility calm knowing
2. fear of being
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you see an
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience? No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No 1 very tranquil
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual time seemed really different, it all just seemed to flow differently on one hand it seemed very slow but yet moved quite fast
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about myself or others 1. like a said it was more of a manual to life rather than death, and yes I felt at one with all existence
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you come to a border or point of no return? No
Did scenes from the future come to you? No like I say it was like a manual for a perfect life i.e. world peace.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose? Yes I KNOW there is only the present, always hear your intuition, know what to give up on and what not to.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience: Moderate changes in my life more aware of life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience? Yes how quickly you can lose it
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real both have always been so real
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real helpful
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes 1. it has been helpful especially when I feel sad or anger
2. leaves me more open
to other peoples experiences
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? 1. manual on world peace