I have had
too many to write down. These "events" have been happening to me for many years.
I have been on a few web-sites before, discussing my experiences. The thing that
I feel seperates me from the rest, For the last two years or so, it happens
almost every night. At first, I had no control. My "spirit" would travel on its
own. I could not control direction or any of my body parts. I realize there are
no body parts to the spirit, but somehow it still helps guide me when I do these
there is a very bright light just out of my field of vision and it is
comforting. Comforting now, it used to be when I would see it, I would flee and
come back to my resting point. Two people in my life have felt a "shock" or
warmth from my body at the exact time that my spirit leaves. I know this because
as I was leaving, they spoke aloud this sensation, which drew me back in.
reading a bit on a web site, I decided I would try to project myself somewhere.
I hadn't known this to be possible until I read about it. It has worked for me
several times. I do not will these things to happen. I actually don't want them
to happen. I have had MRI's, catscans, sleep studies, evrything I know to do to
find the answers. It is difficult to say I don't believe in OBE's when I have
them so often, but I'm not sure that I do. I realize this doesn't make much
sense. It is very confusing for me.
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
feeling of leaving ones body is difficult to explain because nothing compares.
The complete weightlessness and freedom were unknown to me before.
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Different times, different levels. Sometimes I am almost asleep. Sometimes I am
asleep and realize it is happening. My favorite is when I am ultra aware. At
this time I can see everything. It is more than seeing. At risk of the looney
bin, at these times I can see without using my eyes. This is true and no,I am
experience dream like in any way?
most of the
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I have
only seen my arms and one leg. I try to see myself in this state but it is
difficult. What I have seen is smaller than I am. My limbs appear to be
transparent, yet have a black tint to them. Like black plastic wrap.
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I don't know
that I do
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
all the time.
Every sound is different. I sleep with a fan on, when going into this state, the
sound changes. It cycles instead of sounding steady. Sometimes voices as well.
Never just one voice, more like a chorus
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
Both familiar and unfimiliar places. No religious symbols. Other people, some I
can make out clearly, though I don't recognize them, others are dark and can not
be clearly seen.
you see a light?
Brighter and whiter than anything I have ever seen, but it does not bother the
eyes. I can look straight into it.
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes Most of
the time, they are in my house. Nothing communicated really.
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
have visited other places. I have not tried to move anything that I can
remember. I have seen things that I would not have seen.
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes I saw
my ex-girlfriend one night and asked her the next day what she wore to bed and
it was what I saw. My vision though was blurred and the next time I went to her
house, I saw that she had put a veil around her bed. That was confirming.
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
Oddly, the only sense that I have noticed other than sight would be touch. Not
my hands though, but the bottoms of my feet
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
Uncertain I wish to leave it at that, at this time
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No I have
felt or seen no boundary
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes Sometimes I will myself back, sometimes it just happens.
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I wish not to elaborate at this time.
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
I am more
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Most do
not understand. A few wish they could experience the same. I tell them to be
VERY careful what you wish for.
emotions did you experience following your experience?
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The worst was
not understanding what was happening. When it happens by its self and you don't
know what's happening. The best... I don't know.
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I have a
lot to tell. However, I don't know who I am writing to.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
questions, I'm just running out of time.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
suggestion is that someone should contact me via e-mail. Though I have these
experiences, there is so much that I don't know.