Michael L's Experience
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Experience description:

Angels and voices spoke to me. I had resigned myself to death at the time and had made my peace with myself. The voices in a void or different place than earth spoke clearly to me informing me I would live and had a mission to carry out that would only become clear to me over time. The information I was provided also detailed events about my relatives that I found to be true despite they contradicted my prior knowledge. I was told my selection for this purpose was not clear but alluded to the fact I had lived a decent life and was a soul God favored. The one mission, which was not to be the main purpose of my life, was to inform people of my conviction and gratitude to God. It was also made clear to me my daughter would be well ]provided I did as told. What I was told to do, or my main mission, was not to be clear to me for some time, about 15 years, and I had to learn life lessons, study forgiveness, have a kind heart, focus on helping the right people and what I wanted or needed would be made clear and ultimately my life would be useful and happy beyond my imagination filled with abundance although along the way I would suffer to some extent and be exposed to bizarre experiences. It was made clear to me my parents would suffer due to their own problems and some of the knowledge to be gained would be via this episode. Also, it was revealed my personal life would be ultimately happy and content but be in some time. It was also revealed to me my uncles had killed their brother and my uncle's "fortune" had been gotten thru less than ethical ways and not the way it had been described. This is the part I managed to verify. It was also revealed some close to me were evil or selfish and despite my desire to be with them I was better off or needed to divorce myself from them but I had to figure it out. To date all has been true except for how to complete my journey and the fact 15 years has not elapsed.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes   I was told I had less than 48 hours to live.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?....No....

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?....More consciousness and alertness than normal    The entire time....My mind did not wander and every aspect I recall as though it happened or is happening right this minute. The most alert I have ever been. The only other time I experienced this state was when I was with my uncle when he died and I went "somewhere " else which my cousin witnessed.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    I was very out of it do to liver failure so my mind was most unclear prior to the vision. I have felt a different person since.

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    the same as above

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?    Yes   I was aware of the killing of my uncle but did not see it but was informed of it although the event occurred in 1919joy

What emotions did you feel during the experience?....joy  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?....Uncertain....I was somewhere else but not necessarily a tunnel

Did you see an unearthly light?....Uncertain....the light was a different type of light I have never seen

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin    I believe I recognized the voices of Albert Einstein, general Patton and some others

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....Yes    just what I described above but they were not there

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?....No....

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?....A clearly mystical or unearthly realm....just an important place of peace

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?....No....

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?....Everything about myself or others....all seemed to make sense

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?....No....

Did you come to a border or point of no return?....I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was "sent back" against my will....I wanted to die but was told I had a mission to complete.

Did scenes from the future come to you?....Scenes from the world's future....Only a sense all would work out .

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Yes....That I must try as hard as I can to obey my instructions for my life and they are my code of conduct. I can only serve one master and that is God  whose concept continues to evolve within me and is revealed to me in small and large ways almost daily provided I remain open

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Large changes in my life....I have 100% faith in God and am certain of my feelings. I am committed to self sacrifice at any cost to do God's will.....

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?    Yes     I have taken action to correct wrongs. I have no tolerance for evil in my life. My beliefs are far more certain and act with far more faith and really do not care about ridicule.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?....Yes     I have had experiences where I know I am doing something God wants me to do even though I am uncertain at the time but find out later why.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes   Reactions varied but some have had similar experiences and it can be seen in their eyes.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....No    

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:....Experience was definitely real    the same as today, it was real and life altering and affirming

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience was definitely real....based on what was revealed has all come to be

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....No tolerance for evil or bull$#@#

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes    I am more aware of making an effort to stay spiritual

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....Yes    when my uncle died in front of me I went somewhere else and a life force entered me

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?    No    not completely; the feeling was unique and I can not fully describe it except I know it was real and it was God

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The entire experience has given me strength to go on in life during the most adverse conditions. My faith was emboldened.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?....no