Miriam D Experiences
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Experience description:
I was having a asthma
attack, I was sitting in the T V, room in my house, and I was aware that I
couldn't shout or speak, are move at all. My mother was on the telephone, in the
hall way outside the room I remember thinking if she don't get off the phone and
come find me I was going to die. I waited not long and then thought she not
going to find me, and being aware that I couldn't shout or move, I thought
that's it I am going. At first I started to cry but then I through this is not
helping me and if anything making me worse, so I consciously thought I might as
well accept it. Then every thing changed for the better, when I accepted
it. I started to go and I had a great feeling of calmness tranquility that
lasted for a while and then I woke up in another room and felt my soul descend
back into my body. I was feeling really calm and good, and I just knew that the
asthma attacks and the hospital was over and it would never be like that again.
prior to that attack I was spending 10 days to two in the hospital.
I can honestly say more
than a near death experience, it was like a life manual experience.
2. I was driving along
the road and I have to turn left, I remember thinking I was going to fast, I
turned the corner saw two cars went blank, some how missed them turned right and
became conscious again we I was safe on the grass.
The second one I was
totally consciousness up to the point of most danger when I lost total
consciousness it was only after I got to a safe point that I became conscious
again 1. I have never been so consciousness. every second of the
process I was very aware what was happening to me, until I went, then no
conscious, and then when I came back.
2.as I said before I
was conscious be and after the danger.
2. I was really aware
that I had to catch up to my brother and then that I was going to fast we I had
to turn left, and then when I had got to safety. I wasn't aware of the event at
all. It was just that the lady got out of her car and said that she was sure she
was seeing a fatality she said she was sure I was going over her bonnet.
2. I could near and see
all the traffic around me, except at the point of danger when I didn't hear
anything.
2. It was a normal day
before and after the danger.
2. fear of being
lost.
Did you see an
unearthly light?
No
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was
definitely real helpful
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
1.
it has been helpful especially when I feel sad or anger
2. leaves me more open
to other peoples experiences
Are there one or
several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant
to you? 1.
manual on world peace
At the time of
your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Yes I was having a
asthma attack, second one I nearly died in a motor bike accident.
Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal The first one I was really in the
moment, all the way through the process until I lost consciousness
Please compare
your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
1. wasn't really
aware of events prior to the time, it was only when I was going through the
event that I had much more heightened experience
Please compare
your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
1. I wasn't
aware of my hearing just a knowing.
Did you see or
hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes 1. it was more
off a awareness of where my mum was, after I came back I could see them in the
room that some put me in.
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
1. knowing, fear,
sadness, acceptance, calm and tranquility calm knowing
Did you pass
into or through a tunnel?
No
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did you
encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did you become
aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did you seem to
enter some other, unearthly world?
No
1 very tranquil
Did
time seem to speed up or slow down?
Time seemed to
go faster or slower than usual time seemed really different, it all
just seemed to flow differently on one hand it seemed very slow but yet moved
quite fast
Did you
suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about myself
or others
1. like a said it was
more of a manual to life rather than death, and yes I felt at one with all
existence
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you come to
a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from
the future come to you?
No like I say it
was like a manual for a perfect life i.e. world peace.
Did you have a
sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Yes I KNOW there
is only the present, always hear your intuition, know what to give up on and
what not to.
Discuss any
changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
Moderate changes in my
life more aware of life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes how quickly you
can lose it
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?
No
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
Did you have
any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you
believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real both have always been so real
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result
of your experience?
No
At any time in
your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did the
questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Uncertain