M B's Experience
Exhausted from mourning the sudden death of my husband, I decided to rest after eating lunch. I sat in his chair and as soon as I raised my legs into the reclining position of the chair, I felt a high pitched type to vibration or frequency in my calves. It was as if my bones were vibrating something like a tuning fork. Sensing this was not something to be afraid of, I said, possibly out loud, “I won’t be afraid”. I actually helped move the vibration up my legs. As it moved up my body, the high-pitched sound of this vibration became louder. When the vibration reached my chest, I knew that I had to “open the doors” of my chest cavity. I purposely allowed the chest to open -- as if it were enclosed behind two large oak doors. At that very moment of knowing, my chest was raised as my back arched, the sound became even louder, and then a wide ray of white light connected me/my chest to the heavens. At this moment I don’t recall the sound being there anymore. As I’m arched in the recliner, breathing very heavily with some difficulty, I look up to my right and I see the profile outline of Jesus, who is very far away (but not small as normal human perception would have it) , but who is seriously looking down and watching the being who is in front of me. His being appears to be a woman, as she had her hair in a bun. This being was only inches from my face, and I could only see the left side of her face. I did not know her. I simply said, “What’s the message”. She looked directly into my eyes and gave me the message in my mind, “stop smoking”. At that moment, my back was no longer arched, the room became dimly lit with daylight peeking in through the blinds, and I smiled…seeing a reflection of light on the ceiling that was knowingly my husband smiling at me. I Immediately felt he had something to do with all of this - and then I was filled with the message to go see the priest, Father Emmanual, who presided over my husbands memorial service at the funeral home. I did and the priest was really happy when he realized I wasn’t asking him for anything…that I only wanted to say thank you for the service.
Nothing about life has
been the same since. My last cigarette was 6 months later.
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? awake & alert
Was the experience dream like in any way? No - only that the room became dark as midnight
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
What emotions did you feel during the experience? I needed to reassure myself in the beginning, then I was calm and collected.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? Yes. A high pitched vibration - like a tuning fork.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Uncertain I felt as though either I was up in the darkness of space or that perhaps Jesus and this other being somehow brought "outer space" into my living room. All the while I knew I was reclining on the chair.
Did you see a light? Yes The light was a beam connecting my chest to something upwards. Also, the profile of Jesus was as if it were made of lights.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes Yes. The one who appeared to be a woman who gave me the message.
Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
Yes I was either
connected to "outer space" or "outer space was "brought" to me.
Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I knew I should not be afraid and I seemed to know there was going to be a message.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain The limiting physical "structure" was my own inability to breath deep enough to continue the event.
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? No Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes I've learned to initiate and control the vibrations and actually to go out of my body when I wish (when conditions are right). I'm now aware of the energy all around, the power of light and water...Everything in my life has changed.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I'm now aware of the energy all around, the power of light and water...Everything in my life has changed. I am learning about different religions of the world and no longer say I am only Roman Catholic...I now say I am "everything".
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? The human relationships have become sacred. From wishing for peace for everyone while in the subway, to affirming good things I may need...the energy of goodness is a tool I now know how to use to change myself - which changes everything around.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes Yes, In every moment! I ask for more awareness every day. And each day I wake up, I have a new small message.
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Some jealous. Some unbelieving. Most believe me but don't understand that they can do it too. They don't seem interested in advancing their spirit.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Joy
What was the best and worst part of your experience? There was no WORST part... It was all good.
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? We all have the power - If we can find the desire.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes I've learned to control the vibrations, and when conditions are right, I've had a few other similar experiences that were evern more like "out of body".
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
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