This is a strange feel or vision I can say, where everything I do and see is fast forwarded this has occurred about some 10 times till now. I'm very much awake when this happens. even I can see everyone around me normal with their activities. I become speechless and I try to analyze or observe myself sitting in a corner, even then the fast forwarded feeling goes. after about 5 minutes everything gets normal with me and then I tell this to d person with me at that moment. But that person would have not observed any changes in me...with this I can say its a feeling in my inner mind, this keeps me in a state of confusion, but only for some time.
Last week when I was
studying for my next day exams this happened. I could not continue to study
after this. So I closed my book and went to sleep.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No I've told this to many of my friends and cousins, they either feel strange or they just ignore that topic.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No I feel its as normal as anything. But I want to know why this happens often only with me.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? I'm normal awake and conscious of things around me, I also try to avoid that, try my best to control myself and continue to do my work, when this happens.
Was the experience dream like in any way? no its not a dream I'm awake when this happens to me.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Uncertain I just feel a little bit of separation of my body from consciousness...but most of the time I try to control myself and act normal.
What emotions did you feel during the experience? strange emotions like, I'm ignored in this world, I'm not up to the mark in life, I feel I'm left behind in this fast moving world.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? no. everything around me is normal except my mind.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? I keep thinking about it for some time and later I forget about it.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Ive told this to my friends sister and my cousins.
my friend felt its a silly created story.
my sister did not understand what I meant about.
my cousin felt very
strange about it, asks me about that experience when I meet her.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? I feel blank, alone, strange, pressurized, unsuccessful.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? best: it has never affected me physically or mentally (but only for some time)